Awww
I have a friend who’s big in the industry.
And he’s under fire for being a misogynistic ass.
And I mean under fire by the whole industry. He’s being roasted alive.
I wanted to reach out to him, but I think he’s getting what he deserved after years of manipulating girls from different agencies.
> Saturday, a shitty day. Work overspill.
> See a 7-second video clip of happier times in the office.
> You can’t have a breakdown, cause you have a deadline.
:(
I’m giving myself a break, by being the nasty, lazy teenager that I never was.
I rarely skimped on my responsibilities, and I always burdened myself with other people’s problems. It was a time when I didn’t live for myself. I lived, functioned, and excelled to be of use to others.
I don’t know why that had been my paradigm for decades.
But now, I just want to live for myself. To just be lazy. To miss deadlines. To be up all night watching something that temporarily gives me will to live.
I’m catching up with my teenage angst. It has been long delayed, and I’m enjoying every mishap I deliberately succumb to.
Years ago, maybe about 10 years ago or more, it was my dream to become a writer.
I can’t help but feel overwhelmed with how words can construct realities. Create worlds. Induce feelings. A few words can change a person’s whole world.
So, I decided to try being a writer.
And now, I am a writer. But the lazy type. A copywriter to be exact.
I’ve applied my “show don’t tell” verbal skills to help corporations with their delusion of being authentic despite being mainly after profit.
Oh well. It pays the bills.
But now, I’m thinking about writing. For myself. Poetry. Short stories. Things that just pass by my consciousness, leaving the realm of existence within 10 seconds of conception.
Stories that could’ve inspired. Verses that could’ve helped someone through challenges. Words that could’ve changed a life.
israel has been bombing residential towers, refugee camps, media offices and now there are reports that it plans to bomb two UN run schools in palestine. reminder that many ppl who have been rendered homeless by these bombings have found shelter in these schools. palestine's hospitals are overflowing, their top doctors are being killed in these bombings, and the pandemic is still raging while israel is blocking humanitarian aid as well. these are war crimes. this is a genocide.
Ang hirap siguro maging bobo pero may double-degree ka na from a prestigious school, pero bwaka ng bobo mo lang talaga, wala na tayong magagawa dun. sad.