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Después de lo que me dijiste esa noche, casi todo el amor que sentía por ti desapareció. Sólo dos palabras, once letras.

Había tantas otras cosas que podrías haberme dicho que me hubieran hecho sentir otros sentimientos negativos pero reversibles: tristeza, enojo, culpa, no sé. Sentimientos que me hubieran hecho sentir mal en el momento, pero que al poco tiempo se hubieran desvanecido y las cosas hubieran vuelto a estar bien entre nosotros.

Pero no, lo que me dijiste me dolió en el momento, y me hizo llorar. Un poco. Pero tan sólo un par de minutos después ya no había lágrimas, solo un vacío que no se ha ido.

No siento enojo, no pienso en 'castigarte' o ignorarte para 'devolvértela'. Tampoco estoy triste. Nos hemos peleado otras veces pero ésta de verdad se siente diferente. Ni siquiera fue una pelea, fue que se rompió algo.

Y la verdad es que yo quisiera que las cosas no fueran así. A mí me gusta sentir cosas, sentir cariño y amor hacia alguien. Tener algo que esperar, esperar a verte, hacer planes para hacer cosas juntos. Tener alguien con quién compartir experiencias, y pensar en la próxima vez que nos volvamos a ver, cuando estamos lejos.

Pero no, pienso en ti y no siento nada de eso. Ya no hay amor, ya no hay añoranza, ya no tengo interés en platicar contigo, ya no pienso en querer contarte sobre mi día, ya no pienso en que ya quiero que nos veamos. Me gustaría sentir por ti el gran cariño que solía sentir pero ya no está ahí.

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um, why not?

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my d.b. cooper theory is that the rapture happened while he was falling and he was the only christian worthy of heaven

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The City of Portland Bureau of Supernatural Containment?

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you used to be able to put a dvd in your laptop and play it. you used to be able to burn cds.

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got a text from my old boss that she got new kittens, which didn’t surprise me bc she’s infamous for having like 10+ cats at a time and is constantly taking in strays from neighboring farms. average thursday for her right. but then i go to actually open the image she sent and

unique markings indeed!

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just stepped on an ant landmine it blew off a single cell from my foot

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you're gonna let a guy with dune 2021 midsommar and lalaland in his top 4 speak to you like that?

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“stop traumadumping to your friends tell this to your therapist” my god they paywalled human connection

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This 30 minute task is going to take days to complete so I'll do it in the morning next week unless it rains

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who let biologists play dnd

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“My parents disappeared during the last dictatorship. They were political activists. My father was taken first in 1977. My mother was taken a year later during the World Cup. We were standing in a public square, and two cars stopped, and they grabbed me and my mother. They let me go. But my mother was never heard from again. I learned all of this later because I was only three at the time. My grandparents raised me. When I was a child they would tell me that my parents were working. I used to imagine them building a skyscraper, wearing helmets, and getting closer and closer to the top. It wasn’t until the age of ten that I learned what really happened. But even then, my parents were only ideas to me. They were two-dimensional. But when I turned seventeen, I visited the town where they first met. I found their old friends and they told me stories. I learned that my father loved the Beatles. He also loved to dance. A man gave me a costume that my father would wear when he danced. And suddenly my parents weren’t ideas anymore. They were people. They were Daniel and Viviana. And for the first time, I cried for them.” (Buenos Aires, Argentina)

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fun fact about languages: a linguist who was studying aboriginal languages of Australia finally managed to track down a native speaker of the Mbabaram language in the 60s for his research. they talked a bit and he started by asking for the Mbabaram word for basic nouns. They went back and forth before he asked for the word for “dog” The man replied “dog” They had a bit of a “who’s on first” moment before realizing that, by complete coincidence,  Mbabaram and English both have the exact same word for dog.

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Ohhh my god??? (LGD= Livestock Guardian Dog)

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When birds die and go to heaven do they get a second pair of wings or do they get to try out some other cool form of locomotion

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Just got jumped by gay bullies and they made me give them my brunch money