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“I dunno why we stopped talking. I wish you would just tell me.”

Heartbreak Sentence Starters | closed!

Calvin winces and clenches the phone in his hand so tight he fears he might actually break it.

“ I didn’t wanna stop talkin’, ” he says, his voice quiet. “ I just... yanno, you’re so far away. N’ we’re both busy, n’ with my brothers always hoggin’ the phone, it’s just... ”

A bunch of sad excuses? Yeah, he knows. Calvin swallows, not entirely certain what to say.

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“So, this is it, huh?”

Heartbreak Sentence Starters | closed!

“ ...Yeah. ”

Calvin sighs, crossing his arms tightly over his chest; partially to keep warm in the brisk, evening breeze, and partially to try retracting into himself. What he wouldn’t give to disappear into thin air and forget this ever happened.

“ ...I guess it is. ”

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              "Don't worry, I can make the bodies disappear."

                                Miss Pauling, from Team Fortress 2 // loved by ariel

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the reckoning draws near.

                                                                                                        [ art X template ]

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“I wish we had more time.”

“Me too,” Calvin responds, his voice raspy. A beat and a loud, wet, cough rattles his lungs. With great effort he manages to swallow, trying to focus on keeping his breathing even. It’s hard when each breath feels like a knife in his back, though.

“Charlotte”, he manages after a minute, turning to look at the women lying against his side. From what he can see, she looks worse off than he feels. Guilt squeezes his heart, practically threatening to pop it. God, he almost wishes it would. “I’m sorry.”

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MOBILE DATING GAME

CALVIN ROUTE

TAGGED BY: @misspauling TAGGING: @robbedroyal @fouroclock-rock  @sourcandykisses

ROUTE START: “I mean, I’d probably pick me too if I were in your shoes.” ROUTE SWITCH: “Whatever, I wasn’t that into ya anyway.”

MENU INTERFACE, POKE A: “Yo!” MENU INTERFACE, POKE B: “Alright, ya got my attention, what?” MENU INTERFACE, POKE (REPEATEDLY): “I’d cut it out if you plan on keepin’ that finger.” MENU INTERFACE, POKE MAX ♥: “Well I can’t blame ya for wantin’ my attention...”

COMPLETED SCENE, +♥: “Maybe, uh... maybe we could do that again sometime?” COMPLETED SCENE, -♥: “Well, that was waste of both our times. So thanks for that.”

GIFT (NEUTRAL): “This ain’t a handout, right?” GIFT (DISLIKED): “Wow, uh. This is definitely... somethin’...” GIFT (LIKED): “Oh, shit, this is... wow! You sure this is for me?” GIFT: (THEIR BIRTHDAY): “I... didn’t think you even knew when my birthday was. This is... real cool, man. Thanks.”

BIRTHDAY:  “Listen, before ya get all weepy, I already know how amazin’ I am. So y’ don’t have to say it, but I mean, I ain’t gonna stop ya if you wanna, so...”

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𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 !

For the tough-hearted who wants incredible angst that could fit either a platonic and/or romantic scenarios. Feel free to change the pronouns / sentence structure according to your preferences!    TRIGGER WARNING:  Mentions of deaths.

i. leaving / left.

“Wait, you’re leaving…?”

“[Name] just told me. You’re gonna leave?”

“…where are you going?”

“I didn’t wanna believe [Name], but you’re really leaving, huh.”

“I don’t understand why you didn’t tell me sooner.”

“I don’t know what to say, do you want me to wish you good luck or something? ‘Cause I hate this. I hate every part of this.”

“I don’t… I don’t want to let you go.”

“Please don’t go.”

“Why can’t you stay?”

“Is it because of me? Am I not enough?”

“Did I do something wrong?”

“You have to let go of me.”

“No, no, just — just one second longer, please. Let me hug you for one more second—”

“No, don’t tell me it’s okay, it’s not okay, you’re leaving me!”

“…will you be gone long?”

“You won’t come back, will you?”

“There’s the train / plane / taxi. I — I gotta go.”

“You’re really not saying goodbye?”

“All you left me was a letter, saying you’re sorry. You’re pathetic.”

“If you love me, please don’t go.”

“I’m really trying not to put my abandonment issues on you, but I’m fucking scared, okay? I’m scared you’ll leave. And you are.”

ii. dying / died.

“Wait, wait, wait, hold on. Hold on. This can’t be real, can it? You can’t be… You can’t be dying.”

“This is some sick joke, right? You’re not really sick. This is some kind of prank? ‘Cause— cause this isn’t funny, [Name], you can’t—”

“No, no, no, I love you, please — please come back.”

“No, please, no. Don’t fall asleep. No, open your eyes, come on, look at me—”

“I wish we had more time.”

“Every day I come in here knowing that one of these days that damn bed will be empty and every time, I feel like screaming and wishing I could tell the universe to take me instead, but they won’t. It’s you. They’re taking you. So tell me how I’m supposed to live with that?”

“You die, I die.”

“I don’t think I can go home knowing I won’t see you around anymore.”

“You’ll be fine. You’ll be okay. You’re just a little cold. Right?”

“I’m sorry I didn’t do much before. I would’ve taken you everywhere. I would’ve loved you right.”

“I wish you could’ve just broken my heart in the normal way. At least you’d be alive.”

“I’m telling the nurse I’m staying by your side tonight. I don’t care if it’s not allowed, I’ll fight them.”

“We’re running out of time.”

“Anything’s better than this. Than you, gone. What am I supposed to do without you, huh?”

“Listen to me, you are the most important person in my life. I’m sorry you’re going through this.”

“I don’t want you to see me like this…”

“If you must die, die knowing your life was my life’s best part.”

“Maybe in another life.”

“The doctors said I don’t have much time left. I - I’m sorry.”

“I just saw you. You were — you were laughing. You can’t be gone.”

iii. separating / separated.

“So, this is it, huh?”

“…for all it’s worth, I loved you. So much.”

“I’m sorry for what I did.”

“You deserve better. You always have.”

“Tell me this isn’t you breaking up with me.”

“I still remember the first time I saw you…”

“Please don’t cry, please, I—”

“C’mon baby, don’t — don’t make this harder than it is.”

“Don’t cry with me, stupid. I thought this was mutual.”

“I can’t believe you’re breaking my heart like this.”

“We had a good run, didn’t we? We really loved each other, right?”

“IT’S OVER, DO YOU HEAR ME?! WE’RE DONE!”

“If you show your face around me the second time, I will kill you.”

“Who would’ve thought we’d ended up here. Hating each other.”

“We were… we were so in love.”

“It’s not even about the other person, it’s us okay? It’s us. We’re a problem.”

“I don’t wanna hurt you. Not more than this. I’m sorry.”

iv. miscommunication.

“You fucking ignored me. You didn’t even tell me why!”

“So now that you’re in deep shit, you suddenly remember me again? How convenient!”

“Fuck you! FUCK YOU! I NEEDED YOU! AND YOU WEREN’T THERE!”

“I don’t know why we stopped talking. I wish you would just tell me.”

“You won’t even look me in the eyes anymore.”

“Did I really hurt you that bad? I didn’t know.”

“You never said anything! Every time you’re angry or sad, you just kept it in!”

“I never knew what you were thinking.”

“I’m so tired of reaching out only to realise I’m grasping on thin air.”

“Why can’t we just talk like we used to?”

“Things were so easy back then.”

“You’re not the same person I knew.”

“…I still care about you, you know.”

“You just left. I didn’t why. I didn’t know what happened.”

“I wish things were different.”

“You’re giving me the cold shoulder again. How typical.”

“You know what you did wrong? You didn’t believe me.”

“I just wanted you to be there. I just wanted to know that I wasn’t alone. And you failed.”

“Look, can we… can we not talk about this now? Please?”

“I’ve been trying to talk to you, but it’s like I’M TALKING TO A BRICK WALL!”

v. betrayal / betrayed.

“I trusted you.”

“You trust me? Honey, that’s your fault.”

“You’re looking at me like I’m your biggest mistake. I already know I am.”

“You fucking manipulated me. You made me believe you.”

“So all those times we spent together? That was, what, for show?”

“I thought… I thought we were friends.”

“I thought we had something special.”

“You were like a brother to me!”

“I never really had anybody before. But then you came. I shouldn’t have known even you would screw me over.”

“SCREW YOU! DON’T EVER SHOW YOUR FACE TO ME AGAIN!”

“You’re not even moving. You’re THAT shocked that I did this to you? You must’ve really trusted me.”

“I — I didn’t want to. But I had to.”

“It wasn’t easy, you know? I… I really liked you.”

“Oh, stop playing victim. You had this coming.”

“You’ve always treated me like shit! And now you’re surprised I would do this to you?!”

“It wasn’t all fake, what we had. You were just not my endgame.”

“I can’t believe I shared my food with you. Turned out, you’re just a scheming scumbag, like the rest of them!”

“It’s my fault. I put my faith in you. They warned me not to.”

“Believe you? Yeah. The last time I did went SO well.”

“I’d rather walk into an ongoing traffic than to trust you again.”

“I let you into my life and you did this…? I should’ve known.”

“Please tell me this isn’t true. You wouldn’t do this to me, would you? Would you?”

vi. misc scenarios.

[Text] I hate you. 

[Text] I keep calling you hoping you’d pick up. Or text you, hoping you’d reply. But I know you won’t.

[Text] I’ve still got your stuff. What should I do about it?

[Text] I wish I could say I hate you, but we both know I’m lying.

[Text] I don’t wanna fight, I wanna see you.

[Text] I know we’re not talking, but I miss you.

[Text] Dumbass. I’ve always loved you. Leaving you was the hardest thing I ever did.

[Text] I wish it didn’t end the way it did.

[Text] I’ll always have your back. Even after everything, okay? Always.

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🌼 Plant Personality 🌼

Dandelion Scrappy and tough, you’re a pull-yourself-up-by-your-bootstraps kind of person. You don’t give up easily and you often thrive in situations that others would find discouraging. You have an instinct to serve others and see yourself as most useful in times or places of crisis, but you may over-rely on your toughness and forget how sensitive you really are.

Fennel You’re quiet, sometimes shy, with a tendency to be reserved. You have a humble, kind nature and often find yourself taking care of others. You can be known to hold things in, and you don’t always speak up for yourself. This tendency to hold things in can lead to disturbances.

Slippery Elm Let’s just say you’re a vocal person. Sure, that might mean you’re chatty. But it also means you’re the one humming in the hallway, singing in the shower, speaking your mind, standing up and shouting if need be to get yourself heard. You’ve got a voice and you know how to use it. Inclined to speak up for the voiceless, defend the defenseless or simply bring joy to the joyless, you may have a tendency to overuse your voice.

Tagged by: @misspauling Tagging: @robbedroyal, @sourcandykisses, @shinonioika

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misspauling replied to your post: ♒ what’s your most elaborate sexual fantasy

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(tugs @ collar and chuckles uncomfortably)

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♒ Got any kinks you're dying to try out?

Sexual Sunday | accepting!

“ Hmm. I mean. I dunno. Guess I ain’t thought ‘bout it too much lately. Yanno, what’s wrong with just havin’ normal not weird sex every now n’ again? Can’t we all just…

Listen I haven’t had sex in a while ok. I would literally take anythin’ right now. ”

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♒ what’s your masturbating routine like?

Sexual Sunday | accepting!

“ …

If you must know… it ain’t nothin’ special. Used t’ be kinda a whole deal but now it’s pretty much just a way t’ pass time. Usually just whip it out n’ hammer out a quickie. Don’t even need my skin mags no more.

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Uh. Not that I, uh. Had any in the first place. ”

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♒ So, have you fucked Donny's ass yet?

Sexual Sunday | accepting!

“ I- what? ” 

Calvin looks genuinely embarrassed and taken aback by the question, his face turning a funny shade of red.

“ I- this- I’m not gonna- I’ve never- yanno what this is a stupid question n’ so are you. ”

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♒ what’s your most elaborate sexual fantasy

Sexual Sunday | accepting!

“ Oh-ho, alright, well! ” He claps his hands together and leans forward, excited. “ The settin’ is the rooftops of Boston, late evenin’. We see Calvin Hutchins, otherwise known as the epic superhero Spider-Man, swingin’ from buildin’ to buildin’… ”

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♒ What’s your #1 turn on?

Sexual Sunday | accepting!

“ Free food, a warm bed, and no one buggin’ me. ”

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♒ what is the best and worst sexual advice your brothers have given you?

Sexual Sunday | accepting!

“ Well, Denny’s the one who told me that some chicks like gettin’ eaten out. I didn’t really… know what that meant at the time, or like. How t’ do it. But I sure as hell didn’t forget it. 

‘Course… Denny also gave me all the worst advice. Girls don’t sleep with dudes who’re nice. They can’t have sex on their periods. Can’t get pregnant if ya have sex in a pool. Ya gotta squeeze their tits real hard for ‘em t’ feel it, Calvin! Calvin, try jerkin’ it with a grapefruit, it’ll feel good! That’s just cruel t’ do to a kid. ”

He pouts.