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Beel, in a cheery tone: MC is so cute, I could eat them up.

Beel, in a serious tone: ...I could.

The brothers: *stops what they were doing and stares at Beel*

Beel: I won't though.

The brothers: *nods and goes back to doing whatever they were doing*

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This stupid event making me feel things while also being wayyy too cheesy and over the top. Ah there were some absolute gems though. Screenshots below the cut because spoilers.

Okay I just can’t with some of these idiots.

MC being the one to bring Satan home after he gets angry and runs away 😭

Diavolo always having to be in Prince mode except when he’s with MC 😭

Bonus because MC asks him if he thought Barbatos noticed when he snuck away with MC. I just think it’s cute that he’s so delusional 🥹

MC being the only one who sees this guy’s struggle (or who he allows to see it) 😭

NOOOOOO MY HEART. MC reminding Solomon of his humanity I’m unwell 😭😭

And now for the best one because of course I lost my mind when Barbatos brought MC to his own room. I know Lucifer did too but Barb did it first!

YEAH 'cause I'm expecting you to tell me you love me!!

Look at how serious he gets...

... and then that sweet subtle smile...

HE KEEPS THE SHELF A SECRET. 😭😭😭

Excuse me I’m just gonna go pass away now. 🪦

These feelings are enough for me to overlook those doofy hats even. Why do they insist on hats they look so silly no matter who wears them.

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obey me songs are so hit and miss for me so i am extremely delighted to say that i really like the triworlds debut song

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At least 5 Palestinians, including a 16-year old child, were killed in an Israeli raid on the city of Tulkarem. This marks one of the most violent raids in the West Bank, spanning several days and still ongoing. Israeli settler violence is also seeing an all-time high, aided and abetted by IOF forces that have not only been shooting Palestinians and beating them to death, but also blocking ambulances attempting to rescue them.

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Belphegor keeps his pain buried so deep, even he isn't fully aware of it. An undercurrent forever replaying the moment his sister died, as he watched her bleed from his place of safety in his twin's arms. The endless scream that lingers beneath his soul, the one that started as he fell and saw his brothers fall beside him. The heartbreaking howl that pierced high above it all when he felt his fingers close around your throat.

It's easy to act like he doesn't care. He holds it all in and sleeps it all away, never confronting the guilt, the shame, the confusion. It's better that way. His brothers will look after him still. They wake him up when he falls asleep at school or dinner, they carry him to his bed when he's dozed off somewhere unusual.

And you… you seem to think that his pact is enough. That he belongs to you now in a way that makes up for what he did to you. You could forgive him over and over again, but that can't change the way he shoves everything aside. Nobody ever bothered to ask him if he forgave himself.

It still surprises him sometimes, when you smile at him. When you take his hand as if that hand never hurt you. The most unexpected moments when you fall asleep in his arms, cozy and safe.

How could you ever trust him again? How can he trust himself with you?

Belphie loves you so much it hurts. It's like a tangled heartbeat that thuds through every other sound of suffering that's always pulsing through his fallen soul.

He knows he can never take back what he's already done. And he also knows he can never give up the way your love seems to fight for him inside himself, beating back every memory, every hurt, every nightmare.

The truth of his past will always be there, waiting to overtake him, to force him into a slumber that will help him forget. And yet Belphie finds that he can put it off a little longer than he used to. He would rather be awake with you because every time you say his name, a tiny piece of that pain heals.

masterlist | Thank you for reading!

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Congrats on the 4000🎊🎉🎊

Could I request 🧳 with Asmodeus 😘

Thank you, and thank you for your patience!!

"If you really want to go, I'll come with you." - Asmodeus

cw: blood, implication that a drink was laced

*Note: Afray is one of several demons that serves both Asmodeus and Astaroth, and their name means "dust".

“Afray,” the lesser demon’s name leaves Asmodeus’ lips in a near-whine as he holds out an empty glass, “I feel like you haven’t been paying me enough attention lately. Do you like being with Astaroth more?”

“Of course not, Lord Asmodeus.” Afray smiles as they dutifully pour more Demonus into the offered cup. “I’ve just been quite busy, that’s all. But just between me and you,” they lean in closer, “I much prefer being by your side than Lord Astaroth’s.” 

“Of course you do!” Asmodeus giggles before taking a slow sip, his gaze still focused on the other. “Who doesn’t want to be by my side and have the privilege of being so close to all this beauty?” 

“Indeed,” their smile doesn’t budge, “I’m forever grateful that you’ve deemed me worthy enough to serve you.”

“Well, I don’t let just anyone get so close to me like this, after all.” Finely manicured claws go to gently hold the other demon’s chin, thumb stroking their lips. “While no one can compare to my beauty, you’re just so pleasing to look at.” 

Something flickers in Afray’s eyes, and Asmodeus notices. 

“It’s really a shame, though.” His grip tightens, claws beginning to pierce flesh. “You’d be so much more pleasing to look at if you were a better liar.” 

Finally, the smile drops as disbelief takes over Afray’s features. “Th-that hurts – and whatever do you mean? I haven’t lied.”

“Mmm, and there you go again. It really does make you look much more…” he scrunches up his nose, “...ugly.” Asmodeus holds up his glass with his other hand, turning it slightly in the light. “Did you think I wouldn’t notice?” 

There it is again, that look in their eyes. 

“N-notice what?” Afray gulps, a hand going up to grip Asmodeus’ wrist in an effort to be released. “It’s just a particular vintage. I’m sorry if it wasn’t to your taste, I can grab ano–AHH!” They let out a yell as they’re lifted into the air,  bleeding from where claws have fully dug into their face.

“Oh, if only it was a matter of taste.” Asmodeus slowly licks his lips, as if savoring every drop. “It’s you tampering with the drink that I’m not a fan of – and let me guess, you gave those bottles you wanted me to take home to my brothers your special little treatment too, right?” 

“P-please, l-let me go!” Afray hisses, struggles in the greater demon’s grip, tail and feet flailing in the air. “I-I’m sorry, I–ack–I’ll do what..ever you want, just…let me go!”

“Whatever I want? Well, what I want right now my dear, sweet Afray, is to make it so that your name is quite literal.” He smirks as he sees the panic spread. “Turn you into dust, and oh, I’m sure you’d make for a wonderful highlighter. Could really make my cheekbones pop!” 

“Just let me go!” Afray scratches and claws at Asmodeus’ arm, desperately trying to escape. “Please!” 

“Tch, really, you’re just going to ruin my skin like that?!” Tired of how much they were struggling, Asmodeus tosses Afray to the floor. They scramble to get up, but find themselves pinned down by a heel as the greater demon hovers over them. 

“I-I’m sorry, I’m sorry! I don’t know what I was thinking, I-I was put up to it! They offered me so much I couldn’t refuse!” They grovel, hands now clawing at the ground. “I-if you let me go, I promise, I’ll do whatever it takes! I’ll tell you everything! I’ll go a-and make things right!” 

“Alright.” Asmodeus takes his foot off the other’s back. “If you really want to go,” he leans down, his voice full of devilish glee. “I’ll come with you!”

“Wh-what?” 

“Well, I need to make sure you actually ‘make things right’. Astaroth won’t be too pleased to hear about this either, you know? You’re going to want me there to make sure you don’t mess up again.” He grabs them by the scruff of their neck, hoisting them up so that they’re now on their knees.  “And you know how much I enjoy beauty. After all, you just look so much prettier when you beg.”

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Happy birthday, Levi!

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convinced that this celestial box event is rigged bc tell me why i t took me 400. FOUR HUNDRED box pulls to complete the SSR. FOUR HUNDRED!!!!!!!! i had to go almost all the way to 250 in box 2. FOUR HUNDRED!!!!!!!

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Hello! I've recently refound your blog and binge read everything, it was so much fun and you definitely deserve 4k!

I'm popping in to request 🧳 with Levi and MC, please!

Oh wow, thank you so much!! ;///; We're honored to be binge-read. ❤️

"If you really want to go, I'll come with you." - Leviathan/MC

“You want to do what?” 

Leviathan looks at you as if you’ve lost your mind, his wide eyes even more prominent as they glow in the twilight. He had accompanied you on a small mission to the human world, but now the two of you were enjoying the rest of the day at the beach, lucky to have found a particular stretch all to yourselves. 

“Atlantis.” You point out to where the sea met the sky, then look back to him with the most innocent look you can muster. “Can you take me to Atlantis?” 

“Wh-who even said that place exists!” Leviathan sinks a bit in the water, flashes of his demon form peeking through. You’re glad that no one is around.  “And e-even if it did, I’m not taking you down deep underwater, that’s dangerous!” 

“Well, maybe it’s not Atlantis exactly, but I read about it at RAD. A sunken underwater city here in the human world, caused by a fight between the Devildom and the Celestial Realm…I want to see it.” You stand up, dusting the sand off of you before taking a couple more steps towards the sea. “I wonder if I can use my magic to get there myself…” 

“What, no! You don’t even know where it is!” Scales begin to appear on his skin, and he sinks deeper into the lapping waves as he gives you a rather perturbed look. 

“Oh, so it does exist then?” You give him a satisfied grin, which he returns with a groan. 

“Ugh, c’mon! Not fair!” The demon hisses, shaking his head. “Doesn’t matter, it’s not like we’re going!” 

“Maybe we’re not going–”

Leviathan huffs. He knows you’re messing with him, but he also knows you’re one to let curiosity get the better of you. “You’d have to find a map first, so good luck with that.”

“I’m sure I could find one.” You sway a bit side to side as you hum, finger tapping your chin in thought. “Oh, Solomon might have something in his records. Or I could ask Satan, or maybe even Diavolo will let me look at the Royal Archives himself, or–” 

“Fine, fine!” He frantically tries to stop you from dropping yet another name, envy pooling in his gut. “If…If you really want to go, I’ll come with you.” 

“Really?” Barely containing your excitement, you clasp your hands together by your chest. 

“D-don’t look at me like that!” Pink tinges his cheeks. “Yes, if it’ll stop you from doing something stupid, then I’ll take you.” 

“Thank you, Levi!” You run into the water, throwing your arms around him. “You’re the best!” “I-I, uh,” Flustered as ever, Leviathan tries to find his words, but all that leaves his lips are some incoherent sounds. 

With a soft laugh, you rest your forehead against his. “Hey, you know I’m just teasing you, right? If you’re really against it, I’ll drop it.”

“I know.” He shakes his head, his own arms coming around you in a tight embrace. “But if anyone is going to take you, it’s going to be me.” 

Another chuckle, and you give him a quick kiss on the tip of his nose. “I wouldn’t want it to be anyone else.”   

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20 Questions for Writers

thanks for the tag, @fickleminder! <3

just wanted to do this for fun, so no tags :> i'll leave the questions below for anyone who wants to do it though! u can say i tagged u hihi <3

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

i currently only have 10 :') i deleted/orphaned a lot of my old stuff from previous fandoms (even purged my ff net, which i still regret bc i didn't have any backups)

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

21,432!

3. What fandoms do you write for?

currently mainly writing for obey me, but i have written for genshin, haikyuu, pokemon, ensemble stars, my hero academia, final fantasy, harvest moon (story of seasons), and the inazuma eleven series

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

name - genshin impact, xiao/aether like a bird perched on your shoulder - haikyuu, atsumu/hinata burnt toast, sunday - obey me, mephisto/mc more than they can say - obey me, mephisto/mc out of focus, eye to eye - obey me, beel/mc

5. Do you respond to comments?

as much as i can! i foget to sometimes though lol

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

i don't think i write particularly angst-y fics, but the one that would fit the bill the most would be more than they can say

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

most of my fics have happy-ish endings, i tend to write fluff more often than not >< i'll just say before the constellations of autumn arrive since it's more or less a reunion fic

8. Do you get hate on fics?

not really, thankfully! i do get the occassional "i'll kill u /pos" comments, which i enjoy :>

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

i used to, but don't anymore :') i kinda suck at it so it's a good thing i stopped lol

10. Do you write crossovers?

i've written my fair share of pokemon au fics... which does fall in the crossover category, i think

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

not that i'm aware of, thankfully!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

yes, back on ff net! idk where it is now tho :') all i know is that it was a tsurugi/tenma fic

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

not yet! maybe one day.

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

heavy question. i have a lot of favorites, but the ship i will always love and fall back to regardless of whether or not i'm in the fandom anymore is atsuhina (atsumu/hinata) from haikyuu

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I WANNA FINISH IT SO BAD especially after the phantom butterfly ssr devilgram :'(

16. What are your writing strengths?

i honestly have no idea, lol. a lot of people say i write dialogues really well, and that my characterizations are always on point, so... maybe that?

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

oh this one i know. visualization. i still have trouble with it sometimes but at least i can say i've improved on it lol

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

depends, i guess? it can be done well, imo. i've read some fics where the author inserts their own native language in their writing.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

inazuma eleven. funnily enough, i've been in a pokemon fan for longer but have only thought about writing for it after i've already written for ina11

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

they're all my children u can't make me pick (<- has insane overthinking periods where i think none of my writing is good enough)

(questions under the cut!)

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

3. What fandoms do you write for?

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

5. Do you respond to comments?

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

8. Do you get hate on fics?

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

10. Do you write crossovers?

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

16. What are your writing strengths?

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

19. First fandom you wrote for?

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

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not obey me related whatsoever but will somebody care if i make an extremely detailed lengthy post about how much i love hare wo matsu by orangestar and how perfectly it fits honami thematically main story-wise and basically how it's a jumpstart to her character as a whole. like i truly cannot think of a more perfect song for a first focus

like the juxtaposition of the song's melody (bright, light, upbeat) vs the lyricism (themes of hopelessness, uncertainty, loneliness) exactly mirroring how honami was during the early parts of the story and even a little while after joining leo/need and then you see her now during her 4th focus as a steady, strong pillar for the band and even becoming their leader. i might erupt into tears yall I LOVE HONAMI SO MUCH

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Happy 1st Nightbringer anniversary!

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help my extended family leave palestine.

edit: decided to add my family friend's gofundme link here too. once again. please read through the notes. remember that these are real people, who are living through this as you read. this is my family. theyre all amazing people and i love them dearly stop scrolling, and take a minute to read about their story. i cannot stress enough that, when it comes to donations, every little bit counts. if you feel guilty and powerless about the situation in palestine, and you want a way to help, here it is. please, if you have even a little bit to spare, consider donating. If you don't have anything to give, at least reblog to spread the message.

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has……..has she ever blushed before ………or am i being overly optimistic that the non-dateables will get blushes too ……………..? …

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yall i canf take this anymore i need2 make out with mephisto

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o/ <- person waving

o7 <- person saluting

ol <- person raising hand

o1 <- person scratching head

\o> <- person stretching

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A random thought that came to me but I just loveeee Lucifer being so soft/clingy and trying to deny it.

Lucifer being the type to tell his brothers to leave you alone and give you your space after you return to the human realm, but still finds himself absentmindedly clicking on your text thread, thumb hovering over the send button with words already typed out. He scoffs and finally gets some sense into him, he doesn’t need to bother you (but instead he scrolls through the past messages, and can’t bring himself to delete those or the message he was about to send).

The house is quiet without you around, and even though his brothers complain about your absence still, he tells them to just deal with it. This couldn’t be your home forever, he knew that- but he still finds himself stopping in front of your door as he makes his nightly rounds. The silence gets to Lucifer too, and his fingers linger on the door knob for far too long. Your room is still the same as you left it, and it takes Lucifer a few moments of sitting on your bed to realize that he even stepped foot into the room. It takes him even longer to leave, wanting to keep taking in your scent as if you were still here. (He didn’t want to break out of the illusion just yet).

Lucifer gets lost in his thoughts more ever since you left, the memories of you consuming his mind by the day. He knew the moment was inevitable- that you would had had to return back to your home eventually. But by Diavolo, he didn’t think it would affect him this immensely.

His pride won’t let him admit out loud, but he misses you so much. He craves your touch, your presence, your lips, everything- he finds it hard to unwind from the day without knowing your current state. Even his aged bottle of Demonus does nothing to relax his nerves since you’re not here.

When Lord Diavolo needs to head to the human realm for a small errand, Lucifer wastes no time in offering to go in his place. He argues that Diavolo has more important tasks that take precedent than this, and his dear friend laughs it off, no doubt picking up on why he really wants to go. He would tease him more, but why waste anymore of his time? Diavolo wishes him safe travels, and Lucifer proceeds to ignore his and Barbatos knowing smirks.

It doesn’t take long for Lucifer to reach his destination and take care of the errand. He’s trying to convince himself that he’s just taking a small break before returning back to his work in the Devildom, taking in the fresh air and sun at a small cafe. The black coffee he’s sipping on is nowhere near the bitterness he’s used to from the hell coffee that you make him, but it would make due.

He’s almost done when he hears his name called, and turns around to see you, frozen and mouth agape. He doesn’t complain when you come barreling towards him, shock wearing off as you grin ear to ear practically jumping onto him-

He doesn’t complain, instead taking you in and holding you tight, not even hiding his smile.

It’s no secret that Lucifer, along with everyone else, wants you back home. He knows that eventually he’ll get back to work, but is it so wrong to make sure that you’re safe with his own eyes?

He keeps trying to convince himself of that being the only reason why he’s sharing this moment with you, but after you pepper him with kisses, even he can’t believe his own lies.

Lucifer really does miss you.