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Forgetful Folly

I long for those days,

full of joy,

ignorant of the Calamity all around.

I long for those days,

where I'd enjoy,

free from what made all else frown.

I miss those days,

when I could feel bliss

free from this never-ending abyss.

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I Can ('t)

Dreaming about a Me who can

Dreaming about a Me who is

Dreaming about a Me who isn't me

Why can't I

be Me

Doomed to be me

not Me

I hope Me

does not dream

about being me

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The Divide

As Permanence will divide us all

Why must ourselves be self-divisable

As Permanence will divide us all

Why must divisions be self-imposed

As Permanence will divide us all

Why must our blood pose self-imprisonment

As Death will divide us All

Why must we be this way

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Ouvre

Ma Raison D’être

My Reason to be 

My daily bread

My sweet shade tree

I work you

I tweek you

Toiling within

The pain herein

My art 

My Soul

Reason you give

As my all is taken

In you I'll outlive

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Voglio

I want 

Voglio

I need

Ho bisogno

To want what is needed

Deemed unbecoming

To need was is wanted

Deemed ambitious 

Voglio ciò che è necessario

I want what is needed

Perché, Why

To covet life’s necessities 

Deemed criminal

Yet

To kill for the superfluous 

Deemed a fact of life

Enough

Voglio quello che voglio

I want what I want

And I want what I need

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My Spot

A nook in a place tucked away

Unassuming 

Unimpressive 

Unrestrained 

A place defined by feeling not directions 

Calm

Pensive

Quiet

A spot 

A spot where my mind can rest

A spot where my soul can heal

A spot all to my own 

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To My Friends

You get me

I get you

We feel free

We feel true

When you're with me

And I'm with you

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City

Despite your noise

I find calm rejoice 

Despite your clamor  

I find fun and glamour 

Despite your fast pace

I find my place

The enveloping nature of it all

does nothing but enthrall

Not everyone’s cup of tea

but is sure is for me

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Reason

Who ask me 

the reason I keep pushing forward

despite the great opposition 

What questions do you deem

worthy of ever so tipping toward

despite your so called cognition 

When will you end

these pestering pests’ reign

over those you called yours

Where must we be

to have you lose track in vain

abandoned without missing scores

Why must it be this way

without missing a beat or day

to have betrayed 

Those you loved and stayed

By your side

and died

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Sense Of Happiness 

Ever so fleeting, 

yet so coveted 

Ever so intanglable

yet so evident

Chasing you Hurts

But gives us purpose

Chasing you Stings

But gives us meaning

Chasing you

Yet

You’re not

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Available

Just call me

I’m always available

Just text me

I’m always available

Just ask me 

I’m always available

Just ask

Please…

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Free?

Am I able,

Am I capable,

Am I ready?

New adventures await

They say

Am I ready?

Discover yourself

They say

Am I ready?

Become

That which I am ment to be

Do I want to?

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Escapism

Beneath the star filled sky,

a lovers’ tryst occurs

with the moon as their confidant

As the bright moon sets,

I awake in bed

contemplating my self

Beneath the sun,

Governs the laws of nature

with the shade offering respite 

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My Right To Be

It’s Not about the door 

It’s about me

It’s Not about the walls

It’s about me

It’s Not about the bed

It’s about me

It’s not about you

It’s about Me

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Arrogance

No matter how high the pines at the base of the mountain grow

The blade of grass atop the mountain claims superiority

No matter how beautiful their appearance is

The mirror claims it as its own

No matter how accomplished the son of laborers becomes

The silver spoon-fed heirs flaunts praise

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Distress

What are the fruits of this 

What shall I reap from this

What are these grapes of tantilization 

Great emotions

Stir from within me 

With great power

but

No will

Is it worth this 

Emotional distress

Torment

Pain

Can the sun take a rest

Can the winter breeze miss its appointment

Can the tides cease their dance

No

But

I am no Sun, breeze, or tide

I am who I am

I 

The irrational

The dreamer

The thinker

Labor is unbecoming of my nature

The pleasure of work is found in its absence

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Brimstone

Guilty as charged I stand

Brimming with excitement 

Awaiting the verdict

Gleefully I vow

For my past accomplices

Who love me

For my witnesses

Who loved me

Fire and brimstone

What fine wedding gifts