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I am attempting to be alive again.

I have shut myself out of a lot of things as I attempt to allow changes to myself as a person and a writer.

If anyone would like to write with me, please give this a like and I will slip into your inbox to say hello~

Hope you have a fantastic day~

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Reblog this if your blog is open for shipping.

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Don’t mess with Nines

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HIT ME UP(side the head~)

I am back and open for Writing business. 

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      feel free to change pronouns / wording !

warning for bad language.

“ you have to hide. ”

“ you have to get the fuck out of this terrible place. ”

“ guard your life, son, you have a calling. ”

“ you have to help me ! ”

“ you can’t make me. ”

“ don’t hurt me anymore. ”

“ who’s there ? ”

“ i want to share something with you. ”

“ just another ghost. ”

“ i didn’t want to have to do this to you. ”

“ you can’t leave. ”

“ accept the gospel and all doors will open before you. ”

“ get the fuck away from me ! ”

“ don’t you dare look at me. ”

“ i would like to kill him. ”

“ you look like you’ve seen a ghost. ”

“ what the fuck is the matter with you ? ”

“ what, you like to watch ? ”

“ just shut up and let me think for a minute. ”

“ i’d like you to stay quiet. ”

“ i detect sarcasm. ”

“ i need to tell you a secret. ”

“ i’m gonna need some help getting clean. ”

“ if you showed a caveman our technology, he would think it was magic. and if you showed modern man magic, he would think it was technology. ”

“ we have faith in all the wrong things. ”

“ you don’t have to be scared of me. ”

“ you must be exhausted. ”

“ heavier than you look. a little cardio wouldn’t kill you. ”

“ nose to the grindstone, i like that. ”

“ people get scared, they’re as like to turn to god as anything else. ”

“ don’t pass out on me. ”

“ you can’t control it. ”

“ if there’s one thing i cannot goddamn stand, it’s quitter. ”

“ i don’t make the rules. ”

“ you fucking sick motherfucker ! ”

“ you think i’m scared of anything ? ”

“ nobody cares about a few forgotten lunatics. ”

“ you are no longer in any danger. ”

“ mind over body. ”

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“Well that went better than I thought it would.”

“Can you leave now?”

“I thought you’d be gone by now?”

“…  We didn’t, did we?!”

“Yikes, this is awkward.”

“Morning.”

“What time is it?”

“Don’t you have work?”

“Don’t you have class?”

“Hungry?” 

“What the fuck is that?”

“Don’t you have somewhere to be? That isn’t here?”

“Who are you?”

“Is now a bad time to ask your name?”

“Did we at least use a condom?”

“That’s kind of something you’re suppose to tell someone before you have sex with them.”

“Can you uncuff me?” 

“I think we’re snowed in.”

“That’s not usually how this goes.”

“You talk a lot in your sleep.”

“Is that chocolate?”

“I didn’t snore, did I?”

“Don’t forget this. I don’t need a memento.”

“So… I have something to tell you.”

“Round two?”

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sinday meme for people with a multimuse or more than one rp blog

Which muse needs the most attention on sinday?

Which muse usually stays silent on sinday?

Share some headcanons about your muses’ sexual and/or romantic orientation.

What are your favourite ships for your muses?

Do you have muses you ship with each other?

Which muse is the kinkiest?

Which muse has the strangest kinks?

Choose one muse and tell us how they lost their virginity.

Share a random sex fact about each of your muses.

If you could organise a three some involving three of your muses, who would you choose?

Which muse would you like to write a ship for?

What are your preferences when deciding whether or not to ship a muse?

Share some headcanons about sex positions for your muses.

Are there any muses you have not yet written smut for?

Do you write smut or do you prefer to leave it out?

Do you prefer multiship or singleship?

Are any of your muses exclusive when it comes to shipping?

What’s your shipping preference? (chemistry, pre-established, slow burn, etc.)

Do you ship any of your canon muses with OCs?

Do you ship any of your OCs with Canon muses?

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Wooloo

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* faithful place starters

faithful place is a novel by tana french. 

‘ i wish there was something i could say to make it better, but there isn’t. sometimes things are just really, really bad, and there’s nothing anyone can do about it. ’

‘ i’m a big believer in good manners, me. ’

‘ and no nightmares tonight, ok, chickadee? only sweet dreams allowed. that’s an order. ’

‘ i’ve got news for you: everyone always has an agenda. ’

‘ and proper families look after each other. that’s what they’re for. ’

‘ i apologise. i apologise double. and i apologise triple, from the heart, with a cherry on top. ’

‘ and meanwhile, i bet everything would look brighter if you got a good night’s sleep. bedtime. ’

‘ even if i thought you’d hopped on a spaceship to another planet, i’d come looking for you, and i wouldn’t stop till i found you. ’

‘ shh, hon. shh. it’ll be ok. ’

‘ i don’t think there are any rules for how you’re supposed to act when someone you care about dies, sweetheart. i think you just have to figure it out as you go along. ’

‘ that doesn’t matter. no child in the world is strong enough for this. ’

‘ if i disappeared, would you think i had run away? ’

‘ mock all you want. these things matter. ’

‘ you don’t have to like your family, you don’t even have to spend time with them, to know them right down to the bone. ’

‘ it happens to me, too. it’s just your head getting used to things. it’ll stop in a while. ’

‘ what i’m trying to tell you is that there’s another kind of secret as well. the kind where, even if there’s nothing bad about it, someone else has a right to know it too. ’

‘ sooner or later, we all end up getting a good kick in the certainties. that’s what life is. the trick is to turn that kick into a stepping stone towards the next level of certainty. ’

‘ let me pour you nice cold refreshing glass of reality. most people are only too delighted to wreck each other’s heads. ’

‘ and i wish to god i could say that everything’ll be all right once you tell the truth, but i can’t. i can’t even promise that you’ll feel better; you might, but you could just as easily end up feeling even worse. all i can tell you is that you need to do it, either way. some things in life aren’t optional. ’

‘ i’m not happy when i can’t keep track of how many people are around me. ’

‘ it means that we both fucked up here, you and me, and now the best thing we can do is concentrate on damage limitation. ’

‘ plenty of people have told me – and several of them even meant it as a compliment – that i have a god-given talent for fucking with people’s minds; and what you can do to strangers is nothing compared to what you can do to your very own family. ’

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These are Rk900 Aesthetic

Photography by Xuebing Du

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Hey yall I'm alive

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CRISMIS

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Specify Muse

Send “Why didn’t you tell me?..” for a confession from my muse!

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If you want to interact with me and don’t, tell me why:

☹ I’m an anxious mess who’s too scared to approach people

⚠ I’m intimidated by your writing

⌚ I have no time right now and need to wait until I’m less busy

☯ I can’t see how our muses would meet/interact

✂ I sent you something and you never replied

✒ You’re mutuals only and you don’t follow me because I’m a side blog

✑ I’m a side blog and I’m worried you don’t know about my blog or don’t want to interact with a side blog

☢ Your rules intimidate me

❧ I feel like your blog is too organized compared to mine

☒ I’m worried my blog isn’t fancy enough for you

⌇ Your face claim makes me uncomfortable

✎ I can’t write long enough replies and don’t want to annoy you

☾ I feel like I bother people

⚔ Our headcanons don’t align to the point where our muses couldn’t interact

⚖ I see you interacting with a select group of people and am worried you don’t want to interact with new people

⚐ English isn’t my first language and that makes me nervous to approach people

✉ I don’t know how best to contact you

☆ Other: ____________ (write in your own reason)

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LARGE POINT AND CASE!!!

I DONT KNOW, AND WONT KNOW, AND WONT BE ABLE TO FIX IT IF YOU DO NOT TELL ME THERE IS A PROBLEM!

YOU HAVE TO COMMUNICATE! YOU CANNOT HAVE A PROBLEM, TELL EVERYONE ELSE, AND THEN GANG UP AND BULLY ME ABOUT SAID PROBLEM, AND CONTINUE TO NOT LET ME KNOW THERE IS AN ISSUE!

11 TIMES OUT OF 10 IF THERE IS A PROBLEM, I WILL SIT DOWN AND EXPLORE IT FRONT TO BACK TO SEE WHAT WENT WRONG AND WHERE AND WILL WORK ON RECTIFYING IT!

A note about shipping with me

I probably already ship it

not that I deliberately start rp'ing with people for the purposes of shipping, but if there’s chemistry, if there’s interesting interaction, then yeah, I probably ship it

you don’t have to ship it too; it’s fun to torture the muse with unrequited feelings okay

I will never pressure you into a ship

if you feel like i’m pressuring you, let me know and i’ll do my best to rectify the behavior

if you want to ship a thing, pitch it to me. the answer is probably yes.

that said, don’t assume it without at least mentioning it to me ooc first.

ships are usually in their own seperate verses unless we’ve discussed something else.

if you ship with me I’ll ruin your life

xoxox i love you bbies

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Send ‘ ☰ ‘ to hold my muse prisoner.

Send ↪️ for the reverse of your muse to be held prisoner.