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Cassie knew it was messy. She still loved Gator yet she had listened to her mother and Lexi whenever they said that staying married to him was a mistake. They said she should move on. Even if deep inside her, Gator was the only one still on her mind. But when Daniel approached her, she had struggled to push him away and ended up letting him in.

"Of course it means something, Gator! It's just that we've been apart lately... And he just showed up..." She squeezed her eyes shut not to cry. She knew Gator was angry but he wouldn't hit her like everyone said he could. Cassie wrapped her arms around herself. "I didn't fuck him. He wanted to but I didn't let him. It was just a kiss when I was drunk..."

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"But you still went off and fucked him." Gator said, he did know if he should be angry, upset, betrayed. First she runs away from him scared that he will turn into his father, all because of that damn mother and sister of hers. He only just gets her back to find out she fucking someone and is technically still seeing him.

"You are married Cassie, does that not mean anything to you?" He questioned, a stern tone in his voice but he didn't raise a hand to her, he promised he wouldn't and he would stick to that. "You've seen him since we been back together, you fuck him?" His voice this time much calmer as he spoke.

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The blush on Cassie's cheeks darkened and she couldn't help but slowly reach down to grab his already hard dick. The sensation was getting her wet easily and she knew she loved nothing more than Nate's domiance which always made her feel like the most wanted girl on Earth. It doesn't matter if others say it's unhealthy, she'd never been more seen, many guys had used her and threw her away afterwards so she craved his protection. "As much as I love this dress I really don't think I will need it right now to what we're about to do..." she giggled and reached up to let him undress her until another moan escaped her lips. His hands on her tits felt so good even though she knew his grip was so hard that it would mark her skin but honestly? It was precisely what she wanted. "Ah..." she gasped into her own pleasure and raised her legs so she could wrap both around his waist to pull him close. His words were intimidating but to her they were still signs of his immense love. "I'm all yours Nate... No matter who else looks my way you're the only guy I could ever need... I belong to you... What you say goes to me..."

"You always know how to get me feeling like that Nate," Cassie giggled, she still had her blush sprad over her face, she always would no matter how many times she was with him. She loved him so much, more than she'd ever loved any of her ex-boyfriends, no matter what anyone else told her about him. She knew his heart. Cassie moaned softly as she held onto him, let him lay down in bed, tilted her head so that his lips could have her neck on full display for the heated kisses. "Ah... please do Nate, please, I need you pumping into me until I cannot even think about anything but how good your dick feels anymore..." she begged him, Cassie looked up at him with her blue eyes filled with innocent and lust all in one. She panted slowly at his hand on her neck but he was always in control, she wouldn't ever dare to tell him to stop it. She knew he was happiest when she listened to him.

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Cassie couldn't help but feel her tears falling down her cheeks more intensely and she knew she deserved to hear Lexi's words as much as she didn't like them. She was being called out for her mistakes but deep inside her she knew she was right. She had made too many. "I'm sorry... I thought my life was far too much but I didn't always come to notice you also struggle? I didn't hear it when you tried to tell me and I'm genuinely sorry, Lexi..." she knew this was something her sister had hoped to hear and as hurt as she was, she had hurt her many times before. "I was... Fucking self-centered but I swear, I never meant to hurt you... I don't know if you will believe that but it's true, Lexi, even in the times I was a shitty of a sister..."

"Lexi..." Cassie couldn't help but swallow up hard when she heard her words. She hated hearing her sister crying, but now it was even worse because she knew it was because of her. She was hurt by her play, but now she said that? She had hurt her many times before and didn't even stop to think of how her words would affect her younger sister. "I'm sorry, Lexi," her voice was quiet, regretful, Cassie felt a lot of pain but also felt a lot of regret all at once. "I should have realized I was being a dick... You're my younger sister. It should have been me setting an exemple... Fuck! I think I failed at everything I did and I'm sorry? Maybe I... Fucking deserved to see that. Lexi? Be honest with me... All I ever did was... hurt you?" she was desperate to hear she hadn't failed her completely at that.

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EUPHORIA Season 2, Episode 3: Ruminations: Big and Little Bullys

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"Oh my Gosh Gator... I didn't know? I'm sorry! I had no idea he was this kind of horrible man? Especially when you're so good," Cassie didn't know how anyone like him could have raised Gator into someone so good. Sure he had some controlling moments but Cassie knew it was because he cared even if he got overprotective sometimes.

She cried, Cassie hated how she was being forced to choose betwee a life she didn't want or being with the love of her life. She reached out and grabbed his hands again but firmer. "Gator... What if you don't come with me? I'm sure you could start over into a career that is even better..."

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“ who cares about professionalism ? the heart wants what it wants. “ ( gator! )

"I do. I care." Gator said to the young blonde. His hand running through his slick back hair. How he got himself into this mess he wasnt sure but here he was with a pretty young thing wanting him and while he normally did care to much about the law, he cared about the repercussions that could land in his lap, especially from her family who weren't from around Stark County.

"You're nearly 10 years my junior, you're barely legal Cassie. I am a Shrieff Deputy, I have to set an example."

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"You always know how to get me feeling like that Nate," Cassie giggled, she still had her blush sprad over her face, she always would no matter how many times she was with him. She loved him so much, more than she'd ever loved any of her ex-boyfriends, no matter what anyone else told her about him. She knew his heart. Cassie moaned softly as she held onto him, let him lay down in bed, tilted her head so that his lips could have her neck on full display for the heated kisses. "Ah... please do Nate, please, I need you pumping into me until I cannot even think about anything but how good your dick feels anymore..." she begged him, Cassie looked up at him with her blue eyes filled with innocent and lust all in one. She panted slowly at his hand on her neck but he was always in control, she wouldn't ever dare to tell him to stop it. She knew he was happiest when she listened to him.

She noticed how he looked at her claverage and blushed, Cassie knew exactly what he wanted and she intended on giving everything to him. In her mind, he was the best that had ever happened for her. Sure, he liked control no matter what, but it should only show how much he loved her, right? He wanted to take care of her. "You know how I need you? I need you all over me until I can't even remember my own name anymore Nate..." she leaned on and wrapped her legs around his hips.

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"Lexi..." Cassie couldn't help but swallow up hard when she heard her words. She hated hearing her sister crying, but now it was even worse because she knew it was because of her. She was hurt by her play, but now she said that? She had hurt her many times before and didn't even stop to think of how her words would affect her younger sister. "I'm sorry, Lexi," her voice was quiet, regretful, Cassie felt a lot of pain but also felt a lot of regret all at once. "I should have realized I was being a dick... You're my younger sister. It should have been me setting an exemple... Fuck! I think I failed at everything I did and I'm sorry? Maybe I... Fucking deserved to see that. Lexi? Be honest with me... All I ever did was... hurt you?" she was desperate to hear she hadn't failed her completely at that.

Cassie wanted to cry harder hearing her words. She knew she had failed Lexi a lot and she missed her but at the same time, she couldn't help it but hold a grudge to her. "I feel that way too..." she admitted quietly, and thought of saying yes but she shook her head. "I'm sorry I hurt you Lexi... I really am? But you could have talked to me before... Why did you have to make a whole play about my entire mistakes for everyone to see? That carousel scene... Lexi! Do you have any idea how much it humiliated me?"

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She noticed how he looked at her claverage and blushed, Cassie knew exactly what he wanted and she intended on giving everything to him. In her mind, he was the best that had ever happened for her. Sure, he liked control no matter what, but it should only show how much he loved her, right? He wanted to take care of her. "You know how I need you? I need you all over me until I can't even remember my own name anymore Nate..." she leaned on and wrapped her legs around his hips.

Cassie only giggled when he called her something special. She rarely asked questions, because she always thought Nate knew better. The blonde girl giggled, her arms wrapped around his neck so she could keep their bodies close, and kissed back heatedly but only pulled away when she needed to catch her breathe again. "I don't know what else I can say besides of how I always need you, Nate..."

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Cassie knew he liked it when she held her. He was always so stressed, so tense, she wanted to look after him the same way he always looked after her when she needed.

"Wait you mean... He could take interest in me that way?" her eyes widened, Gator never talked bad about his father so she never assumed he was that level of bad. She wanted to cry at the thought of that happening but even more to think it meant she couldn't be with Gator because of him.

"I'm sorry, Gator... I didn't know," Cassie cried and she gently raised her head to look into his eyes feeling the way he cupped her cheeks. "I would be safe away from here... But I'd not be happy without you? I promise, I could learn to deal with your father..."

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“ who cares about professionalism ? the heart wants what it wants. “ ( gator! )

"I do. I care." Gator said to the young blonde. His hand running through his slick back hair. How he got himself into this mess he wasnt sure but here he was with a pretty young thing wanting him and while he normally did care to much about the law, he cared about the repercussions that could land in his lap, especially from her family who weren't from around Stark County.

"You're nearly 10 years my junior, you're barely legal Cassie. I am a Shrieff Deputy, I have to set an example."

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Cassie wanted to cry harder hearing her words. She knew she had failed Lexi a lot and she missed her but at the same time, she couldn't help it but hold a grudge to her. "I feel that way too..." she admitted quietly, and thought of saying yes but she shook her head. "I'm sorry I hurt you Lexi... I really am? But you could have talked to me before... Why did you have to make a whole play about my entire mistakes for everyone to see? That carousel scene... Lexi! Do you have any idea how much it humiliated me?"

"I don't know what to say to this... You want to hear something? You really hurt me, Lexi..." Cassie held her phone close to herself. Hearing Lexi's voice made her want to cry. She loved her sister but couldn't pretend she wasn't hurt. "I know I must have hurt you before but that play? It was out of limits! You humiliated me to the whole fucking school, Lexi! I can't come back..."

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GENERAL ❛  run! i'll hold them off for as long as i can.  ❜ ❛  i can buy you some time. go, now!  ❜ ❛  i cause this, and i'll be the one to fix it. no matter the cost.  ❜ ❛  it's the only way!  ❜ ❛  no matter what it takes, i won't let anything happen to you.  ❜ ❛  i need to make this right. this is my only chance.  ❜ ❛  i'll go through this so we have a chance. it's a risk worth taking.  ❜ ❛  you're more important than me. so let me do this to save you.  ❜ ❛  putting your needs ahead of mine is the only way i know.  ❜ ❛  can't you see i'm trying to save you?  ❜ ❛  i'll promise to keep you safe for as long as i can.  ❜ ❛  you know i'd jump in front of a bullet for you, right?  ❜ ❛  there are some people worth dying for ...  ❜ ❛  i trusted you with everything, and this is how you repay me?  ❜ ❛  i promise, i'm gonna do everything in my power to protect you.  ❜ ❛  i'm willing to do whatever it takes to prove my worth to you.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to sacrifice yourself for me. we're in this together.  ❜ ❛  are you sure you want to give up your only chance at freedom?  ❜ ❛  go! i'm not sure how much longer i can hold on ...  ❜ ❛  forget about me and save yourself. please.  ❜

LOVE / RELATIONSHIPS ❛  i love you, but you deserve better than what i can offer.  ❜ ❛  your happiness means more to me than my own.  ❜ ❛  i have to let you go, even if it breaks my heart.  ❜ ❛  i'll support your dreams, even if it means letting go of mine.  ❜ ❛  if this is truly what you need, i'll go.  ❜ ❛  you're worth waiting for. no matter how long it takes until you come back.  ❜ ❛  this is going against everything i stand for, but i'll do it for you.  ❜ ❛  you will always have my unwavering support.  ❜ ❛  your smile is worth the sacrifices i'm willing to make.  ❜ ❛  sometimes, there are more important things than me. you, for example.  ❜ ❛  i will always love you, but we're not good for one another. so i'm letting you go.  ❜ ❛  you deserve to find happiness with someone who isn't as destructive as me.  ❜ ❛  you will always be my first choice, but i know i'll never be yours, and that's okay.  ❜ ❛  no matter what happens, you will always hold a special place in my heart.  ❜ ❛  i'm gonna do whatever it takes to make you smile again.  ❜ ❛  you make me wanna be better. you make me wanna be good.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to sacrifice your dreams just to fulfill mine.  ❜ ❛  if you don't want to be with me anymore, just say so and go.  ❜ ❛  i won't let you make any more decisions for me!  ❜ ❛  remember, i'm doing this because i love you.  ❜

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EUPHORIA | S02E07: The Theatre and It’s Double • Sydney Sweeney as Cassie Howard

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"I don't know what to say to this... You want to hear something? You really hurt me, Lexi..." Cassie held her phone close to herself. Hearing Lexi's voice made her want to cry. She loved her sister but couldn't pretend she wasn't hurt. "I know I must have hurt you before but that play? It was out of limits! You humiliated me to the whole fucking school, Lexi! I can't come back..."

" Come back home... okay? Please? Just come back home and we can talk and I can apologize and remind you that even if we fight ... you're still my sister and ... and you can yell at me and I'll yell back... but I need you to come home. " // @awfullynaive

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Cassie only giggled when he called her something special. She rarely asked questions, because she always thought Nate knew better. The blonde girl giggled, her arms wrapped around his neck so she could keep their bodies close, and kissed back heatedly but only pulled away when she needed to catch her breathe again. "I don't know what else I can say besides of how I always need you, Nate..."

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"I would say that I'm willing to let it cost extra on top if I get to have a big one..." Cassie smiled and stood on tip toes. She wrapped her arms around his neck so she could keep him close and giggled, hovered her lips above his own until she pressed down for a loving kiss.