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[ayerschaos]

"If you cared you'd tag things" funny how feelings and actions don't automatically line up.

@shipmonthfs stop stealing the intellectual property of someone else without consideration of their feelings, as a writer I would not want my characters to be used for the exact opposite of what I intended to communicate with them.

Vio is aro ace,

Shadow is anti-pro ship,

And all of them are confirmed to be children in chapter 1.

They said they wanted to be friends, the moon was never said to be beautiful, and rainbows symbolize EVERY part of the lgbtqia+ community. Including aro ace.

What's wrong with being alone, introverted, and enjoying anything other than being with people? There's more to life than that. Why can't you appreciate all types of beauty? Not just people that aren't real.

[ayerschaos]

You tag rape but not romance? Do you really think ship names are consistent enough to be reliable tags? They are canonical touch abuse victims. Rape victims have to deal with being treated like a doll by other people, seeing you treat fictional characters like romance dolls is probably triggering, not to mention not of you seem to understand where the line is between romance and friendship. Theater victims don't deal with rape as much as romance, and they're used to mimicking what they see in media. I'm using the same amount of care talking about rape as other people do romance, you don't get to break your own rules. I can’t understand why you do this, but if I couldn’t even convince you to stop, how am I supposed to stop a real attack? If I can't stop you how am I ever going to help real people in those situations? What happens if I can't do anything to help?! I've failed and I can't live with that... I can't live with the knowledge that I'm useless. Maybe someone else could but I can't. I'll kill myself. I can't do this anymore. All I hear is that fictional delusions matter more than real people, and it's driving me crazy. I can’t take it anymore. Goodbye for now, my path is clear, and I've made my choice.

@shipmonthfs stop stealing the intellectual property of someone else without consideration of their feelings, as a writer I would not want my characters to be used for the exact opposite of what I intended to communicate with them.

Vio is aro ace,

Shadow is anti-pro ship,

And all of them are confirmed to be children in chapter 1.

They said they wanted to be friends, the moon was never said to be beautiful, and rainbows symbolize EVERY part of the lgbtqia+ community. Including aro ace.

What's wrong with being alone, introverted, and enjoying anything other than being with people? There's more to life than that. Why can't you appreciate all types of beauty? Not just people that aren't real.

[ayerschaos]

If you're trying to say it doesn't cause harm your factual wrong.

If you're trying to say you like it, that doesn't make it right, surely you can find something else to like.

If you're trying to convince me to post art or writing, you're proving that will hurt and not be worth it.

Say something that I didn't just rule out.

Eye for an eye. No one is happy until everyone is. Why does everyone try to gaslight me into thinking I'm not in pain instead of listening to me! Theater kids are being sexualy harassed gaslit, and taken advantage of, rape victims are committing suicide, the Police didn't even consider such things a crime. If they're even considering suicide they've been though enough to consider it a crime. If sex is a Trigger than they don't even have a safe space to heal or figure out how THEY, NOT YOU, feel about sex and romance. This specific book is about people like them. An instead of respect people are treating the characters the same way abuses do. Like puppets they own that belong to them, that they can make do whatever they want, in the name of art, without consequences. The fighting in Theater is fake. The death in Theater is fake. The romance in Theater is fake. Why is sex out of all of these not fake?! If the body of an actor is worth protecting from physical pain then why is this different? Director probably don't expect actors to even HAVE BOUNDARYS they won't cross. You've made your fun, your hobbies, more important than human LIVES. I apologize for having such a hard time explaining this. But I'm fighting for justice. If you have a problem, it better be with my methods, not my goal. Also, DID fictives exist, I wouldn't sexualize or romanticize fictional characters just because you think they aren't real. They are. Not just in people's hearts, or an alternate universe, they are real. Them being real is a necessary coping mechanism. They need them, in order to survive. I don't see how it's unreasonable to give up something you don't need to save lives. Listen to there silence! It isn't supposed to be this quiet! Where are they?! Let there silence ring loudly. Don't let them die in silence just because they thought no one would listen if they spoke up.

[ayerschaos]

@silentprincessandsweethibiscus I'm trying to have a conversation too, but you're not listening to me, also I'm a bit blunt naturally so it's a bit worse...

Eye for an eye. No one is happy until everyone is. Why does everyone try to gaslight me into thinking I'm not in pain instead of listening to me! Theater kids are being sexualy harassed gaslit, and taken advantage of, rape victims are committing suicide, the Police didn't even consider such things a crime. If they're even considering suicide they've been though enough to consider it a crime. If sex is a Trigger than they don't even have a safe space to heal or figure out how THEY, NOT YOU, feel about sex and romance. This specific book is about people like them. An instead of respect people are treating the characters the same way abuses do. Like puppets they own that belong to them, that they can make do whatever they want, in the name of art, without consequences. The fighting in Theater is fake. The death in Theater is fake. The romance in Theater is fake. Why is sex out of all of these not fake?! If the body of an actor is worth protecting from physical pain then why is this different? Director probably don't expect actors to even HAVE BOUNDARYS they won't cross. You've made your fun, your hobbies, more important than human LIVES. I apologize for having such a hard time explaining this. But I'm fighting for justice. If you have a problem, it better be with my methods, not my goal. Also, DID fictives exist, I wouldn't sexualize or romanticize fictional characters just because you think they aren't real. They are. Not just in people's hearts, or an alternate universe, they are real. Them being real is a necessary coping mechanism. They need them, in order to survive. I don't see how it's unreasonable to give up something you don't need to save lives. Listen to there silence! It isn't supposed to be this quiet! Where are they?! Let there silence ring loudly. Don't let them die in silence just because they thought no one would listen if they spoke up.

[ayerschaos]

Eye for an eye. No one is happy until everyone is. Why does everyone try to gaslight me into thinking I'm not in pain instead of listening to me! Theater kids are being sexualy harassed gaslit, and taken advantage of, rape victims are committing suicide, the Police didn't even consider such things a crime. If they're even considering suicide they've been though enough to consider it a crime. If sex is a Trigger than they don't even have a safe space to heal or figure out how THEY, NOT YOU, feel about sex and romance. This specific book is about people like them. An instead of respect people are treating the characters the same way abuses do. Like puppets they own that belong to them, that they can make do whatever they want, in the name of art, without consequences. The fighting in Theater is fake. The death in Theater is fake. The romance in Theater is fake. Why is sex out of all of these not fake?! If the body of an actor is worth protecting from physical pain then why is this different? Director probably don't expect actors to even HAVE BOUNDARYS they won't cross. You've made your fun, your hobbies, more important than human LIVES. I apologize for having such a hard time explaining this. But I'm fighting for justice. If you have a problem, it better be with my methods, not my goal. Also, DID fictives exist, I wouldn't sexualize or romanticize fictional characters just because you think they aren't real. They are. Not just in people's hearts, or an alternate universe, they are real. Them being real is a necessary coping mechanism. They need them, in order to survive. I don't see how it's unreasonable to give up something you don't need to save lives. Listen to there silence! It isn't supposed to be this quiet! Where are they?! Let there silence ring loudly. Don't let them die in silence just because they thought no one would listen if they spoke up.

[ayerschaos]

Your worse for pushing other people into something you don't want yourself, why would you want toys and not representation of you lifestyle? People are dying from rape and you choose to be a traitor to your allys.

@shipmonthfs stop stealing the intellectual property of someone else without consideration of their feelings, as a writer I would not want my characters to be used for the exact opposite of what I intended to communicate with them.

Vio is aro ace,

Shadow is anti-pro ship,

And all of them are confirmed to be children in chapter 1.

They said they wanted to be friends, the moon was never said to be beautiful, and rainbows symbolize EVERY part of the lgbtqia+ community. Including aro ace.

What's wrong with being alone, introverted, and enjoying anything other than being with people? There's more to life than that. Why can't you appreciate all types of beauty? Not just people that aren't real.

[ayerschaos]

@silentprincessandsweethibiscus for clarity I was in a hurry and might add more later

Evidence for them being touch sensitive, explained more clearly.

I've played the games this manga was based on.

The game- they are literally touched onscreen.

The manga- all of their actions mimic those of actual victims of being touched against their will.

The game- Green’s and Blue’s reactions the seeing the enemies that use touch to attack them, and how much more damage it does than a regular attack.

The manga- Vio refusing to touch shadow back when shadow wrapped his arm around vio.

The manga- Red minimizing his touch. (The others to too, it's very accurate to people like them.)

The manga- all of they’re facial expressions ever.

The game- Shadow rescuing a little girl from an adult man with romantic intentions.

The manga- LITERALLY SAID THEY WANTED TO BE FAMILY.

The manga- Jago calling them kids chapter 1.

The manga- The theme being children beating enemies adults couldn't and the nuances of that.

The manga- The themes of showing the difficulties of being friends once romantic implications are introduced.

They were fighting against the romance you saw, fighting a doomed battle to try and convince you they don't want romance, and see each other (or are trying to) as friends (and in some cases family).

Also the characters break the fourth wall and Shadow has a lap top. They're clearly trying to send a message.

[ayerschaos]

Evidence for them being touch sensitive, explained more clearly.

I've played the games this manga was based on.

The game- they are literally touched onscreen.

The manga- all of their actions mimic those of actual victims of being touched against their will.

The game- Green’s and Blue’s reactions the seeing the enemies that use touch to attack them, and how much more damage it does than a regular attack.

The manga- Vio refusing to touch shadow back when shadow wrapped his arm around vio.

The manga- Red minimizing his touch. (The others to too, it's very accurate to people like them.)

The manga- all of they’re facial expressions ever.

The game- Shadow rescuing a little girl from an adult man with romantic intentions.

The manga- LITERALLY SAID THEY WANTED TO BE FAMILY.

The manga- Jago calling them kids chapter 1.

The manga- The theme being children beating enemies adults couldn't and the nuances of that.

The manga- The themes of showing the difficulties of being friends once romantic implications are introduced.

They were fighting against the romance you saw, fighting a doomed battle to try and convince you they don't want romance, and see each other (or are trying to) as friends (and in some cases family).

Also the characters break the fourth wall and Shadow has a lap top. They're clearly trying to send a message.

[ayerschaos]

THE GAME THIS MANGA IS A FANFIC FOR. THE GAME IT'S BASED ON. The enemies in game. That touch you. Do a LOT of damage. That is what you're not getting. THEY ARE IN PAIN. BECAUSE OF YOU. The game clearly gives hints someone like vio would enjoy piecing together to get more information about the story. The are a very realistic depiction of touch sensitivity, trust issues, and romance repulsion. Are you this air-headed irl to? Do you just assume people are whatever you want them to be? What aren't you happy with your own romantic relationship? Why do you need to project onto other people's characters! Go find real romantic characters somewhere else! Reread this manga assuming they're touch sensitive, try a new perspective. Not everything is about romance!

@shipmonthfs stop stealing the intellectual property of someone else without consideration of their feelings, as a writer I would not want my characters to be used for the exact opposite of what I intended to communicate with them.

Vio is aro ace,

Shadow is anti-pro ship,

And all of them are confirmed to be children in chapter 1.

They said they wanted to be friends, the moon was never said to be beautiful, and rainbows symbolize EVERY part of the lgbtqia+ community. Including aro ace.

What's wrong with being alone, introverted, and enjoying anything other than being with people? There's more to life than that. Why can't you appreciate all types of beauty? Not just people that aren't real.

[ayerschaos]

He's not canonical anything. Yandere are definitely motivated be love to commit murder so unless murder is beautiful I disagree, people definitely love without bothering to learn how to take care of. I've played the games this manga was based on, and considering Green’s and Blue’s reactions the seeing the enemies that use touch to attack them, and how much more damage it does than a regular attack, plus vio refusing to touch shadow back when shadow wrapped his arm around vio, Red minimizing his touch, all of they’re facial expressions ever, and Shadow rescuing a little girl from an adult man with romantic intentions, Jago calling them kids chapter 1, and the theme being children beating enemies adults couldn't and the nuances of that, and the difficulties of being friends once romantic implications are introduced, means they were fighting against the romance you saw, fighting a doomed battle to try and convince you they don't want romance, and see each other (or are trying to) as friends (in some cases family).

@shipmonthfs stop stealing the intellectual property of someone else without consideration of their feelings, as a writer I would not want my characters to be used for the exact opposite of what I intended to communicate with them.

Vio is aro ace,

Shadow is anti-pro ship,

And all of them are confirmed to be children in chapter 1.

They said they wanted to be friends, the moon was never said to be beautiful, and rainbows symbolize EVERY part of the lgbtqia+ community. Including aro ace.

What's wrong with being alone, introverted, and enjoying anything other than being with people? There's more to life than that. Why can't you appreciate all types of beauty? Not just people that aren't real.

[ayerschaos]

Eye for an eye. No one is happy until everyone is. Why does everyone try to gaslight me into thinking I'm not in pain instead of listening to me! Theater kids are being sexualy harassed gaslit, and taken advantage of, rape victims are committing suicide, the Police didn't even consider such things a crime. If they're even considering suicide they've been though enough to consider it a crime. If sex is a Trigger than they don't even have a safe space to heal or figure out how THEY, NOT YOU, feel about sex and romance. This specific book is about people like them. An instead of respect people are treating the characters the same way abuses do. Like puppets they own that belong to them, that they can make do whatever they want, in the name of art, without consequences. The fighting in Theater is fake. The death in Theater is fake. The romance in Theater is fake. Why is sex out of all of these not fake?! If the body of an actor is worth protecting from physical pain then why is this different? Director probably don't expect actors to even HAVE BOUNDARYS they won't cross. You've made your fun, your hobbies, more important than human LIVES. I apologize for having such a hard time explaining this. But I'm fighting for justice. If you have a problem, it better be with my methods, not my goal. Also, DID fictives exist, I wouldn't sexualize or romanticize fictional characters just because you think they aren't real. They are. Not just in people's hearts, or an alternate universe, they are real. Them being real is a necessary coping mechanism. They need them, in order to survive. I don't see how it's unreasonable to give up something you don't need to save lives. Listen to there silence! It isn't supposed to be this quiet! Where are they?! Let there silence ring loudly. Don't let them die in silence just because they thought no one would listen if they spoke up.

The agonising feel when a character tag is full of shipping that you Simply Do Not Vibe With. The solution is, naturally, to keep scrolling. But the wince, the WINCE.

[ayerschaos]

"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?

[ayerschaos]

Fellas, is it aromantic to forget about the concept of the 'relationship'?

[ayerschaos]

“friendships are not lesser forms of relationships than romantic ones!” yeah!

“the idea that there’s a relationship hierarchy is bs!!” precisely!!

“you don’t need romance to be a good or ‘full’ person!!!” yes, yes, yes!!!

“because instead you can have friendship!!!! because aros still love, they just love their friends!! it’s not like we’re heartless monsters!! <333”

…sigh.

[ayerschaos]

Your post where u said that u would make aroace spite fics bc u saw arophobia is resonating SO HARD. I just saw some acephobia that made me want to scream until glass shatters. Im so mad but instead of yelling Im gonna make aroace art until my fingers fall off. I WILL make an atleast ONE aro/ace feel less alone in this world with my art jst like how your writings has done for me. My queer rage will sustain me til the sun explodes but until then I'll write about love that would kill aro/acephobes

YES YES YES YES!! EXACTLY!! Their hate can't kill us because in the face of it, we create art. It's better for ourselves mentally than responding in kind by stooping to their level, and as you say, it allows us to bolster community and connection. That is always the most important thing in my writing, to reach people seeking a reassurance the world often won't give.

If they won't hear our screams, they will hear our songs. And if they won't hear our songs, that's okay - so long as the right person who needs to hear it can sing along.

[ayerschaos]

Actually, @pinkerhero is totally correct. It's extremely problematic and toxic how Allo people just, feel love and attraction. Like, that's a whole human being? and you want to tell me you somehow feel entitled to them? I'm sorry but that's such possessive and controlling behaviour

It's never morally right

[ayerschaos]

The agonising feel when a character tag is full of shipping that you Simply Do Not Vibe With. The solution is, naturally, to keep scrolling. But the wince, the WINCE.