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I AM MELON LORD!!!

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Another 3-color challenge

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When you just wanna cuddle with your pillow but.. WORK!

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Lazy Day today

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Three color challenge

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TRIPLE CELEBRATION TODAY :D

Daddylo’s birthday Daddylo’s promotion Valentines day!

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Who wants ice cream?

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I WILL CHOOSE YOU ALWAYS!! ♥♥♥

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The Drinking Dice Game

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One of the best local beaches I've ever been! 😍 Went at 5pm in the afternoon (just before the sun sets). And voila! So instagramulous. And what made it better than white sand beaches? It's a PEBBLE BEACH. 😂 Hahaha I honestly prefer pebbles than sand because they won't make lubog the tubig when you tunob in it. Haaaais. It was just love at first sight ❤ Super YAY!!! #ayaYayOrNay #yayornay #wheninCebu #exploreCebu #travelPH #vsco #sunset #beach #summer #outofNeverLand #summerOf2016

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I wanted to cry, not because I am unhappy or scared, but because I am overjoyed. While I was reading the ultrasound results, knowing my baby had a normal heartbeat and all, I can’t help but just hold back the tears. At that moment, I felt as if I don’t need to explain to the world anything.

~ stumbled upon a personal note I wrote back then (:

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You can lie all you want to the whole world but you can’t lie to yourself.

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When people assume you’re into parties and stuffs.

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Dream 01.07.16: A Wedding and a Funeral

I attended a wedding and there were lots of people invited as well.

Whilst the ceremony was going on, a bunch of other people passed by to hold a death mass a few meters away. What caught my attention is a deceased friend who was there among them. There were two of him and a horse. One was guiding the horse while the other riding it. Both of them glowed white while wearing the “blue uniform” (sorry, I’m not telling what uniform it is). I was surprised yet I felt so weird about it. I asked someone who attended the same wedding if she could see “him”. She was also surprised and said yes.

Back at the wedding, it suddenly became chaotic. It seems everyone was bored and did not care about the wedding anymore. Slowly each guest were going out to “do something fun” while the couple was left inside to continue the ceremony.

I looked outside and wanted to call the guests back. But what caught my attention instead was the procession from the other mass. It seems they’re already done and they were off to send the body of whoever it was to its “resting place”. There was this karo with lots of military men over it. And stood there was another friend wearing white giving off the same aura as with my deceased friend. The “procession” was heading to the right of my view but he is facing towards my direction. His face showed no expression.

It felt very weird. I turned my attention back to the wedding only to see that the couple themselves did not finish the ceremony and joined the other guests outside laughing and dancing. I suddenly felt mad because it seems to me everyone is not taking this “marriage” seriously. So I yelled at the couple and told them they’re being immature and that this ceremony isn’t even about us but about them. It’s funny why I had to be that mad. Haha!

The next thing I remembered was I walked away from the wedding thinking of those two friends I’ve seen. At this point, I already felt this was all a dream. Then came a realization that maybe these are premonitions of some sort? I’m not sure. And I don’t wanna know about these things. Suddenly, someone appeared behind me, floating in midair. It was another close friend and same with the previous ones, he also has that glowing white aura around him. I said, “No! Not you too.” He smiled as he was about to fly away. I grabbed his feet and pulled him back to the ground saying “Stop joking around!”

Then he slowly disappeared the same way as Bing Bong from Inside Out vanished. Everything felt weird. I would not like to see any more friends appearing - then disappearing - on this dream. Then some kind of pixie dusts appeared and was about to “summon” another friend. I was too scared to know who it would be so I shoo’ed it off before it could materialize and said “No I do not know you!”

The rest of the events I could not recall anymore. So yea, that’s it.

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2015 was full of ups and downs and swimming and cakes. Hoho. #2015bestnine

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Kung sauna ginakaon naku ang lates, karun HU U nana sakin. Char hahahahaha pero wrong spelling jd ako pangan.

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… Sarah showed to Liz a shameless video of herself and Neil.

“Look, Liz. Look at how your boyfriend wanted me so badly.”, Sarah proudly says.

Liz, while never getting her eyes off the screen, calmly asked, “Why was this recorded? And why is there no sound?” …

~ From one of my oh-so-many weird dreams. I was like watching some kind of movie. The exact words used in my dream was much more vulgar, though.