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forever in awe of people who pay attention. people who wait for you while you tie your shoes while the others have walked away. when they continue listening intently while the rest of the group stopped listening. noticing your moments of silence when everyone else hasn’t. “this made me think of you” noticing things you never even noticed about yourself. people who say “text me when you get home safe.” people who make you laugh until you cry. childhood friends who keep in touch. people with genuine intentions. people who are soft when the world has given them every opportunity to turn hard. the “let’s get ice cream” at 3am friend. the turn up the music in the car and sing friend. people whose actions match their words. people who make the world feel less chaotic. kindred spirits. the trustworthy and honest. hard workers. good listeners. clear communicators. people who love you for who you are. people who don’t ask you to be anything other than yourself. people who choose you. people who stay.

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First clip from The Bear Season 3! [x]

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yall mind if i preemptively grieve what i still have yet to lose

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posting this to everyone on tumblr can see it too

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Twitter LGBTs are so sanitized it’s embarrassing

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Too Sweet (Hoziest's Version)

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15 questions, 15 friends

as tagged by @drewsaturday like a week ago rip but i mean heyyy everyone go check em out for qualiy stuff though <3

im not tagging anyone btw im too worried abt being a bother lol. this is just a fun lil q&a. for meee

are you named after anyone? not really.. my parents were considering maaike fr a long while except it reminded my mom of those lil worms you go fishing with, then sophie except the year before i was born my aunt got a daughter named sophie, and then my dad brought up “daphne” which my mom was all for. technically speaking he got the idea bc there’s an actress on melrose place called that but i’m not named specifically in her honour or anything so eh.

when was the last time you cried? last thursday at work <3 it had been hectic and when a colleague arrived and said like hii im here how can i help. how has it been things just sorta happened lol ah rip. i am doing better now tho

do you have kids? naur <3 too much responsibility to be comitted to 24/7 tbh. i never have wanted them and dont think i ever will.

what sports do you play/have played? as a preteen i did dance classes :) a year of folk dance, year of aeronics w my friends. now i just bike to my work every day which surely counts as being a responsible healthy adult who does sports right.

do you use sarcasm? rarely. and often i  ruin my own joke then by going like.......... haha i dont mean that by the way tho. i love you so much. because otherwise i feel bad abt potentially hurting someones feelings. did i mention how earlier this month i got takling w an elderly british couple visiting the country and when they made some disparaging remarks abt themselves plus some other person i was just like “gasp ohh nooo <3″ loke im sorry im  just not built fr it rip

what is the first thing you notice about people? idk. posture? general shape and demeanour? genuinely do not know my guy

what is your eye color? brown <33

scary movies or happy endings? happy endings honestly. scary movies i love you but when you sit through a two hour run time only ending in open confusion its like what the. oh come on

any talents? none <3 jk i can do art and also enjoy singing a little.

where were you born? in a big hospital close by. just over the city border into a slightly fancier and greener typa village so sometimes that’s impressive to nonlocals who dont know the size of that hospital etc.

do you have any pets? apartment living and renting atm so no. still thinking abt getting a plant though. and i feel like the cat we had fr 17 years until early 2018 will always kinda feel like my pet still yknow? anyway.

how tall are you? 1m80 baybeeeee tall gang rise up. literally

favorite subject in the school? i always loved art <3 dutch (mother tongue) bc i was good at the creative writing etc, and english (foreign language) because it was fun and relatively easy.

dream job? honestly i was put on this earth for a rich man to fall madly in love w me and secure my financial status so that i could spend my days loving him back, making art to sell to his kind and ridiculously rich friends and just kinda jetset and lounge about yknow what i mean.. yea

missing 15th question: im open to whatever. if someone asks smth in replies ill answer it hi

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Je voudrais boire. Je désire oublier la vie. La vie est une invention hideuse de je ne sais qui.

[ R aesthetic, all photos are mine ]

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Them 😭😭

The screenshots i used:

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[New] Elisabeth das Musical - Milch (Multi-language)

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Sorry to speak this into existence but the fanfic that’s going to be written for this movie might just be the discourse catalyst strong enough to destroy this site

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A dazzling emerald hue / 16 April 2022 Saturday