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The Lovers

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You must believe that the world is going to change. You must believe that you can change it. Not alone, like some ruggedly individualist caped superhero, but as part of a mass movement, a superorganism, a shared heart, a moment of unity. You must trust that your actions matter, even when they don’t. You must remember that even if going to a protest or opening your doors to the desperate or giving up hyperpconsumption cannot alter the wider societal patterns if only you undertake to do so, that you are just one drop of water in an ocean. And it will change you. That is often the first step. You must believe that one day all the fossils will stay in the ground. You must believe that one day war will be a distant memory. You must believe that one day women will dance in the streets at night unafraid. You must believe that one day land will belong to everyone and queer liberation will be achieved. You must believe it. Even if your great-grandchildren do not live to see it done. Prefiguration is praxis. It’s therapy. It’s all we have.

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some cute bookmarks in my shop ♡

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​Only 3 days left for this sale to get ALL my games for only 25$ so I can live my life again!

Also, before I get started with the links, I just wanted to thank y'all for your support. Capitalism is a pain, and y'all's help has changed my life. It makes me happy that I have an avenue to both help y'all snag my games AND help me out. So thank you, from the bottom of my heart. <3

Now, onto the links and stuff!!!

This fund will go towards, in order: rent, groceries, new computer, gender affirming care. When you buy a bundle, you're helping me escape the grips of capitalism, and you're helping a queer and disabled trans person live a better life.

In this bundle, you snag some amazing titles as well as their expansions! Take a look at each of them by heading to my store and selecting the titles listed below!

As an added bonus, here are the goals associated with the sale! Each goal we reach, another goal can be unlocked, and they all add onto each other too!

Below are some goals for the sale:

$500: This will pay for about two months of groceries. JUST HIT!

Goal: I'll hold a Pride in Fall game jam!

$1,000: This will pay for debts, groceries, and some cushion.

Goal: Previous goals, AND will reinstate 50 community copies of each of my games!

$1,200: This will pay for debts, groceries, cushion, and computer payments.

Goal: Previous goals, AND will give away 10 Patreon memberships!

$1,500: This will pay for debts, groceries, cushion, computer payments, and gender affirming care.

Goal: Previous goals, AND will release GRIM: Eldritch Arsenal weapon pack for GRIM in October!

$2,000: This will pay for debts, groceries, cushion, computer payments, gender affirming care, and mental health appointments.

Goal: Previous goals, AND will release another one-page PWYW game!

$3,000: This will pay for debts, groceries, cushion, computer payments, gender affirming care, and mental health appointment, and will help SUSTAIN these things that are paid for.

Previous goals, AND will host game jams every month for the rest of the year!

$3000+: ???

Please REBLOG and spread the word! Also, if you already have my games, my v3nmo and P@yP@l are below and I'll incorporate that into the goal on itch!

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#medevial #fantasy #monstergirl #socute!!!

#i want to meet them <3

I just think medieval snail ladies are neat.

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I spent a good chunk of my weekend scrambling to finish this comic. I hope you like it. I was really trying to push myself with the colours.

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She is so cool !! Weapons + instrument with four arm is peak class.

#dnd #mothgirl #inspiration #cooldesign #bard #monstergirl #socool

when you can’t play d&d but make characters anyway because they be fun

so I did a cute pink bard mothgirl because I wanted to and you can’t stop me

(the drawings are not good, so excuse that, but this was supposed to be fun and it was, so thats all that matters)

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#forlater #reference #worldbuilding

a list of 100+ buildings to put in your fantasy town

academy

adventurer's guild

alchemist

apiary

apothecary

aquarium

armory

art gallery

bakery

bank

barber

barracks

bathhouse

blacksmith

boathouse

book store

bookbinder

botanical garden

brothel

butcher

carpenter

cartographer

casino

castle

cobbler

coffee shop

council chamber

court house

crypt for the noble family

dentist

distillery

docks

dovecot

dyer

embassy

farmer's market

fighting pit

fishmonger

fortune teller

gallows

gatehouse

general store

graveyard

greenhouses

guard post

guildhall

gymnasium

haberdashery

haunted house

hedge maze

herbalist

hospice

hospital

house for sale

inn

jail

jeweller

kindergarten

leatherworker

library

locksmith

mail courier

manor house

market

mayor's house

monastery

morgue

museum

music shop

observatory

orchard

orphanage

outhouse

paper maker

pawnshop

pet shop

potion shop

potter

printmaker

quest board

residence

restricted zone

sawmill

school

scribe

sewer entrance

sheriff's office

shrine

silversmith

spa

speakeasy

spice merchant

sports stadium

stables

street market

tailor

tannery

tavern

tax collector

tea house

temple

textile shop

theatre

thieves guild

thrift store

tinker's workshop

town crier post

town square

townhall

toy store

trinket shop

warehouse

watchtower

water mill

weaver

well

windmill

wishing well

wizard tower

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Knowing you'll never be fully together because you are so different but still falling in love. The small bits being worth it. True monster love.

#lesbian #wlw monster #monster lover #monsterfucker #eldritch

You work with people from other dimensions for a living. While you can travel to other dimensions, it's much easier to just connect your computer to computers from other dimensions. You end up finding out about a lot of strange places, alternate earths where things are diffrent in ways you could never imagine. Most people don't even know other dimensions exist, but to you it all feels so normal, so very distant but so very normal.

Because the company that you work on interdimensional technology for needs to outsource some of its dimensional work you end up very quickly having to contact people from other dimensions with a similar skillset to you for one project. And since it's easy to contact them you end up talking to them afterwards.

There's this one girl you end up messaging a lot. She seems so nice and sweet. You talk a lot about programing, and mathematics and magic (which are all very closely connected fields), she's one of the only people who seems to really understand the beauty in it the way you do. She's obviously from a very diffrent culture, and you never sent eachother images, but you like eachother a lot.

You end up messaging this girl more and more. She's the first to comfort you when one of your freinds turned on you, she was the first to support you when you came out to your parents, even though she didn't fully know what coming out was. She messages you "I love you" in the mornings sometimes. And even though she's far away, further way than anything in the universe, you understand her so well. You've seen her art, drawings she's done of buildings and structures around where she lives, they're like nothing you've ever seen before.

You start to talk about being in a romantic relationship. It's hard but you decide it's what you should do, almost what you have to do. You want to be her girlfriend, you want to know how it feels to hug her, for her to rest her head on your breasts on a warm summer night, to be inside eachother, to touch in a way you don't get to touch. But you can still message eachother, it's just one small contact but it means so much. You want to move in with her, it might never happen but there's something inside of you that wants to wake up next to her every morning.

Eventually you decide to build a portal to eachother, so you can see eachother, and if all goes well, you'll actually move in. You both need to talk to a lot of people, and get help from a lot of programmers and spellcasters from several dimensions, but it's done. The money that was supposed to let you move into a bigger apartment ends up going to a doorway sized portal, stored one of the few buildings in the city that can store such things. You need to get a ticket to go, even though the portal is yourse it needs people to operate it. But you can go. And if all goes well, you'll live together.

When you get to her dimension the first thing you feel is fear. It's dark, you think your underground, only a few bioluminescent organisms light the way. The city you're in is wet, and cold yet humid, everything is made of either moist steel, or dark wood that's covered in some strange layer of material that feels like wet cardboard. The creatures here aren't human at all, they're all strange bug like and fish like beings.

You eventually go to your girlfriend's apartment. Afraid of what you'll see. It's completely dark inside, and decorated like no human would ever decorate anything. When you see your girlfriend for the first time the horror breaks the love you want to feel. Her body looks humanoid, though she's so thin you can see her ribs, and pale in a way only corpses are useally pale. Her face was almost pretty, but her eyes were one solid pinkish color, and her moulth was just a tiny hole, like a jawless fish, it couldn't move at all. And massive fleshy tentacles came from her back, four of them, with razor teeth at their ends, for chewing her food outside her body so that her tiny slit of a mouth can lap it up. You both just stand there, you realize that this is the girl you love, you realize you look as horrifying to her as she does to you. You begin to weep, and she doesn't understand what your eyes are doing.

You spend the night in her apartment. There's no way you're moving in together. You're not sure what this means. You don't want to look at her at first, but eventually you do. You realize if you have to go back to your world you do want to spend time with her. Your languages work so differently that you still need to use computers to talk to eachother, but you can talk to eachother. And you tell her that you're sorry, that you still want to be together.

You let her hug you, and comfort you, her body is so strange, but it becomes less scary when you fully realize that it's her your looking at, that that's who you've messaged all those nights. Despite her eyes and mouth her face is pretty, and though her body is much thinner then you expected she still moves gracefully. You let her touch you, every way she wanted to touch you, let her tentacles wrap around your body. She shows you her computer setup, and her favorite video games, and she even gets to introduce you to some of her freinds, and her little isopod like pet who really likes being pet by you. You can't help but feel uncomfortable in her dimension, but you feel safe with her, and despite everything you enjoy being held and touched by her. At the end of your stay you make love for the first time, you don't have the same genitals as her species, but you make it work. You fall asleep in her arms, and she would do the same to you, but her kind does not sleep.

When you go back home, because you do have to go back home, you don't tell many people, even people who know about dimensions, what happened where you went. But you still message her a lot, and when you can you visit her, and very rarely she'll visit you. Your mother would never approve, and no priest would marry you, but you can't help but fall into the feeling of her body next to yourse.

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#wlw monster #sapphic monster #monster x reader #monsterlover #happyending

The Creature's Special Violet

    The Creature, who was once alone, began to grow interested in the equally fond village girl. Her shorter hair, her sweet brown eyes, and the stunning smile she always brought. Hell, she would never admit this to them, but there would be times when the creature would wait on the rock that was close to the river, their tail and wings moving slowly as their eyes shot back and forth to keep lookout. As The Creature occasionally looked into the river they saw the things that made them who the village feared. Why not her though? Why, and mostly how, was this one village girl not afraid? The horns, the tail, the wings, the toothy fang smile, all of those things make the other village idiots fear them. 

But not the girl…

      She stayed. It was sweet, kind, and unexpected. Mostly unexpected, but her visits made The Creature happy. Sometimes she would bring them food, other times she would read the books that they were not able to find or get. They loved the quiet moments that they both shared. They would look out to the lake. The animals would gather and relax beside them, drawn to the girl, it was like watching a princess. 

     The Creature looked to the other and asked for a favor. The village girl turned her head wondering. They asked the girl to bring her favorite flower seeds. When she asked why, The Creature just smiled but didn't reply. To their surprise, she complied with the request, bringing the flower seeds of a violet. 

     The Creature thanked her and after the day had passed, they said their goodbyes and walked back into their cabin, waiting for the young lady to be far from the forest. 

     "Finally, now for a surprise. Something that may never compare to her true beauty." The Creature claimed, as they stood in front of the small rich soil area they had made earlier. It surrounded their favorite spot in the area, a smooth and a large rock by the river with a large oak tree providing gentle shade and cover from rain. They smiled fondly, remembering everything that caused the falling for the mortal village girl, but to them, she was so much more. Like an angel that came to help and the time they had seemed to need it most. Magic began to swirl calmly between the hands of the fallen, swaying to its own rhythm as the spell itself was being cast. They then placed their hand slowly onto the soft grass, muttering the words to cast the right thing. It had been forever since they last cast it, but now they had a good reason to do so. 

 They smiled, looking out to the seeds they planted growing and blossoming gracefully, as if they were reaching out to the heavens above. Pink, blue, white, and purple violets bloomed out surrounding the area. The pink reminded them mostly of the village girl. Though to them, the beauty of the young maiden couldn't compare. 

As days passed, The Creature sat by the rock, ready to surprise the girl. Waiting for what felt like eternity, tail once again swaying back and forth in anxiety that soon began to plague the mind. Eventually they heard a fairly loud call and sprung to action. They flew to the trees, landing in a branch to hide, wanting to start the surprise quickly. They were excited, but conflicting their thoughts was worry, worry if things didn't go right, worry that they may scare the other away. Worry for…..no no it would be okay. 

Everything was going to be perfect.

They sat by the front of the cabin, tail swaying, wings and hands twitching with nerves. Finally they saw her, walking up to the cabin as graceful as ever. The sun shining against her radiant skin, her eyes shimmering with the light dancing in her stunning eyes. The same sweet brown eyes that The Creature would always get lost in. Her bright smile brought it all together. It was kind and warm and always seemed full of love. The Creature walked over, and wrapped their wings around the other calmly. The girl looked at the wings, slowly brushing her fingers against them feeling the softness of the black and red feathers. The feathers that represented the past harshly, but can now mean something new. 

The Creature kept the surrounding area covered from view, guiding the girl she loved to the rock they regularly shared. The girl asked again and again what was so important to cover her sight, but they refused to spill until they got there. They finally guided her to the rock by the river, wings still blocking her sight. 

Finally, after a moment, they moved their wings back to their relaxed state. 

And the sight was breathtaking, it was like nothing the village girl had ever seen.

She looked towards their oasis, speechless at what she saw. Bright, pink, fully bloomed violets surrounding the paradise they used to read and spend time together. Tears welled into her eyes, seemingly happy. The Creature began to panic, anxiety crawling up their skin in worry of making the girl upset. They apologized profusely, not meaning to upset her and just wanting to show her something that would be as close as they could get to match her beauty

There was sudden laughter in the air. Not of anger, sadness, or even pity.

It was of joy, and when the creature looked up to see their loved one’s face, they saw the tears of joy.

The girl looked happy, purely happy, as she was smiling brightly looking back and forth between The Creature and the violets. They looked over to see the smile, as beautiful as the rest of her.  They lifted their hand towards the one they loved. 

“You, my dear, are beautiful, amazing, loving, and someone who has become so, so important to me. There is no one I’d rather spend time with. You have shown kindness and brought hope from a past of which I have suffered. I wish for you to be by my side, and I will protect you with all that I am.  

Will you be my partner? To see what our future holds if we may be something even more than just a friendship? Through Hell or high water?

To them, it was a request of pure love, a question that would change everything if the answer was yes. The Creature smiled, hoping for a positive answer, still nervous all the same.

The village girl looked at The Creature with the biggest smile The Creature had ever seen on her face and nearly shouted with joy,

“Yes, of course I will!”

With the love and joy in their heart, The Creature grabbed their love carefully and used their wings to spin them both lightly in the air. They felt happy, for once they felt confidence, they felt peace, and most importantly: they felt loved. Although the future is unknown for The Creature and the village girl, they both know it would be full of love and support for each when needed, and that all would go well in life itself. 

The Creature was happy

Their love was happy.

The violets to represent their new partner were blooming and colorful as could be. 

But nothing in the world could truly compare to the beauty;

                    The beauty of the Creature’s own special Violet. 

~Fin~

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#whouah #awakening #yesplease #wlw bd/sm

Everyone raves about mean mommy dommes but i want a sadistic soft mommy domme. Like they arent super harsh with their words to me, they mix the degrading with praise. Their harsh actions with soft, sweet condescending words. I am too sensitive to be called useless,worthless, replaceable etc. I like being degraded and alittle humilation but i also like to know that i am precious to my domme, i want them to be possessive over me, be just theirs. Like:

" aww look at my pretty little slut, taking my cock so well" "aww i know it stings kitten, but mommy wants to stretch you " " oh, i know, you just want to cum, but mommy is having too much fun playing with you, and i do own you and your pretty little body after all " " mommy knows you cant breath smothered in her pussy baby, thats the point, silly girl, you can breath when mummy decides " "such a good girl for mummy, you can take one more....huh? no? Oh, im sorry darling, mummy wasnt as asking, she was telling you, sweetheart " " shush, honey, mummy is just using her pretty little fleshlight.....i know, you just wanna sleep, here, just relax and suck on my nipple, i will be done soon, mummy just wants to cum " "aww is my little kitten a masochist? Getting so wet during your punishments, you really are mummys perfect little girl, just look at those tears " " aww do the ropes sting? Maybe if you behave and stop fighting mummy and pulling on the ropes, it would stop hm? There you go, my dumb little kitten" "oh dont you sound so pretty when you whimper, did mummy hurt your nipples, pulling the chain? Good, dont worry, i will kiss you all better later,once you have learnt your lesson" "good girl, choke on my cock, it feels so good baby, forcing myself into your tight throat" "look at the mess you made honey, does mummy make you feel that good? "

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Monsterfucktober Bingo 2024 Preview

Monsterfucktober Bingo is back for 2024! We're so excited to see what all our fellow monsterfuckers create this year!

We're hard at work creating a brand new bingo card with the same funky art from @gil212 that we had last year, but we were so excited about the prompts, we decided to share them first! Feel free to start thinking about what prompts entice you the most, and we'll see you again in a few weeks with a finalized card!

Without further ado, here are the prompts, in no particular order, for Monsterfucktober Bingo 2024!

gorgon

plant creature

satyr

gargoyle

mimic

dullahan

elemental

demon

selkie

eldritch

dragon

symbiote

free space

sphinx

naga

bunny

werecreature

spider

valkyrie

tentacles

mothman

siren

vampire

cyborg

kaiju

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Introduction Post

Hi, i'm Azh, an 24 year old aro-ace nonbinary. I like crafting, gardening, reading, magic the gathering, and farm simulator like stardew valley. I have adhd.

I have made this blog to discover more about me and my sexuality. So this will be a kink blog. I'm really new to tumblr, so this introduction may not be perfect.

Please, minor do not interact !

I'm more into wlw, genderneutral scenario but i also like f/m story. I'm still asexual, this is all fantasy and/or for me doing alone. I'm not looking for doing anything with someone else.

During a long time, sex was just a task i can do, to feel better after. Then i discover monsterfucking novels, then D/s, in particular soft dom, and then hypno. I really like all of that, and i really like the story in here. That's why i'm staying a little.

This blog is queer. I support transwomen, BIPOC queer people, neopronoun and religious queer people of all religion. If you are not comfortable with those topics, please do not interact. 

My kinks are : 

Monsterfucking, hypnosis, domination/submission, praise with degradation, pet play, cnc/dubcon (soft), aphrodisiac, hands-free orgasm, edging/orgasm control (soft), condescending tone, slow lose of control

Sometimes i like, sometimes i don't :

Impact play, breeding/pregnancy/ovipostion, dollification/bimbofication

My Hard no :

Rape fantasy, scat, urine, spit, knife/blood, age play, race play, incest/fauxcest

I also want to say that i'm not confortable with images of real people naked/put in transe naked/or doing sexual act. 

I have really an incredible difficult time responding to text thanks to my adhd, so i will not try to respond to message in here.