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I made this while watching a jreg video so that’s kind of the vibe stuck in my head. just an insight into my sick n twisted mind edgy jackass cuz I was too lazy to draw anything dead X| I’m not feeling great about my drawing lately, though I got better at drawing shoes, guess I gotta get to writing those essays for AP English (if ur from outside USA and u don’t know wtf I’m talking about it’s classes that give u college credit bc apparently u have to work extra hard for a chance to fall into forever debt here)

I feel like I always have to explain myself with these posts.. as I’ve mentioned before, I’m on the ‘KILL KILL KILL’ stage of emotional cycle - I said I was going to be in the stagnant phase soon but close quarters due to summer break has eliminated that step for now - and I experience very intense intrusive thoughts, both violent and the… other thing, but I don’t really post that one, at least not on main. I wonder how it would be to bite a heart? Not very pleasant, I’d imagine, especially with human teeth. ok I’ll shut up now

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some random doodles from a day or two ago. I fucked up my eye on the first one lol. If I draw him enough times maybe I can figure out a better style, that’s how other people do it anyway. Mostly I just use canvases that are too small on procreate, mb

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I need to stop lying and lock in omfg goodbye until I ACTUALLY DRAW SOMETHING WORTHWHILE UGH

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real conversation we had

@another50mangos if you so much as think of telling anyone who we’re talking about just remember we have each other’s locations (JOKE) (but don’t you dare tell anyone)

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I assure you: somebody, somewhere, is on the exact same wavelength as you are.

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FUCKING LOSER!! lol

erm I made this when I was 13 sooo it’s rather scuffed ^_^’ his head is too long and I lost the ear on the corner I’m holding, his name is teo

I wore this out exactly once. Never felt so ashamed of existing, never again (I’ve worn other masks in public before but for events and away from family so nobody can tell who I am unless I tell them)

I made a second box a year later that actually has padding and mesh eyes but it’s of a character owned by someone who turned out to be real horrible so I’m not gonna show that

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’slightly suggestive’ and they just in bed together

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genuinely who outed me to my mom im still so confused even tho it’s been like two years

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WIBBLE? I love the brits

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cuptoast shirt arrived :3 I’ve also made two cat box heads but they’re in my sister’s room rn and she’s asleep.. I’ll show u one tomorrow (they r from a few years ago tho so the craftsmanship ain’t great)

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yesterday I was doing yardwork and was thinking to myself about how I was so lightheaded and might pass out

but of course, I had not drank anything yet that day and had barely eaten when I could have, so that’s my bad

anyway I had water and was not fine but I made it so

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i gave him an ear out of pity

I’ll probably color this in tomorrow (aka later today) anyway I love joe_nat so much he is fun to draw and also the lead of the band that has me rabid

I imagine him walking about mostly with some sort of shopping bag because of the Pandemic album, lol (because you needed a reason to be going somewhere)

I suppose this is post-covid Joe ‘cause it’s not the apocalypse yet but he’s still a lot more weary than the earlier party/dance songs

I’ve been trying to assemble the songs into a coherent storyline where all (besides parts of 24 + covers) are treated as utter canon (though multiple could be happening at the same time, could be the characters reacting to media such as Lost within their own world, apocalypse could have several causes and whatnot). I think Wasteland Radio best establishes their role, also the outro is the only one that mentions them all by full name

Whatever, evgeny said to interpret however you like, so I’m going to go red-string conspiracy-theorist everything together to amuse myself. Will eventually post my findings

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well, as I’d assumed, it’s still just in the middle east. war does stimulate the economy so that could help prevent another Weimar hyperinflation situation but, alternatively, as the quality of life presumably drops across the board (except ruling class) things could still overall turn to shit. In any case, the outcome is shit because the fаsсi has risen to power before we got publicly into war and already has a cult of personality. Let’s see how many draft rules get broken this time. I’m not sure what’s going to come of this, of course, but if escalation really does get bad, I’m not sure what I’ll do. After all, being a person of color who passes as east asian (especially to who will be perpetrating), I could be falsely targeted by dероrtаtiоn agencies despite being a full citizen. I am anti-war, I just don’t see another way to force amerika back down, being an imperialistic empire through military control. I have a small out (secondary citizenship within immediate family) which is fortunate for me, but so many others will probably be scratching at the door of countries that can’t or won’t accept them. i truly am sorry for everyone but I think we do deserve this, let the ball roll.

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i dont understand color theory well enough. or music theory for that matter. i handle both the same way: fuck around until it seems good. works better these days now that i have a mild understanding and better perception but it’s still just my bullshit

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ok ok time to draw something nice and pretty or scary and not just make stupid comic things… urghhhh.. slams my head into the desk

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I’ll probably color this in tomorrow (aka later today) anyway I love joe_nat so much he is fun to draw and also the lead of the band that has me rabid

I imagine him walking about mostly with some sort of shopping bag because of the Pandemic album, lol (because you needed a reason to be going somewhere)

I suppose this is post-covid Joe ‘cause it’s not the apocalypse yet but he’s still a lot more weary than the earlier party/dance songs

I’ve been trying to assemble the songs into a coherent storyline where all (besides parts of 24 + covers) are treated as utter canon (though multiple could be happening at the same time, could be the characters reacting to media such as Lost within their own world, apocalypse could have several causes and whatnot). I think Wasteland Radio best establishes their role, also the outro is the only one that mentions them all by full name

Whatever, evgeny said to interpret however you like, so I’m going to go red-string conspiracy-theorist everything together to amuse myself. Will eventually post my findings

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feels edgy as shit but I keep getting ignored and then they get mad at me when I leave 💀 always on they damn phone