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This song always gets to me. Love this song majorly & if you've seen the music video for this song, you'll know why this song touched my heart & makes me tear up #aREALmanwillstayfaithfultotheirotherNOMATTERWHAT#REALmenAREdyingout #sorrynotsorry #shitgotreal #impansexualNOTbisexual

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You lost me after you lied to me & didnt give me your FULL & REAL attention & time #secondthoughtsaboutthings#gaylifethoughtsafterthatDEEPconvo #ponderingaboutthesedecisions #haveireallybeendoingtoomuch #frickenhurtingwiththesefacts #serenityprayerintact

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No matter how many tears I shed & no matter how many times I hurt, you'll never notice how much you've hurt me so much & pushing me away. But most of all, it's giving the reasons to not disappear #wishineverhappeninlife #feelingunappreciated #feelinglikeitsbettertobegone#notlookingforwardtoanythinganymore #idratherdiethandealwithanymoreunappreciation&takenfprgranted #icallsomeonethatitrustwithmylifetobethereforcomfort #noonesavailable #misunderstoodtothemax #cryigmyselftosleep #fuckeveryonealready #feltliedto

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Just last year on this day, a major car crash led my 2 childhood best friends pass away because mistreatment from his & her other half, which added onto work stress. I don't know why I lived & why they both died. None of us under the influence, JUST stress Til this day, the one who made us swerve close that cliff was NOT found. Michelle & Zack, I still think of you & wish the accident NEVER happened... I miss you @ love you both terribly. I've left the relationship that you two knew became hurtful to not only myself, but my life in general. *Life PLUR Godspeed<3

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Wishing for better days... Today is just getting more stressful & lately it's been taking a toll on my thoughts & strength :/ Everyone, I've come to my fragile side so PLEASE be careful what you say or even do to me please. Not really in the happiest moods anymore... Stressing badly & crying so much because of it all. Prayers please be heard :c

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March is my birthday & it's coming up but... It's getting more & more depressing as the day gets closer... I had like big plans for my birthday week ESPECIALLY for the weekend... Fricken bad luck & BAD DAYS EVERY DARN DAY!!! Sigh, this year is just getting worse... Since the strike of midnite on New Year's Eve/New Year's, it was going bad... Yeah I'm fricken sad about this, I lost my brother, other mother & very close best friends... #reallyMAJORLYnotlookingforwardtomybirthday #march29isjustbadluck #birthdayweeknotexistant #frickendepressedforrealsitAINTahappybirthdayforme</3

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Watching movies & praying hard that I get that job. Like a MAJOR miracle for not only myself, but for my daughter & both of our future plans #godsguidance #prayers #godpleasegivemethestrengthtokeepmyheadup

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Our dinner Top: his Bottom: mine Chunky Chili with Vienna Sausage & Mash Potatoes & Rice on the side #ghettocooking #gottadowhatyougottadotosurvive #survivalmode #WILLfindawaytocookameal #YOUniquechefstatus #gotnothingonme #loveforcooking #cookingambition #skillsputtoanothertest #foodporn #justbeingme@nikovlorenzo

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Genki Sushi with great company & fun. Job opportunities & then drink a little @flame08 @scottie_boi808

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Side Street Inn was last night's dinner with @nikovlorenzo @olorenzo @e_lala& their ohana<3 after dinner we went to Bubbies<3 to get Mochi Ice Cream. We got a lot INCLUDING Mint-Oreo<3 7 Green Teas, 5 Strawberrys, 1 Choco-Vanilla, 1 Peanut Butter-Choco & 1 Azuki

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Gonna be going on this soon. Sick of being "NOT" good enough & being just a "whenever you wan it" chick. You want respect, respect ME then!!! If not, EXPECT the attitude AND respect you give AND show me. That sounds a LOT more fair AND makes MORE SENSE.

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Highlights of my day with @nikovlorenzo Went to visit The Humane Society & Thelma's Kitchen #puppybilly #filipinodishes #karekare #pusit(squid) #lechonmix #porkguisantes #ubeicecream<3

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OOTD Black & Grey Vest hoodie, Black Velvet Selena Bra Top, Black Leather Rosary, Black Dress Shorts, Black Old School Belt Buckle & Black Combat Boots THEME: Ghetto Fab

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Great Friends & Company<3 ~_~*

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My DnB experience :D Thank you!!! ~_~*

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Chillin watching movies WHILE working on some things online for my life

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Liliha Bakery<3 Gym Time<3 then Movie Time<3