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BANG CHAN ✦ SKZ CODE Ep. 73

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exactly!

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you're laughing. seungmin is going thru the Horrors, and you're laughing.

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unrestrained wolfie fun

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I'm so normal about it

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[surfin' playing in the distance]

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[Grimacing at just the sound of it]

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other thoughts on the episode:

i remember when they went and all had that sit down dinner for that stayweek video chris talked about how he felt like he didn't need to worry anymore, that that all the boys had grown up well and he could relax and felt so much pressure to lead them. and then about a week later went on bubble and was like "ah, i guess i still have worries for them :')" and his constant worries about screwing up and making people feel bad and disappointing people and how just...deeply ingrained all of that is to the point that even now, he still says "i need to improve, i'll get better, i'll work on it" about things he doesn't need to work on, that are just...part of him, that aren't even wrong! and everyone tells him so! but that fear of failure and letting people down going back all the way to trainee days still lingering and makes him feel so isolated and and alone just...gets me so badly. because there is nobody that tries as hard as he does, that is there for the people around him, the boys, friends, family, stays. he wants to be a rock for everyone and it's impossible to be. his heart is so big and so kind that i don't think he even realizes. and at the end of the day he's just a guy. and when he can't fix it, whatever that may be, he feels like a personal failure, that any kind of thing he can't do is a flaw that reflects on him. god i wish i knew how to convey to him it isn't, that sometimes things just are, but that doesn't make him a bad person, or that he screwed up or failed. he's not god or some kind of higher being, and that's okay! him being just chris is all that matters, just his lovely, silly self, and i truly hope that clicks for him one day.

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thanks king much appreciated

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2 Kids Room 2025 Bang Chan X Seungmin

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From the "As We Are" music video making film.

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fav skz // tiniest guys...

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daily gifs until hyune day: the 4 elements — fire: love, courage, desire, passion 🔥

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Identical twins