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i have so many half finished drafts😭

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okay, kuroko's basketball asks are open! feel free to send in anything :>

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What about Midorima + degrading?

I don't know it just sounds right you don't have to if you don't want <3

oooo see i'm a sub!midorima enjoyer personally 😆 but i definitely understand why people would think he'd enjoy degrading his partner. switch from third to second person!

nsfw 18+ minors dni

It comes with his territory, his "holier than thou" personality that is so explicitly him.

He's come to expect that nobody else watches, must less believes Oha Asa's horoscope readings. That is until he meets his partner. I imagine they'd be more loosely committed to the special item gathering, using it as an excuse to collect cute little trinkets.

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Of course, Midorima doesn't realise this at first, the two of you connecting over your shared interests, showing each other your respective horoscope's special item. But then, while you're both sat on the couch, both slightly groggy with sleep, Midorima turns on the TV, Oha Asa the first channel. You sigh, before saying;

"Sometimes this stuff sounds like bullshit."

That slightly infuriates him.

What do you mean you "don't actually take any of this seriously"? This determines the way your day goes! Not just that, but your entire life really, depends on this daily routine. That's what he tries to tell you.

But you just dismiss it. "I'm in control of how things in my life go. Not some TV show that's probably just lying to sell stuff to people, they're just lucky the stuff is cute."

Midorima doesn't invite you around for a couple of days after that conversation. What you said, it makes him...feel afraid. Like everything he's believed in for years can simply just be dumbed down like that.

Every game he's lost, he chalks it up to "not being written in the stars". Everything is up to fate. Even meeting you. So how is he supposed to operate, when everything bad that has happened to him leading up to this moment could've been...changed, if he'd just, ignored the reading. Could he have tried harder and actually made a difference to his basketball career back in highschool, even if Cancers were predicted to have the worst luck? It's the could've's, would've's and should've's that keep him awake.

That's his fear. Lack of control.

The next time you see him, he's hungry. He's never been like this before, eagerly unbuttoning your shirt.

He never instigates.

You give him a soft push, "Are you okay? What's wrong?". He doesn't respond, only silencing your protests with a rough kiss that lands you on your back as he looms over you.

"...You're wrong."

You look, confused? The audacity. How can you lie there looking so innocent, as if you haven't shaken his entire belief system from just one simple conversation. That's what tips him off.

His pace is always gentle and slow, and it doesn't change, even now, when he's angry. Seething. His taped fingers follow the soft lines of your neck, pressing gently, enough to make your eyes widen and water, but not enough to affect your breathing. He'd never make you suffer, that's what he tells himself. Your hand comes up to his wrist to pull him away, but his other hand intercepts, restraining it to the mattress.

"You're pathetic. Even when you're under me, when you can't even speak, you want to argue."

He punctuates his point with a harsh thrust. He's never done that. He refuses to. He swears you're too precious to hurt. So the action sends a wrenching shock through your body. He's your first and only after all. He doesn't expect to enjoy the sight of your screwed up features, or the pained whimper you let out. But he does.

"Shut up. All you do is complain. You can't take what's given, you just challenge...it's maddening."

It's clear to you this isn't just sex talk. He's using this as an outlet for his repressed rage.

And you don't think you hate it...

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lol i've never written nsfw before and you can definitely tell... also i would like it to be known that if anybody treats you like this irl then that's incredibly toxic and you should run! :> and sorry for hornyposting for my first real post in years heh....

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famous last words asshole

im gonna make it a goal to post more regularly since my tumblr 1 year anniversary is coming up :)

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im gonna make it a goal to post more regularly since my tumblr 1 year anniversary is coming up :)

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reading my old writing that i forgot about is like getting free content i love it

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UHM!!???!???

UHM!!??!!!??!!???!!!

screaming crying throwing up thinking ab aokise. it’s just like. childhood friends. right person wrong time. childhood wasn’t kind to us, was it? it wasn’t our fault we got farther from each other. i wish we’d tried harder to stay in reach. high school isn’t so bad. are you happy? your team lost, mine won. my team lost, yours won. i am sorry we’re meeting like this. we always find our way back but not in the way we wanted. i feel something aching when i look at you. i miss you, or something close to that. you seem happier now. you love basketball again. it’s something in your eyes. i wish i had been the one to bring you back. what an awful thought, right? you know i’ve always been a little selfish. we’re a little awkward when we run into each other, but we’re both good at playing it cool. joking around like nothing has changed. i heard you got accepted into university. does the air feel heavy to you when we’re together? is it just me? i don’t know what to say to you; i won’t say anything at all. you looked nice in your graduation suit. your mother said she misses me. i’ve been googling how to stop looking back. the cherry blossoms are starting to bloom. do you think of me like i think of you? i am starting in the next university basketball game despite being a first year; no one’s surprised. i’m thinking of you less now. i think about you all the time. doesn’t matter. don’t be a stranger. you’re not a stranger. someone on my new team asked me about you. why don’t i understand that you’ve been a stranger for a long time. see you around. good game. nice to see you.

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Akashi and Momoi shouldn't be allowed to appear on the screen together because look at them ???

Too much perfection at the same place, they're going to break the matrix

I never recovered from the one second he put his hand on her shoulder, and the fact that she was the only one to defend him against Murasakibara ??

The way he made sure she didn't feel excluded ??THEY TAKE SUCH GOOD CARE OF EACH OTHER

I'm not well i love them too much

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midorima and akashi give off toxic exes vibes

Duo's that we needed more of.

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Idk why this scene of Nanami makes him look like he’s about to go have a borderline magical basketball match with traumatized rainbow teenagers

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not sure when i hit 50 followers but tysm for the support everybody!

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i love him he's so squishyyyyYyyahahabshayaya

OKKOTSU YUTA in Jujutsu Kaisen 2.23 | 渋谷事変 閉門” • Shibuya Incident – Gate, Close

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hairo (saiki k) hc:

i know it's canon that hairo goes to the gym in the series but i really want to believe that all his muscle comes from doing heavy lifting for others, like he's a natural helper, so he probably got quite muscular as a kid and maintained it as he grew older just from lifting things for people. love him

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Between Kagami & Kuroko, if one of them died, who do you think is more likely to heal from the pain of loss sooner & moves on with his life?

in my opinion, kuroko. (warning: i talk too much)

not that what happened with aomine is comparable to death, but i think that afterwards, as a character, kuroko was able to move on, and built himself back up at seirin. i do think that the death would affect him, but maybe he's gotten so used to observing others that he doesn't notice his own grief.

kagami on the other hand (once again, not comparing this to death) with himuro was a different story. i think his hot headed personality prevents him from moving on, he clung to the idea of himuro being his brother, and even though he did "move on", it's only because himuro acknowledged him as a friend, and their rivalry ended. if you consider if himuro stopped talking to him altogether, or held animosity towards kagami, i don't think he'd handle it well at all.

there's a lot i could say about the subtle characterisation of these two lol, let me know if you'd like me to clarify or explain further!

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i have 2 asks in my drafts rn

is it greedy to ask for more hehe

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Could I request some headcanons for GoM + Kiyoshi helping their scared s/o on the train? I’ve never been on one before and I’d be so nervous. Death grip on their hands fr

a/n: Thanks for the ask!! I'll also include Kagami if that's okay! :) Btw anon, i recommend trying out the train (unless you live rural and far away from a station, or already know how to drive lol), it's honestly so convenient :) also jshdghd they might ooc because i honestly haven't watched the show in almost a year

GoM + Kiyoshi comforting their scared S/O on the train

cw: fluff, gn reader, idk - trains???, not proofread, my writing is never proofread LOL

Kuroko

"Y/N...what are you doing?"

It's a strange sight to see his usually smiley and happy partner currently cowering as the train rumbles. The carriage is full of passengers, standing tall above the pair.

"Don't laugh but, I...I don't use the train very often...or ever, at that."

Kuroko's face contorts to confusion.

"...so, this must be scary for you, right, Y/N?" Kuroko asks, smiling reassuringly as you bod in response.

"That's okay, I'm here with you. Just hold my hand."

He wasn't expecting you to grab onto him like he was your saviour, but giggled softly anyway.

He kisses your cheek, whispering how he'll have to take you out on dates more often so you can get used to the train.

Kagami

(having a little liberty this time since he wasn't technically part of the ask)

When your boyfriend told you that he'd show you around America, you were excited, as you should've been. Not much about the place seemed to matter to you right now though, as you stand, cramped up in the damp-smelling train of the New York City Subway.

Kagami himself appears unfazed by the way the carriage rumbles, the random coughing from every direction, the flickering lights, not even the rat licking up an old coffee stain on the floor.

"Taiga..."

"Yeah, what's up?"

"...I-I wasn't prepared for America to be this...how do i put it...ratholey?

Kagami laughs out loud, smiling broadly.

"That's a good way to describe New York."

You chuckle along with him, each other's laughter serving as a better light than whatever was short-circuiting above you both.

You hold his hand, and he holds yours, resting his palm on your thigh, as he rubs your knee with his thumb.

"LA is better than this, I promise."

Aomine

"Idiot...why are you scared?"

You can practically feel Aomine's mocking smirk forming, even if your eyes are shut and your face is buried in his chest.

"I don't use trains...you know I walk to school..."

Aomine's eyes roll as he sighs.

"Well, better get used to it now, or how are you gonna live in this city as an adult?"

It's these occasional moments of wisdom that draw you to Aomine. Until he of course ruins it.

"Unless you want me to piggyback you everywhere like a baby."

"Shut up."

He chuckles, stroking a few loose strands of your hair from your face.

"Kidding. I'm not gonna break my back carrying your ass."

You huff in annoyance at his comment, your hands finding his as your face buries into his chest even harder. He chuckles, squeezing your hand and kissing the crown of your head.

"I told you to shut up."

Midorima

"Oha Asa predicted (Your Star Sign) would not suffer any misfortunes today, you shouldn't worry." Midorima says this so matter-of-factly, it's scary.

"I-I know that...but it's still scary, Shin."

Midorima casually wraps a hand around your shoulder and pulls you slightly closer to him.

"You really should travel by train more often. In the future, what if a job you want requires you to travel by train? Don't be scared." he says his last sentence with a little smile, an uncharacteristic one at that, yet you find it so endearing.

Midorima has always been like this, acting less like a boyfriend, and more like a proper spouse, a husband you can share anything with, and be free of judgement, well, except from Oha Asa's.

You then feel him slip a small bangle onto your wrist.

"Your lucky item today is a silver bangle. But, I want you to wear it whenever you go on a train, okay? In fact, wear it everywhere, then I'll be with you."

You look down at the bangle, admiring the small 'M' engraved along it.

"I will...I'll wear it all the time. Thank you, Shin."

As he takes hold of your hand, you suppress a giggle; he'd already given you your lucky item earlier that day, a animal eraser. He must've been looking for an excuse to spoil you.

Murasakibara

The carriage rumbling: the murmurs of students: the ringing of phones. It was a lot to take in, especially since the last time you used the train was when you were a kid.

It especially didn't help that your giant of a boyfriend was crunching on snacks, the sound only adding to your unease.

"Mmph...this flavour's nice."

"Atsushi."

He turns to you and swallows the mouthful.

"Yeah, Y/N?"

"Could you...hold my hand?"

"Ehh? But how will I eat my snacks?"

"...use your other hand."

"But that hand's for holding the bag!"

This little dispute carries on for a while until he suggests, and you (hesitantly) decide to sit on his lap, perched on his thighs as he continues chomping away.

Weirdly, you do feel safe. Too bad you'll be getting crumbs all over you.

Kise

"So then my boss told me that-"

Although Kise is great at telling his stories, both about his modeling work and about Kasamatsu's never-ending impatience with him, you truly couldn't care less in this moment.

Your shoulders press together as the carriage shakes. The contact is hot and unpleasant, despite Kise's joyful face.

Your forehead begins to sweat, the air in the train is damp and humid.

"Kise, c-can you stop talking for just a second?"

"E-eh? Why? I was just getting to the good part!"

"I really don't feel well..."

Upon your words, Kise looks up at the announcement bar, and grabs your hand.

"Come on, Y/N, let's get off at this station."

"Huh? This isn't our stop though..."

He chuckles, the train coming to a stop, as he leads you out.

"I can't have you fainting on me! Let's cool down with a drink or something, my treat!"

You smile at the offer.

"Alright."

Akashi

While you and Akashi would usually walk together, or get rides in his limo, today he decided to use the train. You honestly didn't question it, Akashi always had his reasons for doing what he did.

What you forgot, however, was that you've never actually been on the train before.

It's more...suffocating than you were imagining, despite passing by the beautiful hills and landscapes. Akashi is drawn to them, staring out of the window with a small smile painted across his face.

You, however, can't ignore the other passengers. The sneezing lady, the sniffling office worker, the crying baby. It's a lot all at once.

"Y/N? ...What are you doing?"

You realize that, subconsciously, you covered your ears with your hands.

"Ah, sorry."

"...Do you not like the train?"

"...I...i've just never been on one before..."

A slight silence forms between the two of you.

Akashi's fingers slowly find yours.

As your hands squeeze together, you know it'll be alright.

Kiyoshi

You're with the rest of the Seirin team, walking back from a game (Kiyoshi managed to convince Riko to let you watch from the bench), when Riko rounds up everybody to get their attention.

"Okay everybody! We have to meet up early tomorrow, so let's get the next train out of here."

Everybody nods in agreement, and you realise, you've never actually been on a train before. Kiyoshi's hand squeezes yours as soon as your expression changes.

"Y/N? What's wrong?"

"I've...never been on a train before."

He blinks for a moment.

"Oh, really?"

"Yeah..."

Kiyoshi chuckles.

"Well, what is it that you're so afraid of?"

"Just...never thought i'd have to go on one."

Kiyoshi chuckles again, shaking his head slightly.

"We'll have to go on dates more often to help you get used to it then."

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a/n 2: sorry for the lack of posts, and more sorry to this anon for how late this post is. ill try better to post more often hehe

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i love knb promotional art because they just drip everybody tf out

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MIDORIMA. SHINTARŌ. IN. A. CROP. MF. TOP.