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it sucks not having a gossip-type friend or just the type of friend you can vent out too just cos and the ones i have options r limited

a. im not talking shit to the person whos involved w the other person

b. not talking to the ones dead set on giving me advice based on my horoscope (nothing to the pepople who care about it, but if it makes sense to you who do: im a scorpio

c. have one firned i already complain to buut the bare minimum because they dont need material to use on me

d. the other friend ive already tried to talk to cannot relate to the rpboelms i have (no matter how hard i tried)

i dont know what im saying anymore lmao but whatever. i basically just dont want to talk about my feelings

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Kenny Harris

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sad as shit dawg i need to ground myself into reality that i am not fit for romantic relationships until i make myself stable or get to be what i really want to be

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When u breathe in her spores and feel the psychotropic effects as her mycelium begins to grow into your brain 🥴🥴🥴🫠

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Skeleton praying, detail from the marble floor of Cornaro Chapel at the Church of Santa Maria della Vittoria in Rome. Italy, 17th century CE.

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“At Burg Spring”

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WE KNOW WHO OUR ENEMIES ARE

The Borgias 'The Wolf and the Lamb,' / Detail of the Fire, Richard Siken

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i had Fun tonight drawing some #1 boys! i never really thought about it but NK having Intentional Lightning Scars related to some kind of rite of passage seems cool and fun :')

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something about replying with 'oh no im not theyre type' when reffering to crush is somehow very satisfying. yes. accept that you are unloveable (by a standard)

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i like my own silly little realization if i really wanted someone i have to gofor it myself and if i wanted a certain someone i should have opened up years ago instead of expecting them to like me now like my realization tbh

its sad, but, i feel weirdly good about it, im definitely coping but im pretending its growth (?)?)

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it does make me regret the years ive suppressed myself from. anything. and anyone. glad i can fix that now i guess

ohymgod yes i am getting rid of my feelings for my crush LETS GOOOOOOOOO

it feels almost therapeutic to stop worrying about xx and wondering if they like xx about you or anything or thinking about a whole damn future with them and now you can jstu go back to not having to like. think about anything

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ohymgod yes i am getting rid of my feelings for my crush LETS GOOOOOOOOO

it feels almost therapeutic to stop worrying about xx and wondering if they like xx about you or anything or thinking about a whole damn future with them and now you can jstu go back to not having to like. think about anything

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he’s got that previously neglected shelter dog rizz. he looks like he wants to quietly sit next to you on the couch while you watch TV

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CARRIE (1976) dir. Brian De Palma

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maybe ill use tags to communicate. im trans enby and im looking @ toys for da first time, LETS GOOOO