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Do they toe tho?

what the actual fuck is this

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crisp glass of water moodboard

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Your anxiety is lying to you. It will be alright. This won't hurt you.

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hi tumblr i just got my bachelor's degree today! damn i really started this acct when i was like 13 and now I'm 22, wild how time passes.

ive grown out of this platform i guess, all my old moots/friends either blocked me or havent posted in 3 years. i still love tumblr for being a cesspool of like-minded mentally ill people like me even though I'm not on here very often. i guess i mean to say that i remnisce abt this little corner of the internet fairly often?

either way i hope anyone reading this has a good day, and never forget to keep moving forward. life is tough, but i trust that we'll all get where we need to be in due time. xoxo

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looking at my blacklisted tags makes me realize how mentally ill i was a few years ago

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hi tumblr im 20 years old now and im an english major in uni lmao

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Never been so motivated to get my license

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hugging my boba squishmallow almost feels like hugging a person

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hi tumblr im spiraling again and i like nana now :) thats the life update for whoever sees this hehe

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honestly? make creative shit just for yourself. and i mean that both literally in the sense that it’s absolutely cool to make something with the intention that only you will ever see it and i mean that personally in the sense that your creative work can be completely self-indulgent to your tastes and preferences

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you know what's wild? the Alternate Universe - No COVID-19 tag on AO3.

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mmk i just changed my url to my genshin handle

idek why i still have this url when i kinda fell out of my enstars obsession back in around march,,,, hmm time for something genshin-related bc im a degenerate

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idek why i still have this url when i kinda fell out of my enstars obsession back in around march,,,, hmm time for something genshin-related bc im a degenerate

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hi tumblr i think everyone im following gave up on this website but im still here to haunt yall once every couple months until i inevitably pass away or find a career or sumn

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Reblog and put in the tags if you block people easily or if it takes a lot for you to block someone.

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need my fucking neck kissed

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maybe this is bc i’m from the south and not fuckin uhhhh new york or wherever the hell but like. it is still not really normalized for a man to wear makeup or nail polish. women with short hair still get offensive comments about their appearances. like even small acts of gender nonconformity can still be scary and dangerous in 2021 and i feel like so many people just live in this progressive bubble where they think that all dudes being Remotely “feminine” in some way are like homophobic tiktok e-boys doing it for clout or whatever and that’s uh. fucking stupid. like i can PROMISE you that the vast majority of gender nonconforming people are not trying to do something that’s never been done before, nor are they claiming to do so, they’re just trying to live their lives and look the way they want to look. you aren’t helping anybody by trying to police who has the right to be wearing skirts or painting their nails or doing their hair a certain way.

anyway this is ur daily reminder that gender nonconformity is not a trend and it’s gross to attack people for being gender nonconforming in a way that you think “has been done before” or “isn’t that special” or whatever the fuck. like i’m sorry but it’s just cruel and hateful! being gender nonconforming still takes bravery and courage. people still face discrimination and harassment. whose cause do you think you’re helping by attempting to be the gatekeeper of nontraditional gender expression? genuinely, who do you think benefits when you attack people for stepping outside of the bounds of traditional gender expression? who? because it certainly fucking isn’t gnc people.