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#AMEEPERDUEE Independent & Semi Selective OC multi-muse featuring fandomless and DC comic-based characters. 18+ mutuals only roleplay blog. NSFW will occur. Crossover friendly. Read rules before following

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Margot Robbie as Barbie BARBIE (2023)

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Barbie pouted. "Of course they like you," She answered. It was becoming evident that their words probably drove into the other woman a little deeper than they expected.

The next words just hurt her heart. A hand wrapped around weird Barbies' shoulder in a side hug. "I totally like you," Barbie answered. "You're so fun.. and you help everyone. What's not to like?" She questioned with a tilt to the head.

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“i   don’t   know   if   these   people   actually   like   me   though?”   weird   barbie   glanced   around   the   house   at   all   the   other   barbies.   they   were   all   prettier   and   said   all   the   right   things.   “at   the   weird   house   we’re   all   alike   and   here   i’m   so   different.   feels   icky.”  

“wait   …   you   like   me,   right?”

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She stood there in shock at his words. Attempting to keep herself together as she listened to such hurtful words that stung in her heart. Barbie opened her mouth to speak, yet nothing came out. Apart of her wanted to throw a fit and storm out the door but she couldn't do that either. This was far too important.

Barbie took a deep breath, Sitting down across from him. Blue eyes just examined the other for a moment. "Perhaps you're right." She admitted even though it wasn't fully. "but I want to learn. Desperately." The woman set her purse to the side. Folding her hands together she set them upon the desk in front of her. "Teach me," The blonde pleaded. "I am lost.. I don't know what I'm doing. Though I want to.."

Phone rings at desk . Receptionist calling to announce his five o'clock had arrived and had let herself in . A tad too late for that phone call . André looks to Barbe , hangs up the phone and waves at her to sit .

" I always have other business to tend to , but that isn't why I didn't call . " Focus is cast back at papers on desk , pen to them as he signs off on them one by one . Tedious work , but he'd always put aside one day out of the month to do it . " I didn't consider your offer . At all . Assuming the manner in which you conduct your business is the same as your approach to ask for money from a stranger , I'd imagine you've no idea what you're doing . "

He finally looks up from desk to look across at her in her huffy little state , eyes narrowing in irritation at the sheer thought that she should feel so entitled to feel she was owed decency . " You've no tact and no sense of proper etiquette , Miss Roberts . Someone who's looking to run a brothel should at least have those traits . "

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Nana Jacqueline 'A Love Letter to London' knit capsule collection

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gentleness action prompts edit/interpret sender/receiver roles as you see fit

breathe - muse a holds muse b closely to help them wind down after a stressful day/event

stop - muse a holds muse b back from walking back out into the fray

melt - muse a holds muse b’s face gently, drawing circles into their cheeks with their thumbs

acceptance - muse a kisses muse b’s forehead and lingers

redemption - muse a holds muse b’s face together and rests their forehead against them

home - muse a pulls muse b closer until muse b’s face rests in the crook of muse a’s neck

finale - muse a wraps themself around muse b to keep them from harm

classics - muse a tends to muse b’s wounds with more care than necessary

honesty - muse a wipes muse b’s tears away from under their eyes

recovery - muse a rubs muse b’s back repeatedly to help work tension out their body

anxiety - muse a intertwines their fingers with muse b’s to ground themself

repose - muse a languidly slips into muse b’s arms while muse b is lying somewhere

subtlety - muse a gently brushes their hand over folds and wrinkles on muse b’s clothing

intimacy - muse a braids/brushes/works knots out of muse b’s hair

domesticity - muse a rests chin on muse b’s shoulder to read/see what they’re holding

second-nature - muse a runs their hand through muse b’s hair who’s leaning into them from behind

casual - muse a slinks their arms around muse b’s to sit closer

wounded - muse a sways muse b and themself back and forth as a soothing mechanism

care-taking - muse a rubs muse b’s arms repeatedly to get some warm into them

excuses - muse a brushes their thumb lightly against muse b’s rub some dirt/dust/etc away

courting - muse a rests one hand on muse b’s back and holds out the other for muse b to hold to help them climb up/down something

simplicity - muse a playfully runs their finger along the bridge of muse b’s nose in one swift motion

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MARGOT ROBBIE and RYAN GOSLING - BTS of Barbie (2023)

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Fear consumed her eyes as she looked at the other. The touches only sent more fear through her body. "I can't," Barbie spoke once more. His words drove into her ears like a worm, a spark within her body as he just pissed her off more. "Shut up--" She hissed, pushing his hands away from her face in a fit of rage. "I won't stoop to their level! They don't deserve this.." Barbie spoke. Wiping her head around and looking out the window. "Take me home." She demanded as the blonde crossed her arms in front of her. Almost pouting..

"I don't have to prove myself to you!" Barbie shouted. "I'm so tired of proving myself to people!" Barbie threw her hands up. She couldn't stomach the idea of killing someone with her own two hands. But she wasn't innocent.. she would rather hire someone else to do it. "Gotham is riddled with assassins... I'll find someone else to do it..." She trailed off. There was only one problem. She didn't entirely have the money to pay someone off to commit such a crime.

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How utterly disappointing. But not surprising. He knew that all along. That she wouldn’t be able to do that. All that crime lady boss bravado had quickly vanished and now she was just a scared little girl crying for her mommy.

For a moment the Joker was silent, poking his tongue at the corner of his mouth. Dealing with her insecurities was the last thing he needed right now.

“Oh, sure you can.” He cooed, purple gloved hand reached to tuck a strand of blonde hair behind her ear. “You can be anything, remember?”

He leaned closer to her, his voice dark and venomous as he whispered, red painted lips almost brushing her earlobe. “Or are you afraid that guilt will eat you up?”

“Guess I was wrong about ya, Barbie-girl.” He shrugged his shoulders, mouth twitching with disapproval. Without warning, he grabbed her face, cupping her cheeks with both hands as the Joker forced the blonde to look at him. He demanded her full attention as he continued his speech. “You never even had it in ya in the first place, have you? Think about them for a second and ask yourself: will they be as merciful to you next time? Hm?” The Joker tilted his head to the side and ran his tongue over his lower lip.

“Here’s some free advice for ya, doll. Never regret what you did, only regret the thingssss that you didn't do when you had the chance-ah.”

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Barbie kept a straight face as she walked inside.. at least.. she tried to. But perhaps a bit of concern seeped through as eyebrows furrowed a bit. "No worries!" Barbie exclaimed, unsure to where to set her purse so at the moment she just held it close to her.

"Would you like some help.. cleaning it up?" She questioned. Without an answer, she began picking up the empty whiskey bottles. As she made her way to the trashcan she did her best to step over clutter. Though landing her foot down on the floor there was a loud crunch. Blue eyes widened in fear that she had broken something. Which in fact, she did. "I'm so sorry.." Barbie muttered, leaning down and pushing the papers to the side to reveal the broken glass. A side of her praying it was just something with no value.

Oh no. Barbie wanted to come inside. This was Ki's worst nightmare coming true.

"Oh...you wanna come inside?" She sounded unsure of that. She looked behind herself at the door that was closed. Her apartment was basically a window into her mental health which was not what Ki wanted. It was too early for an intervention or a concerned friend.

She took the care basket in her hands before giving Barbie a more...sheepish expression.

"I uh...didn't know you were coming so it's a mess...but uh... I suppose it would be rude of me not to let you in especially when you brought a gift," She turned her back and opened the door. Unclean was an understatement. Ki's hallway was cluttered. Whiskey bottles, boxes, paper and other forms or mess lay in their way on the way to a living room that looked as cluttered.

She turned back to Barbie and well, tried not to look as embarassed as she felt.

"Uh... excuse the mess..."

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IT’S  ALL  ABOUT  THE  YEARNING 

❝  you need someone.  let me be that person.  let me be what you need.  ❞

❝  look,  i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now.  but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here.  ❞

❝  i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there.  ❞

❝  you asked me once,  if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed.  but.  ask me again?  sometime— doesn’t have to be today.  maybe tomorrow just.  ask me again.  ❞

❝  i know i can’t protect you from everything,  but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control.  ❞

❝  i used to have so much faith.  maybe not in deities or something but,  in the world.  the universe.  i believed their was a purpose to it all.  i’m not sure when i lost that.  ❞

❝  have you ever had something…missing?  like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is.  ❞

❝  sometimes,  i just need the world to be beautiful.  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.  ❞

❝  i was sort’ve hoping you needed me.  is that selfish?  ❞

❝  people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it.  i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen.  ❞

❝  sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be.  ❞

❝  you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me.  do you know how that feels?  just see me.  please.  ❞

❝  i want to deserve you.  i’m trying to deserve you.  ❞

❝  i know i fucked up.  i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore.  let me in.  please let in.  ❞

❝  every time you smile at me,  i memorize it.  i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you.  no matter what happens between us,  that’s what i’ll remember.   ❞

❝  i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me,  somewhere.  just some place where i actually feel like i belong.  ❞ 

❝  the world is so big.  why do i never feel like i fit into it?  ❞

❝  when i’m with you i feel like myself.  i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.  and i feel good about it—  i feel good about who i am when i’m with you.  ❞

❝  do you like me?  i know you love me.  i know you care about me but.  do you like who i am?  ❞

❝  i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection.  ❞

❝  just take my hand and close your eyes.  pretend we’re anywhere else but here.  ❞

❝  so,  what would you be?  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,  what would your life look like?  ❞

❝  do you even know what it does to me?  every time i see you cry,  any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart?  ❞

❝  i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore.  i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that.  you’re part of who i am now.  the most important piece of me.  ❞

❝  every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you.  ❞

❝  i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together.  the rest is just existing until you look at me again.  ❞

❝  it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you.  everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind,  pulling me towards you.  ❞

❝  you’ve got me in the palm of your hands.  you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all.  ❞

❝  i no longer know where i end and you begin.  you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly,  you’re all i feel anymore.  ❞

❝  you’ve stolen my heart,  the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it.  ❞

❝  i don’t have perfect words.  i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit.  so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you.  i don’t know if you want me.  but i’m yours.  and at this point however it is you need me,  i’m here.  ❞

❝  you’re the only thing that matters anymore.  i can’t eat,  i can’t sleep—  all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.  you’re all i think about.  i’m useless except when i’m yours.  ❞

❝  i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh.  i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again.  ❞

❝  when your eyes are on me,  i feel like something worth seeing.  ❞

❝  just let me look at you for a little bit.  ❞

❝  i would do anything for you.  all my lines and rules.  they mean nothing when it comes to you.  it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy.  ❞

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Baby (2018 - 2020)