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pre Scars btw. I understood the story soooo fucking well the whole time

I don't think about Parasite all that often cause it doesn't have a good enough beat to go on my playlists. But it's an excellent capture of Ivan's emotions. People are like he just should have confessed to Till. But if he told Till shit like that Till would have run for the hills. Till isn't built like Ivan at all. The whole live inside you be my paradise thing isn't Good love. Nothing Ivan had to offer Till was anything Till would have wanted. I don't think that's an unreasonable assumption Ivan made.

And so when he then FORCED that parasitic and violent love on Till it assured Ivan's perspective that Till would want nothing to do with him.

Otherwise I think Till loved that little boy who tried to rescuce him. I think Till wanted Ivan to be closer to him (adult Ivan distanced himself quite a lot from Till) But I don't think the love Ivan had to offer would work out between them. That's just my take. I don't think they have it in them with how I view Till. BUT as with many ships if you mischaracterize one side enough anything can be possible (cough Gojo cough)

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Varka being Taller Aventurine... oh Hoyo you fumbled this shit

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people on Twitter telling me it's important to say historical figures were bi-coded because of their societal-mandated wives, but it's biphobic to say that's heteronormativity, and they chose male companions to surround themselves with for no reason....

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Plus side to the Family discourse no one is wondering if Till is horny over Ivan anymore they're too busy trying to do wincest damage control.... buttt down side is these people might lurk into other fandoms I'm in again. I already see Hoyoverse tweets on accounts

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VV seemingly doubled down during a fan sign that they meant Till said Family in a Familial sense not a romantic context

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really glad in 2025 on a thread about making twilight yuri being stupid I could teach somebody that twilight had confederates in it

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v youremykitten red redrosedream timea miette like genuinely a graveyard in my discord/whatsapp of anyone I ever spoke to in dms frequently. At least Kai ComradeDream and I still keep in touch.

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Help my friend @nourasbasha feed his kids, my heart is breaking when i hear of the hunger his children are experiencing, begging for help crying for someone to listen.

“I swear to you, we are hungry. My kids cry all day saying ‘I’m hungry, I want to eat’ — and I have nothing to give them. Even my baby, not yet a year old, searches for a piece of bread or a spoon of lentils. We’re not asking for milk or vegetables or baby formula… just bread. Just flour to make bread.”

The situation in Gaza is apocalyptic and israel is starving palestinians out on purpose, profitting from the famine to charge palestinians insane prices for food.

These people live through it, please hear them out. Please help them out and don't just look away as palestinians bleed.

Anything helps, shares, donates, talking and raising awareness, don't let @nourasbasha down.

Vetted #644 on gazavetters list,

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random question for nothing other than curiosity.

*I will define parasocial, for arguments sake, as a feeling of one sided feelings to someone who does return them. I believe these can be both positive and negative.

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Also they said Weige was Hyuna and Luka's anniversary celebration awww

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bestie would you mind tagging alien stage?

hmmm I will put "AliS" for you that way you can block it and it won't show up in the main tags

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this is frying me. this fan went to a convention to get some ivantill answers and they said "haha that's crazy why would they go on a date"

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Vivinos is kind of cracking me up like why is she making it out like Hyunwoo is a brocon for Hyuna

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waaah Hyuna Luka getting married as soon as possible and have a baby girllll

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I like it when characters are really close friends but theyre like. Bad at friendship. like theyre not great people . theyre not necessarily always good to each other. But they are friends!! Incredibly close friends at that!!!! They're Just Not GOOD At It

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Icl, this made me remember why I haven't drawn genshin fanart in 3 months

The suffering is worth it for Benny

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pulled lan yan on the weapon banner she's trying to remind me about her solo account... sorry girl