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When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔

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It’s weird grieving someone you haven’t met that meant so much to you at such an important part of your life. But it’s also weird that I feel like I’m grieving for the 4 members who are still alive. They to this day mean so much to me and it brings me even more pain thinking about what they are feeling right now. I can’t even think about Niall without crying. I’m scared thinking about what’s next for them, it’s weird loving people so hard because they’ve done so much for you when they don’t know you.

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#7: “What are you smiling about, sunshine?” (donate!)

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As someone who used one direction as a comfort at 13 and still will listen to their music at 23 whenever I have a bad day I can’t even put into words the feelings I have right now. That band truly meant and means so much to me and I feel like I’m mourning my teenage years with the loss of Liam. I feel crazy crying over someone I’ve never met but this loss has shaken me too my core as I’ve love this band for over half of my life. Seeing what fame and addiction can turn someone into has been something I’ve been processing with Liam for years and while in his last years of life I didn’t support him, it feels unreal that this is it? This is how someone who made me feel better when I was an insecure lonely teenager goes? It’s tragic and sad and I had to redownload this app to know that I’m not alone in how I feel. It’s the weirdest emotion I’ve ever felt. I love one direction and want to thank them for all they’ve done and just have a few more things that need to be said:

- NO ONE should blame maya or any victim for what happened and I wish nothing but peace for her going forward as I can’t imagine how she’s feeling

- the boys owe us NOTHING moving forward. I’m already seeing comments about how Harry’s post wasn’t “personnel” enough???? This isn’t a movie where you can give reviews, this is a real human who lost their life and Harry is allowed to speak pubically how ever he feels best, I thought his message was lovely and I’m sure he is processing this in his own way. There’s no right way to grieve.

- please give Niall time to speak. He was the last one to see Liam in Argentina and I can’t imagine how he’s processing this. If he never says anything that’s ok as long as he is.

Thank you for everything one direction, walking in the wind and infinity has been on repeat.

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this season would’ve 100% been better if johnny mac the rockstar dentist was on the cast

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Ruth Bader Ginsburg

March 15th, 1933 - September 18th, 2020

"I would like to be remembered as someone who used whatever talent she had to do her work to the very best of her ability."

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my dad hates memphis so much that he calls him dallas instead

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the white mans whore in me finds memphis attractive i’m so so sorry

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michele getting 0 votes is homophobic

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MICHELE ICON FITZGERALD WINNER EXCELLENCE

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Happy 28th Birthday Louis Tomlinson!

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SO random but I will be watching season 40 of survivor for queen Parvati, Michelle, and Sandra and ESPECIALLY daddy Yul

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they owned the decade

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y’all should reblog and put in the tags what your first concert and your last concert were, and what your next concert will be if you know

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Happy Thanksgiving!