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// highly considering coming back again but oof it’s been so long I’d have to redo a lot of stuff

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// migrating this account to twitter! I'm far more active on rping on twitter nowadays, sorry for going so quiet

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// there’s been a loss in my family. hiatus until further notice 

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SOOOO……….. LIKE.

I am ENTHUSIASTICALLY wanting to write with you but I am SLOW. 

I AM RIDICULOUSLY HAPPY TO GET OOC MESSAGES BUT I AM SLOW.

HOLY SHIT LIKE I ALWAYS FUCKING WEEP WITH UTTER FUCKING JOY WHEN I GET ASK IC BUT I AM S LOW. 

LIKE I AM GENERALLY VERY SLOW BUT I APPRECIATE MY MUTUALS. 

I AM SUPER RIDICULOUSLY SLOW BUT I REALLY want to LIKE CULTIVATE OUR MUSES RELATIONSHIP 100000% OKAY?

I’M JUST

SO SLOW

AND I AM GRATEFUL FOR THOSE WHO WAIT

AND YES WE CAN BE SLOW TOGETHER. 

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send me “regress” for my muse to suddenly be turned back into a child! 

and my muse has no memories past the age they were turned back to

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                                                  I hunt the grounds for empathy                                                And hate the way it hides from me

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// rly tempted to make that canon divergent zetsu but idk if I’d have time for two blogs oof

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@bcnafde ‘s OC Yoshiko

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// sorry for my abrupt silence. Irl things are coming up and it’s putting me in a bad place mentally. I’d very much not want to force my replies out, my partners deserve effort w my replies. I’ll be bsck when I’m feeling up to it

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☕

[ breakfast chat / OPEN. ]

SEND ‘☕️’, THEY HAVE TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING THAT KEEPS THEM GOING AND LIVING.

The kunoichi takes a solemn sip from her cup, gaze fixated on the hot tea she had prepared before her departure. Still, it’s question with a heavy weight behind it-- such a strange prompt from out of nowhere too. . .

   “My students are more than enough for me to keep on going. They need proper guidance and reassurance, preparation to face this. . .violent world.”

She sighs, leaning back in her chair with a contemplative frown on her face.

   “I at least want to make some sort of reformation to the system while I’m alive, even if it’s small. I. . . I want to make my parents proud, along with the rest of my clan. I owe it to them.”

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A Date With Yoshiko!

Date Fee: $20

Customer Comments: “This was a mistake. (Male in late 20s)”

   “O-Oh. . .”

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BREAKFAST CHAT:

FOR EVERY NUMBER OF FOOD THEY RECEIVE, THEY HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THE FOLLOWING TOPICS:

SEND ‘🥞’, THEY HAVE TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING ABOUT THEIR LIFE. IF THE EMOJI CANNOT BE SEEN, SEND ‘Pancakes’.

SEND ‘🥓’, THEY HAVE TO TALK ABOUT SOMEONE IN THEIR FAMILY. IF THE EMOJI CANNOT BE SEEN, SEND ‘Bacon’.

SEND ‘☕️’, THEY HAVE TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING THAT KEEPS THEM GOING AND LIVING. IF THE EMOJI CANNOT BE SEEN, SEND ‘Coffee’.

SEND ‘🍳’, THEY HAVE TO TALK ABOUT SOMEONE WHO INSPIRES THEM. IF THE EMOJI CANNOT BE SEEN, SEND ‘Fried Egg’.

SEND ‘🥘’, THEY HAVE TO TALK ABOUT A GROUP OF PEOPLE THEY WANT TO BE AROUND WITH OR ASPIRE TO BE WITH. IF THE EMOJI CANNOT BE SEEN, SEND ‘Hotpot’.

SEND ‘🍎’, THEY HAVE TO TALK ABOUT SOMEONE THEY LOVE/CARE ABOUT/IN LOVE WITH. IF THE EMOJI CANNOT BE SEEN, SEND ‘Apple’

For Multimuses: Please Specify Muse(s).

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If we don’t acknowledge everything, 

                         …we can’t move on, can we?

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ultimumspes:

“Killing ‘em is the easy way,” He looked up for a brief moment, eyeing her less than pleased expression, before going right back to his mess of paper, “…But…My gran used to tell my ma and dad this whenever they started complaining about this sort of thing, ‘If you want to see change in the world, then be that change.’  I was too young back then to know what it meant, but now I know how wise the old lady was.”

A veteran kunoichi of Uzushio, she had never been the type to tolerate complaining. As far as she was concerned, if someone had enough breath left in their body to complain about something, they could be working on changing whatever it was they had a problem with instead. It had been a frustrating thing for a ten-year-old to grasp, but nevertheless good advice in such a world as theirs.

“If it’s botherin’ you that much, change it. Become a politician or whatever and make things become different. And don’t let anybody try to make you think you can’t.”

   “Believe me, I AM trying. I’m not exactly someone privileged enough in my village to go around preaching, though. I’d probably be killed for it,” She frowns. That fact alone is something she’s trying very hard to change within Takigakure, but so far, the process had been slow. Far too slow.

How many other people with their ideals had been killed? When would there even be the slightest change? As much as she wants to see change, Yoshiko fears for her life like any other person as well. Becoming a needless martyr wouldn’t do anyone any good.

   “My parents were killed for even daring to be different from the man my village hated. I’m sure the same injustices are going on in many more places. Things like this? They can’t fall in a day, too many people have this prejudice ingrained in their minds.”

Yoshiko folds her arms, fingers tapping against them as she sits in a comfortable silence to think. But her expression softens, and inevitably, she gives in.

   “But I’m rambling. Actions speak much louder than words, don’t they. . .?”

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ketsuekki:

“Then tell me, little miss coward, what would you call what you’re doing right now? Are you being kind? Or gentle? Because all I can see is one big fat flaming fucking hypocrite.”

Her voice emerged as black ice from her throat, edge tipped and smooth. It could have been pretty, if only it wasn’t so cold.

Humans were imperfect creatures, and there was no escaping from that fact. Minami was resigned to it at this point. She’d met many an idiot in the past, had played the role of jester herself, and knew there was little she could do. Trying to argue with Yoshiko was a fool’s errand — words wouldn’t mean much here.

“Yes, I have. If you don’t shut the fuck up, you’ll see it for yourself.”

   “I don’t have to be kind to SCUM like you!”

Her temper, a weakness of hers, the vitriol she has towards criminals and murderers, ESPECIALLY towards Kirigakure shinobi, is large enough to take over. Without thinking, she finds herself moving forward and a hardened fist finds it’s way aiming towards Minami’s cheek.

She isn’t aiming to KILL her per say, but enough to leave some sort of sting. It’s not like her to be so petty or angry, but she’s had enough of being stepped on, to be made a fool of by someone as low as this person!

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@ultimumspes ( x )

   “Morality isn’t so simple in a world like this,” She sighs. But what he had said was true, even if it wasn’t something she liked to hear. Yoshiko never wants to stoop to their level, the last thing this world needs is another killer.

Still though, she can’t make progress if she can’t abandon her humanity to get rid of those who lack it. They won’t stop with words alone, and deep down, she knows this.

   “I just wish to find an easier way, but finding it is. . .hard.”

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// replies today!! tho like this if u want a yoshiko in ur inbox 👀