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Of horse!

Of horse, anhorse! (Textless version and version with cigarette below cut!!)

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biting you biting you biting you biting you biting you biting you

Im ill over them guys

Anyway here's me coping

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Play detective beebo guys.

Just started Dective Beebo tonight with @coffeeean and @beanofkidney

GUH IM ILL/POS

(I am a sucker for like half the things in this freaking game, it was specifically targeted at me-)

(We haven’t even finished yet ;w;-)

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:)

In stars and time spoilers below

I just beat the king but that feels way too easy...

I DO NOT TRUST THIS EVERYTHING IS TOO HAPPY

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I love writing. I just wish there wasn’t so much writing involved.

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miku drone miku drone

miku drone miku drone

happy new year have hatsune miku drone

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Cursed.

Loort sun- ( thanks @coffeeean and @beanofkidney for watching me bring this into existence) ( bonus under cut)

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MOTHFRIN MOTHFRIN MOTHFRIN

MOTHFRIN MOTHFRIN MOTHFRIN

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Memory of Sadnesses my beloved. Hope you’re enjoying the ride!

SIF WHAT THE HELL

OKAY THIS ISSUE WITH THE SADNESSES IS TERRIFYING

SIF YOU JUST SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF EVERYONE

WHAT THE HELL WHAT THE HELL

I AM GOING INSANE

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it's you, the many yous

the many lives cut too short.

it lives in past tense;

a memory only you hold

a memory that doesn't exist;

rocky winding trails that end abruptly

shortcuts through thornbushes

in which you find yourself entangled

bleeding, writhing, gaping at onlookers

but never asking for help.

a mirror image of only the ugliest

imperfections you bury and hide.

it steps out of the glass

reaching its scarred, decrepit arms towards you

choking you with sort of a paternal love;

you're helpless in its embrace.

it steals your friends' faces

squeezing life out of you, chipping away at you, slowly

you lean in, comforted

by the only thing you've ever known.

with one final breath:

"thank you," you whisper

to the death of everything

and you move no more.

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how many times until you're self aware

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After some consideration and an encouragement , I'm releasing this to public. Please don't throw rocks at me (tap on image for better quality lol)

Edit : I'm maintagging this. Look at my post boy.

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Loop Cat Loop Cat Loop Cat

Loop cat loop cat loop cat

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Read this! Please! It’s very good and makes me feel things!

Well play In Stars and Time first, obviously. But read this after.

Lives Worth Living AU Hub

Hello! Welcome to my AU, Lives Worth Living! Spoilers for the full game and two hats below the break.

Quick introduction to the concept of this AU:

It's been 30 years since the events of the game. The party eventually disbanded to form their own lives, though remaining in each other's now and again at least. They are all together for the first time in several years... and sadly the last, as Odile lay in her deathbed. She lived a full life, it's natural causes, at least they're all together again. As everyone gathers around for her final moments, and she closes her eyes for good, Sif suddenly feels a tug on his sto-

Hard cut to 30 years ago, the day just after the events of the game.

And that's pretty much all you need to know going in! Only other thing worth mentioning is pretty much all option content is canon in this AU, especially two hats... ESPECIALLY two hats.

VVVV READ THIS FIRST!!!! VVVV

Chapters linked below! I recommend reading the Siffrin Chapter's before the matching numbered Loop Vale chapters (so S1, V1, S2, S3, S4, V2-4, S5, V5, etc.) or if you'd like more of a surprise, read up to at least Sif 5 before starting Vale~.

^^^^ READ THIS FIRST!!!! ^^^^

Siffrin Chapters (Lives Worth Living)

[-1] [0] [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8] [9] [10] [11] [12] [13] [14] [15] [16] [17] [18] [19] [20] [21-23] [24]

Loop Vale Chapters (Behind the Vale)

[1] [2-4] [5] [6] [7-10] [11] [12] [13] [14] [15] [16] [17] [18] [19] [20] [21] [22] [23] [24]

If you're wondering why Loop is crossed out and Vale is in it's place, it will make sense by chapter 7-10, otherwise all you need to know is these are Loop's side of things. Text in Red represents duplicate lines between it and it's complimentary chapter, to let you know where it lines up with the other perspective without needing to repeat tons of lines.

Asks

[1] [2] [3] [4] [5]

Lore Drops

[1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6]

Memes

[1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8]

Art/FANART?!

[1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8] [9] [10] [11] [12] [13] [14] [15] [16] [17] [18] [19] [20] [21] [22] [23] [24] [25] [26]

Special thanks to Lea for making this amazing website! It helps fuel the angst so well with the death screen gifs I've been generating at the end of some chapters!~

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Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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Who else got absolutely fucked up by Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood S1E10

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This dream was sponsored by Audible.

I had a dream and an ad played in the middle of it.