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Urgent prayer request: my aunt and uncle are taking an emergency foster placement of a 10 month old who has been severely neglected, and is currently at the hospital being evaluated 💔

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Going into treatment tomorrow so I won’t be active for a little while. Pls pray for me <33

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reblog this to remind the person you reblogged it from that theyre loved

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As an LGBTQ person and as a Catholic, I feel that I was created the way that I am to better understand Jesus' persecution for simply loving others. We are called to practice radical love and compassion for those close to us. Whether they be our family or a stranger. It is not a sin to love as Jesus called us to love our neighbor and our enemy.

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TW: ed recovery

Recovering so I’m not out of breath from getting dressed.

Recovering so I don’t have to take showers and baths with the door open in case I pass out or fall.

Recovering so I can grow closer to God

Recovering so that every day isn’t pure agony.

Recovering so I can get out of bed in the morning.

Recovering because I haven’t really truly laughed in a while.

Recovering because I miss my smile.

Recovering because it’s exhausting being this lonely and scared all the time.

Recovering because fuck, I’m really fucking hungry.

Recovering so that my family and friends can have their Bea back.

Recovering so I can finally know who I am.

Recovering for my future patients so I can take care of them.

Recovering so I don’t get chest pain from walking a little too fast.

Recovering so my hair will grow out

Recovering because I want to.

Recovering because I deserve to even if I don’t believe it yet.

Recovering so that my nephew doesn’t have to grow up without his auntie Bea.

Recovering so my mom doesn’t have to bury her baby.

Recovering so my best friend doesn’t have to spend the rest of her life trying to fill the hole I left.

Recovering because God’s not done with me yet.

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Hey just a reminder that being queer and/or queer-affirming doesn’t make you any less Christian or any less a limb of the Body of Christ. God loves you and accepts your devotion all the same

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Ty love! I’ve heard good things about the place I’m going plus it’s a specialty hospital so <3

CHAT AGAIN IM ALIVE just going through it. Being admitted to treatment Tuesday morning. 👍

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Just realized I didn’t update this!! She’s doing a lot better now. Obviously still in pain because it’s going to take a while for it to fully heal. She’s able to move it a little more. Luckily the family has been helping a lot especially with the baby since she can’t do a whole lot of walking at the moment. But she’s doing alright <3

Prayer request!! My brother’s fiancé just accidentally spilled hot grease on her foot and is having to go to the hospital. Pls pls pray for her pain and healing <3

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Literally me last night

Dear God,

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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CHAT AGAIN IM ALIVE just going through it. Being admitted to treatment Tuesday morning. 👍

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Tw discussions of suicide.

This is for my dear friend Sal. He was a very kind and good humored soul on this earth. And he helped me a lot, along with many others. He committed not too long ago. Last night he had a scheduled post where he adressed his kids. It breaks my heart but he is in a better place now. He’s with minny and our lady. I know in my heart that he was accepted into heaven with open arms and I have asked our lady to take care of him. I also know this will have a big impact on others as well as myself. So if you see this and your thinking about following Sal, please reach out to someone, please, it’s not your time yet. Peace be with you

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the greatest of these is love

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In the world, you will have trouble. But take heart; I have overcome the world.

John 16:33

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i cried out to the lord in my time of need and he didn't despise my petition! he showed me he is almighty and good! therefore i will never stray from the path he's set out for me, i will never turn away from him!

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Chat how do we personally feel about mama Mary as a goddess? I’ve been doing a lot of research and the concept of Mary as a goddess is very interesting and exciting to me. Also, any sources? I can’t find many.

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Tw: mentions of ed & ed treatment

Hey chat I’m alive lol. So basically I had a really bad relapse and have to go to treatment for a little while. I’ll have my admission date tomorrow (probably) and I’ll let y’all know. Getting inpatient medical stabilization first and then residential. Obviously don’t know exactly how long I’ll be gone but the average length of stay is 1-2 months, Sometimes three depending on how you’re doing, so I may be gone for a little while but not forever.

Obviously won’t have my phone but I will keep y’all updated on admission dates and all that ❤️

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