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Chat I miss loceit. Reblog if you miss loceit :(((

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everyone shut up its his month

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I really didnt think id hop on that “the pope is hot” bandwagon but,,, this picture,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, his hands,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

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Okay so I just noticed something and I'm going feral, feral I tell you.

This is going to be a really, really long one with a lot of picures and I'm honestly not sure if I saw something completely obvious that everybody immediately got whilst watching^^° or if I found something here.

Nonetheless strap in in this essay I will...

So in Cap's flashback he enters the room and looks around clearly looking for someone and when he spots Havers he gets this relieved, smitten "omg I found you/you're here and alive" expression in His face

And Havers who spots him out of the corner of his eyes gets all wide eyed

and turns himself towards Cap with this tiny little smile and he looks so fond at him and also as if he's internally screaming (also in an "omg you made it I'm seeing you again" way)

And then Cap walks in his direction but then bumps into Cartwright and they start talking and Cap who seems to be on good terms with him smiles back at Cartwright and seems super happy and giddy (because Havers is alive and in the same room and they will reconnect in a few moments)

And then Havers watches them like this

and starts to turn back towards his colleagues with this almost jealous/shooting daggers look.

and then he makes the face on the left and looks so spaced out, a bit resigned, disappointed and hurt. And then he does his thing again like in Redding Weddy where he presses his lips together and forces a smile (this time tiny smile) with a tense jaw to regain control over his emotions, to put on a stiff upper lip. But look at his eyes the man is clearly hurt (heartbroken) about something

and at first I did not really get what was going on but then it clicked.

You ever had that moment when someone is waving to you that you don't know and you're like do they mean me? and you wave back but then realise they were waving at the person behind you? It's like that just with "in front" instead of "behind"

Because when Cap's eyes fall on Havers look who's standing in front of him in the Captain's line of sight

Yep it's fucking Cartwright. And when Havers has his little "I turn to you moment" Cartwright is also walking towards Cap in the frame

So from the camera angle and they way it's shot we see them bump into each other but do not see if Havers actually saw it ; what he definetely sees is them turning towards each other, though.

and in the next frame Cartwright takes a step to his right and we see them standing like this

So it's a line and Havers is basically looking at Cartwright's back so when Cap lifts his finger to indicate that he wants to go over to Havers, it's probably not visible to Havers because

first of all we can't see Havers anymore in the background when the camera focuses on Cartwrights face. And secondly from the shot of Cap pointing it becomes apparent that Cartwright's body is blocking Havers's view of that.

So but what am I actually getting at?

Well...

OMG I think Havers thought for a bit that Cap didn't want to reconnect with him (or wasn't there because of him) but with (because of) Cartwright!!

Because what he's seeing is Cap entering the room looking for someone, their eyes meet Cap takes a few steps staring happily in his direction. But then some guy walks to Cap in front of Havers who he realises is in Cap's direct line of sight. Then the two of them start talking and Cap looks so happy whilst talking to this other guy! And then we see Havers's heart break! And how he struggles to collect himself and hide that!

He probably thought Captain moved on, that he no longer has the same feelings for Havers, that maybe he has affections for Cartwright. Or at least that Cap prefers o talk to Cartwright instead of him.

So and then when Havers runs to his aid he turns to the next person, who happens to be Cartwright and yells "Well fetch a medic!", he sounds soooo angry. I can think of a few explanations here tbh from "why aren't you helping him?" to "what have you done to him?!" to "oh it's you I can't stand you since 5 minutes ago get out off my sight!" maybe it's neither, maybe its all of them or a mixture. Who knows.

However we're not finished here because guess what

When Cap says "I'm sorry I had to find you" this is Havers reaction.

He looks legitimately surprised in an "who, me?" kind of way (and /or his "omg is this happening now" kind of way just like back in RW) but also worried about Cap and his Adam's apple does the bobbing thing it does when he's nervous or emotional.

But then Cap's words seem to sink in and he's now clearly emotional. Not just worried but also look how softly he gazes as Cap and tries o smile at him whilst clearly being distraught.

And then the realisation hits him about what exactly is happening right now. That Cap indeed was there because of him and that he is now dying in front of him and that there's probably not much time left. And that's even before Cap tries to confess his feelings and Havers confirms that he knows about them.

And it's all just so absolutely fucking heartbreaking.

PS:

Just realised that this would also explain why Havers didn't walk over to Cap and just interrupted the conversation with Cartwright or joined in. Because he thought that Cap was there because of/ wanted to talk to Cartwright and Anthony was heartbroken about that ;_;

Btw also a little thing that's interesting to note in this regard: before the older soldier walks over to C&C we can see Havers in the background just constantly looking at them from the distance. Maybe it's jealousy, maybe it's yearning, maybe it's both.

Yeah so that's that. Safe to say I as always have a lot of opinions and emotions about these two. Curious to know what you guys thought was going on there with Havers .

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its havers innit its havers

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It’s so late I can’t stop giggling I’m sorry

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bahrain f1 2025

WHY TF WAS THERE A SAFETY CAR IM SO CONFUSED

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yall fatespeaker is so annoying in wof like shes literally just a copy of sunny how does anyone like her

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𝑫𝑶 𝑰 𝑳𝑶𝑶𝑲 𝑳𝑰𝑲𝑬 𝑯𝑰𝑴?

Like him. Tyler, the creator ft. Lola Young

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okay so ive seen a decent amount of ppl say they think narcissa was cyngus' favorite daughter and i agree but i also wanna raise this headcanon

andromeda was druella's favorite daughter. like think of it, druella was always closest with andromeda when she was growing up. when andy was scared or sad, she would go to her mother. if andy needed help, she would go to her mother. whenever andy needed somehing she would go to her mother, because druella always cared for her most. which is why when andromeda left, druelle became a shell of her former self, she didn't like talking to her other daughters much anymore because they just reminded her of andromeda, she didn't like looking in the mirror because all she would see was andromeda, she couldn't do anything without seeing andromeda. it broke her until eventually she died, and andromeda stayed at her grave the longest. andromeda would visit whenever something important happened, like her marriage, or tonks' birth, even when tonks and remus got married (yes i'm going with canon rn it just fits better)

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Every time there's a rainbow, the Gryffindor boys of the 90's are torn between making a gay joke about Seamus or making a leprechaun joke about Seamus

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This is no hate to the American Ghosts because I genuinely think it has some heartfelt and funny moments that I enjoy - But I get so frustrated when everything get’s explained to you. Like something happens, and one of the ghosts will talk about these oddly specific details, before they all explain like “oh, that’s never happened before! It must’ve etc etc”

The British version does it too, but it feels more like sharing memories rather than explaining whole concepts to the viewer rather than just showing it.

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think I might have a problem

mayyyybe

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Just so we’re all clear, when I say diva, I mean this diva

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Scrolling through the hattercrow tag and screaming silently is my favourite activity