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Just discovered edtwt a few days ago and it has ruined me!! Brb gonna go back to trigger myself

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I’m at the highest weight I’ve ever been and I would rather kill myself the let this continue. Please help me. Please

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Back on my bullshit and ecstatic about it.

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Anyone know how to fight hunger? I’m always so bad at it

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It’s about balance

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All I ever do is sleep and eat and do school and go to work. And eat more. Binge eating is fatal.

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I am so fucking tired of thinking about food.

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Last night I connected some dots and realized a boy thought I was fat. So I dedicate my starvation today to that fucker

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every person with ed ever:

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I’ll never forget the day I got into “organized starvation” if that makes sense. I cut my friends off temporarily and couldn’t get out of bed really and my friends dropped off a box of chocolate covered pretzels and I refused to eat them so I threw most of them away. I’m so sorry.

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Just 44ish calories for two. 22ish for one obviously. But hey! For when I get dizzy and need to fast.

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I just look better when I’m starving it’s not personal

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I call it lethargic but I’m just dizzy

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I ate one tortilla chip and I feel bigger. Huh???

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I’m back again again. Who’s surprised. Think I’m gonna start posting pictures of myself. I’m fat but sucking in you can see bones and I love that. Thoughts?

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I’m back again again. Who’s surprised. Think I’m gonna start posting pictures of myself. I’m fat but sucking in you can see bones and I love that. Thoughts?

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Only had 20 calories yesterday and I’m terrified of eating today