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[bellaloward]

f/o who wouldn’t usually swear mumbling a small ‘fuck’ when they think about you or are close to you because of how insane they feel about you… just a thought

[bellaloward]

f/o’s face in the crook of your neck and mumbling praises inbetween the kisses they place there, either sleepily before bed or simply as a reminder to how much they love you…

[bellaloward]

hey sorry but you actually have to imagine a universe where your s/i is canon and a bunch of people in the fandom are super invested in shipping you with your f/o. you gotta think about the “daily” accounts that would be made for your ship; the way ppl would go crazy whenever the two of you had screentime/interactions together and post things like “omg the way they look at eachother 😢” “they’re so in love”. all the in-depth analysis threads pointing out the nuances and arguing for why your ship is canon ???!!! yeah just consider it

[bellaloward]

Imagine your f/o giving you soft kisses on your neck and shoulders.

proship/comship/neutral DNI

[bellaloward]

Laying on your f/o’s lap, getting cozy like a cat perhaps. Nuzzling, giggling, cuddling – You just wanted to get a little comfortable.

Do they embrace it? Perhaps pat your hair softly and smile while looking at you. They cannot hide their amusement, let alone being so affectionate. Especially when you need some rest, maybe too tired to think. All you want is to feel your f/o close to you.

Or is your f/o more the type of person who will deny anything? That they think you look adorable, all to try resisting you. And yet they cannot help themself in the end and just give in. They might act tough yet they melt when it’s just the two of you during moments like these.

F/O lap pillow… There’s (almost) nothing better in this world, is there?

Proship / Conship do not interact please!

[bellaloward]

kissing your f/o and they break out of the kiss for a second, drawing back to simply look at you adoringly with an uncontrollable smile on their face and then going back in for another kiss… hi

(or, vice versa, them noticing how you look at them a certain way and their mind just going absolutely crazy about it. maybe they’re desperate enough for them to pull you close and start the kiss instead, or they just feel so absolutely weak in your arms…)

[bellaloward]

I'm an Autistic selfshipper who gets tons of comfort from my F/Os, so some reminders for my fellow Autistic selfshippers!!

❤️ Your F/O(s) love you no matter how many textures, foods, or items you have issues with

❤️ Your F/O(s) love you and would never pressure you to talk if you didn't want to

❤️ Your F/O(s) love you and understand if you want to be left alone, no matter how long

❤️ Your F/O(s) love you and wouldn't think twice about accommodating your needs, big or small

❤️ Your F/O(s) love you and would do absolutely everything they could to make sure you're comfortable and feel safe around others

❤️ Your F/O(s) love you and wouldn't mind leaving an event early if you didn't want to be there anymore

❤️ Your F/O(s) love you and would never judge you for your interests, they love hearing about what you love as much as they love you

❤️ Your F/O(s) love you and think you're always enough for them, you could never be "too much" or "too little" for them, they think you're perfect as you are

❤️ Your F/O(s) love you and would never mind doing whatever they need to calm you down if you're feeling overstimulated

Just in general, your F/O(s) love you! They're very proud of all you accomplish, even if it's hard for you! They love to support you, and they want you to know that they love you no matter what! (They told me themself, you can trust me)

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[bellaloward]

big fan of f/o(s) kissing you anywhere but your lips. like them grabbing your hands, brushing their lips over your knuckles or lovingly pressing kissies onto your palm or wrist. kisses pressed to a wound or a bruise no matter how big or small. soft kisses on the forehead and on the top of your head. trailing kisses on your collarbone up to your neck and to your jawline when the both of you feel so comfortable to be close like this. maybe in the middle of it f/o either whispers near your ear flirtingly or a mumble slips out: “do you like this?” / “what have you done to me?”

[bellaloward]

If your f/o(s) died in canon. No they didn't. They just called me from the hospital and asked if you were doing okay. Give them this "get well soon" balloon I sent them when you go visit

Proship dni please and thank you

[bellaloward]

i love nuzzling with my f/o... touching our foreheads, nosing at the other's hair or jaw, nuzzling our noses, nuzzling our cheeks, burying our faces in each other's necks... it makes me feel so loved

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self shippers you guys should think of desperate kisses btw. ☝🏾 your f/o hesitating for only a moment before pulling you close, maybe pulling you by the collar or by the hip, how they can only wait long enough to suck in a breath before they're on you. how they kiss you like it is urgent, like they will actually cease to be if they don't kiss you. there's no teasing, there's no longer any of their meekness to be found, there's nothing in their mind but the constant pounding of their heart in their chest and you, you, you ringing in their brain. desperate kisses that turn into sloppy, messy things as they trail down your neck when you need to part for air– but even that doesn't last long before they're turning you to kiss you on the lips once more. btw.

pro-shippers do not interact

[bellaloward]

oh my god im so sorry but i just realized you selfshipped with howard too and i wanted wanted to know your boundaries on sharing ? 😭

your selfship looks so adorable and i love their dynamic a ton !! 💛💙

id be perfectly fine if you wanted me to stop !! 💚💚

Omg hi Roach! This is Diego!! Yeah you're fine, I'm fine with sharing! You and Howard are very cute together!

[bellaloward]

* Cuddle pile with Rouxls, Spamton, Jevil, Susie, and Lancer 💙

[bellaloward]

imagine laying down in your bed when your f/o comes up and just wraps around you, burying their head in your neck. they're as snug and close as your bodies will allow, breaths deep and slow as they drift off. you just revel in the fact that you get to be that for them. when they are lonely and want affection, they seek it from you. they're head over heels in love with you, said without a word.

[bellaloward]

Please, take a moment and imagine your f/o giving you the biggest hug possible right now. Think about how tight they’d hold you, about how their body would fit against yours. Think about how much love you’d feel radiating off of them as they held you.

Never forget how much your f/o loves you!

proship/comship DNI

[bellaloward]

Thinking about this with Rouxls 👁️👁️ IMAGINE HOW CUTE!!!

Since I would be a lightner, and he a darkner, I'm imagining him (or his [HeartShapedObject]) physically glowing when thinking of me :')))

THAT WOULD BE SO CUTE he would be full of glitter

Your f/o feel so full of light when they think of you.

proship/comship DNI

[bellaloward]

i love having an f/o crush its so silly. like you are 100% allowed to f/o and un-f/o or put people on the backburner at will. but its just in my nature to be all like "noooo i cant... not just yet.... he means a lot to me and im obsessed with him but NOOOO i cant..... i have to spend days or weeks fantasizing about him secretly and getting all giddy about it."