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Hi I haven’t posted in forever but I’m watching part 4 of CAOS and I have searched everywhere for this bedding, including google lens and just looking at fabrics as well and can’t find it..any help please? Thanks in advance!!

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Hi, I’ve been gone for a few months and I’m sorry. I’m here to let you guys know that if this NSFW ban is extremely harsh, that I will move my fic to another website. I will post on here linking it so it won’t die completely. If you have any specific website recommendations then please let me know!

I’m currently in the process of rewatching The 100 between work and holidays and family birthdays and sleep, and I’m also trying to get my hands on the books so I can put out for Bellamy content for everyone!

Thank you to everyone being patient for my writing and I promise I’m not going to call it quits, the world is just against me writing still, thanks again though, I really appreciate it!

~Kat

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Me. I apologize. Slowly but surely more is coming!

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A New Beginning Part Three

Authors note: I hope you enjoy, I already apologized for the hiatus in a previous post, but here I am to say sorry, again. 

Warnings: None? I don’t think at least.

(Y/I) means Your Initial, just in case someone doesn’t know. I think that’s it! Let me know what you guys think! ~Kat

    You wake up a little later, Jasper screaming louder in pain. They seem to be more consistent over time and you decide to get up. Octavia is there with him now and you smile at her as you walk up next to them. “Thanks for the blanket, whoever gave it to me.” You say to the group surrounding your friend. “Wasn’t me” said everyone as you heard someone climbing the stairs. You turn to look at Bellamy, his eyes tired. “You’re welcome, sleepyhead” he says and grabs your hand. “We’ve started with the tents if you’d like to help. Here, this might help you a little.” He hands you a knife. On it, he engraved ‘B+(Y/I)’ in a heart. You smile widely at him, kissing him. “Thank you, I love it. I’ll go and help. A bit late to the party but I’m useless here right now.” You frown a little, giving a look towards Jasper as you head down the stairs. 

    You look at the knife Bellamy made you, as you cut away thinner branches from logs that were being used for the wall. Supports for the tents. So far only one had been successfully made today, but it was progress considering the wall was a bigger concern. You hear a death wrenching scream come from the dropship so you immediately stop what you’re doing and run towards it, Bellamy stops you dead on your tracks as you get there. “Is he okay? I need to see him!” You freak out trying to push past him. “Clarke is having to cut away the infected flesh. It’s gonna sound rough for a little bit but he’s okay, this should help him.” He puts his arms around you reassuringly, calming you down. You stand there in his arms until the screams die down and Clarke comes down to you. “He’s going to be okay now,” she says, putting her hand on your shoulder. You pull away from Bellamy and nod at her, “Thanks.” She nods back and walks away to go talk to Wells. You turn to Bellamy, “I guess I’ll be going back to what I was doing, what do you have to do?” You ask him. “I’ve got a hunting group gathered, I’ve gotta go try to get us some more food, at least for the night. He looks into your eyes and smiles, “And you’re not going, before you ask.” “But-“ You interject. “But nothing, it’s way too dangerous out there for you.” He says as he crosses his arms and looks at you sternly. You sigh and pout, “How long until you think you’re gonna be back?” He raises his eyebrows in response, “I’m not sure (Y/N), it might be all day but we will be back before dark.” He kisses your head, “I’m gonna go get everyone together and I’ll let you know before I leave, hows that sound?” You smile at him slightly, worry starting to take over your body but you know this is how it has to be. “Okay, I’ll go back to trying to help them with tents, hopefully we’ll have one to sleep in by tomorrow.” He scoffs and smiles back widely at you, “The first tent is ours, (Y/N). I made that clear early this morning,” he says matter-of-factly. You stare at him dumbfounded, “You’re joking, right? It’s not Clarke’s or Wells’?” “Nope. All ours, for now we still have the ground to sleep on with some blankets, but we have privacy,” he says and winks at you. You roll your eyes and hit his arm lightly, “And at that, I’m going back to work.” You say, leaning up to kiss his cheek before walking away.     About ten minutes pass of you helping a group finish up the second tent before Bellamy grabs you from behind. You scream from shock and drop everything you had in your hands besides your knife, raising it as you turn around quickly. “You scared the absolute shit out of me, Bellamy. Fuck, I could have stabbed you or something.” You say, lowering your knife to your side. He starts laughing at you hard, trying to talk between breaths, “But you didn’t, maybe we should work on your reflexes.” He pulls you into a hug and kisses your head. You respond, furrowing your brows “So you want me to stab you?” He looks at you and giggles, “No, so in the off chance that you’re in trouble, you don’t just stare at someone in response. We’re heading out now, I promise I’ll be back as soon as I can.” He kisses you and you kiss him back hard, for all you know this could be the last time you see him. “Just be careful.” You say staring into his eyes. “Only for you,” he kisses you one last time before pulling away and giving you a smile. “I love you, (Y/N).” Your heart flutters, “I love you too, Bellamy.” You say and smile at him. He turns away and you watch him go back to his group of friends. Time to distract yourself from worrying by working your ass off for a few hours. You pick up the cloth you had dropped and started back at helping the others with the tent.     About two and a half hours pass, you and the group working with you are just finishing the third tent and you’re pretty pleased with the outcome of everything. You decide to take a break and go sit outside of the wall. You take in the fresh air and the sun coming through the trees. Three days ago you were in space, three days ago you were rotting away in a cell. Three days ago you were thrown into a ship heading for Earth. Three days ago you saw Bellamy again for the first time in months. So much had happened in only three days and honestly you couldn’t be happier. Scared for the future, but happy. While you were zoning out in your own world you hear something in the distance, you freeze and slow your breath, hoping it’s not a grounder. Not waiting to find out, you jolt off and go back into camp, trying to clear your thoughts again. You look around to see if anybody else heard it but no one seemed to notice, as you look back at the entrance you sigh in relief as you watch two guys just carrying a tree in.     You decide to head into the dropship to check on Jasper and see how he’s doing. You make it up the ladder and your eyes land on Finn, Octavia, and Monty sitting around a light, passing around and drinking who knows what from a bottle. “Hey guys, hows Jasper been doing?” You ask as you make your way to the empty seat. “He’s stabilized, he should wake up within the next few hours, we hope.” Monty says, taking a swig and extending the bottle out to you. You grab it and attempt to sniff it before it takes over your sense of smell, whatever alcohol this once was and still is, you feel like you need it right now to help your nerves, so you take a drink and hand it to Octavia. “Where did you guys even find that?” You say scrunching up your face while the burn stays in your throat. Finn speaks up, “I found it in an old car that had been grown over in the forest, you should go explore sometime, you never know what you’ll find.” Octavia laughs at him as she takes a second swig of the drink, “As if my brother is gonna let either of us leave these walls willingly. She’ll be stuck here more than me.” You furrow your brows at her and giggle, “I guess the two of us will have to run off and explore together, I already told him I wasn’t going to stay in camp all the time, there’s too many unknown things about this place.” “Sounds like a plan,” Octavia grins at you as it’s your turn for the bottle again, you take a big gulp and as you start to hand it off, you hear Jasper speak up behind you. “Can I uh-get a hit of that?” “Jasper!” Monty says shooting up from his seat, we all follow behind. “Let’s start with the soft stuff,” Finn says, giving him some water. You’re happy that your friend is back. “Was that a dream or did I get get speared?” Jasper asks, Clarke coming up the steps answers him, “You’ll have a very impressive scar to prove it,” “My savior!” Jasper smiles at her and Clarke continues, “Thank you for not dying. I don’t think I could have taken that today.” “Well, I’ll try not to die tomorrow too if that’s cool.” Jasper says and we all laugh as he’s falling back asleep. You look around the circle and smile. Everything seemed to be falling into place but you couldn’t help but worry about Bellamy. “Well you guys, I guess I’m gonna go back to keeping my hands and head busy. Hopefully the more tents we put up, the faster we’ll get and everyone will have a bed in the next few days. Three tents down and quite a few more to go.” You say starting to make your way to the ladder. “Have fun!” Octavia tells you as you’re making your way down, you laugh in response, “You know it!” You yell back at her from the bottom.     Two more hours pass and you’ve switched off from tent to wall duty an hour ago, giving someone working on the wall an easier job to do. You guess its about 5 in the afternoon and Bellamy is still not back yet, the sun will be going down in a few hours and the worry is really starting to set in more and more, along with hunger. You ignore both and keep working, carrying trees and logs around, trying to make the most of the rest of the sunlight and your dying energy.     You decide a little while later to take a water break, confirming with Clarke that it’s actually 6 and no one is still back yet from the hunting trip. Only a little bit of sunlight remains so you decide to start up the fire and sit beside it, calling it a day. Octavia comes up beside you, bottle in hand as she nudges you with it. She sits down after you grab it from her and puts her arm around your shoulders. “Hey, I’m worried with you, Bellamy will be back, Atom too. Maybe they just haven’t found anything?” She says trying to lighten the mood while you take a drink. Suddenly you both look up as you hear a horn in the distance, “That can’t be good,” you stand up, going to the entrance and looking out, seeing a yellow fog rolling in from the forest. “Uh-guys?! Everybody needs to get into the dropship now, that looks dangerous!” You yell to everyone that can hear you and it starts a stampede to get inside, you end up in the back of the group as the fog comes in closer, burning your nose and throat  from breathing it as you’re making your way in and closing the door behind you. “What the hell was that?!” Octavia asks, you respond coughing, “I don’t know but there’s no way that can be safe. I need water if anyone has some, please?” You get handed a bottle from a random person and you drink enough to soothe your throat. You hand them back the bottle, thanking them as you sit down on the floor. “We need to stay in here until it clears, hopefully anyone outside of the walls found shelter in time. Who knows what that could do to us if just breathing it in for a few seconds burns.” You hope that everyone heard and listens, for now you decide to lean your head against the wall and rest, debating the remainder of the bottle of liquor so maybe you could sleep until Bellamy gets back. Minutes pass and you begin drifting off anyway, as everyone settles in so you hand the bottle to Octavia, “I’m gonna attempt to sleep. Wake me when the fog clears or when he’s back, whichever comes first.” You say sleepily and lay your head on the floor next to her, hoping to wake up to a better day.

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Hey guess what?

I’m done with part three! I’m still in my mind funk so it’s probably not the best but I feel like I’m less disappointing! I’m editing it now and checking for spelling errors and all that junk, I’ll have it up tonight and I’ll try to start on part four once I come back from the rave I’m going to on Saturday night. I think that’ll help me clear my head to just get away from work and home for at least Saturday and Sunday. Fingers crossed!!! because I feel like shit for taking this long for just part three and I hate to disappoint anyone.

Let me know your thoughts after I post it! Any kind of writers block advice will also be greatly apriciated! Sorry again and thank you for the ones sitting through my unintentional hiatus.

Also!!!! I have a name for the fic! I may not stick with it because I’m hella indecisive but for right now ‘A New Beginning’ is the name, I’m gonna go back and tag the first two parts and anything to do with it so you can find it in one place on my blog!

~Kat

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Why did you stop writing for so long? You’re an amazing writer so I just wanted to know why.

Thank you so much and I’m sorry for taking so long to respond! I’ve just had a lot of stress from my job and if I’ve not been working, I’ve been sleeping all day. It’s been taking a toll on me but I’m feeling better as of late. Working on finishing up part three and hopefully !!fingers crossed!! if more stuff doesn’t pile up on me again it should be out in a few days! :) I just hope that after all this waiting, part three doesn’t disappoint and I’ll go straight to working on part four!

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I finished season 5 of The 100 today.

Holy fucking shit. I don’t exactly know how to feel but I’m so fucking excited for season 6. I love this show so much!!!  Spoiler alert, I’m gonna talk about some things: don’t hit keep reading if you don’t want the spoilers. Hopefully it wont still show on my blog without having to hit it so I don’t ruin it for anyone.Thanks! 

Message me if you would like to talk about the show and hopefully I’ll see it. I haven’t really been on Tumblr much, because I’m going through some shit and work has me over stressed but I PROMISE I’ll be back into posting and writing soon. I might start doing these little posts while season six is coming out to try and throw myself into the fandom a bit more and state my opinion on things, dunno yet, also, just to be cheesy; Until we meet again. <3

Okay so I’m crying. Literally started bawling. First, THEY NAMED HIM AFTER JASPER AND GOD DAMN IF THAT ISN’T SO PURE, MY HEART HURTS AND IS SO HAPPY AND I FEEL LIKE I’M GONNA KEEP CRYING. 

Second, I’m sad to see Monty and Harper go but I feel like their characters were so great and there was no better way for them to go. 

Third, I still don’t like Bellarke and even though I didn’t really support Becho to start with, towards the end of the season my hate for Clarke has grown, although when I first started watching the show she was one of my favorites. 

Fourth, I root for Becho all the way now, I guess. I know that in the books, even though I haven’t read them yet, Bellarke is cannon and live happily ever after. I feel like, within the show their relationship is obviously strong, but maybe friendship is the place to stay for them?? That potentially an actual relationship could fuck a lot of things up, and that things just wouldn’t work how everyone hopes. Now, obviously I love Bellamy so I just want the best for my favorite character and maybe the writers will prove me wrong and make it work. 

I just DON’T WANT THEM TO MAKE IT CANNON ONLY BECAUSE OF THE PRESSURE FOR IT FROM FANS. Hell, maybe Bellamy will end up with someone completely different than Echo or Clarke, maybe no one at all once it comes to an end. They are obviously doing their own thing, doing a damn good job of it and I think that whatever decision they make with that, will make sense.

Fifth, after some thinking I had to come back because I have to say it, scream it to the skies because I full-heartedly believe that MURPHY AND RAVEN DESERVE BETTER!!!!!! LET THEM HAVE MORE HAPPINESS THEY’VE BOTH SUFFERED SO MUCH AND THEY’RE SOME OF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS AND DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!! AHHH

Opinions to be continued, in season six. 

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Part Two of my still unnamed Bellamy x Reader fic. Edit: Part Two of A New Beginning

Authors note: I hope you guys enjoy, I feel like it took forever because I lost motivation about halfway through. (Already, I know...my brain hates me, I swear) But I think once I have some free days off of work I’ll have more writing motivation! I already started on part three today, which means a name is coming soon! 

Warnings; Swearing? Do I need to include a warning for this? Someone tell me please!

Enjoy!  :3      ~Kat

    “Aw, look at the love birds, finally awake from keeping each other up late last night, if you know what I mean” Murphy says, laughing to his group of idiots. They start whistling and laughing along, your cheeks turn red and you throw a rock on the ground at Murphy’s feet. “Shut it Murphy, you’re just jealous that someone is happy with someone else, and getting laid” Bellamy says as he stands up, extending his arm to help you. Your face feeling hot, not exactly embarrassed but surprised that he kind of announced it to everyone. “After what I saw on the Ark from you two, I’m just glad you didn’t jump onto each other as soon as we landed.” You chuckled at that, remembering you two getting caught at least three different times, just by Murphy roaming the Ark mindlessly. “Well, if you didn’t roam empty halls and rooms so much you wouldn’t have seen a thing,” you shrugged at him, rolling your eyes.

    “Alright, enough of that. We need to start making this an actual camp,” Bellamy speaks up “I need everyone to start gathering any scraps they can find that might have fallen off the dropship in landing, got that?” Murphy nods, turning around with his group and walking away. “And that leaves us with what to do exactly?” You look up at him. “Us? Well, we can do anything you want us to do while we wait for food.” He looks back with a glisten in his eye. You think. “Anything?” You look at him with furrowed brows. “Anything at all, and I think I just wanna make up for lost time. All the time between visit days. Or the times you could only see Octavia once she was locked up. The time between the last visit months ago and yesterday. I want to just sit alone and talk like old times.” He smiles at you, grabbing your hand and leading you to the dropship, going to the upper level, telling anyone in there to get out and shutting the door behind them “Now, we’re alone. We can talk all you want.” Bellamy says, ready to pour out all of the stories he’s bottled up. 

    At least two hours pass, listening to Bellamy tell you about all the days you missed while locked up. Being a janitor for about half the time you were gone left him with not much other than the obvious to say about what he was doing, besides cleaning, but about other people. How he stayed to himself after Octavia was found and their mother floated, and how he learned to watch people, study them and try to figure out why they did what they do and just try to connect from a distance. “And then towards the end at the Ark, I was told about how they would send all of you, the 100 prisoners under the age of 18 to the earth. And now we’re here.” You were just playing with his hands, so happy to just listen to him talk forever. And you kiss him gently, slowly leaning back again. “Okay. How did you get here though, Bellamy. That makes no sense still, you haven’t told me how you got on the ship?” You look into his eyes for an answer and he just looks down. “(Y/N), I still can’t tell you. I haven’t exactly come to terms with it myself but I promise you, you will be the first I tell.” You feel kind of disappointed, but you trust in his judgment of waiting. “Okay, I can wait. But only for you Bellamy Blake.” You smirk at him and kiss him deeply, wrapping your arms around his neck and running your fingers through his hair. He takes off his shirt, throwing it to the side as he grabs your hips, pulling you onto his lap. Your legs on either side of him as the kiss gets more intense. You bite his bottom lip before he can get your shirt from over your head. “Aren’t you a little ready to go this early in the morning, you must have really missed me,” you giggle.

    As you both start kissing again, you hear an argument from outside. Bellamy pulls away, rolling his eyes, “I better go take care of this, if you want to go outside you can.” He kisses you on the nose before you get up, pulling your tank top back down to at least cover your chest. “Bellamy here to save the day again!” You joke to him while following down the ladder, watching his shirtless body move through the make-shift curtains covering the front of the ship. You follow behind as he confronts Wells and Adam, fighting over...clothes? You guessed from the two that died from the landing. You kiss Bellamy one last time, in front of everyone as you walk off, hoping you can be of assistance somewhere else, until you all hear a scream. “What is it now?” You mutter to yourself, following everyone to where it came from.

    Murphy was holding a girl over the fire, you watch the terror on her face as Murphy explains his actions. “We want the Ark to think the earth is killing us, right? Figured it would look better if we suffer a little bit first.” Murphy gets cut off from Wells running to him and pushing him away from the girl. Before you know it they’re beating the shit out of each other as everyone is roaring around you, yelling at them to fight. ‘What good does that do if they’re already fighting, idiots?’ You think to yourself, seeing things like that in old movies and now in person, you still don’t understand the point of yelling ‘fight’ when it’s already started. Murphy yells that he’s going to kill him and pulls out a knife, you watch as Bellamy comes between them, throwing a knife to Wells on the ground. You wonder where the hell Bellamy got a knife but you just assume that must have been what he did when he went off last night. Wells takes over the fight, holding the knife to Murphy’s neck. You hold your breathe, wondering if he actually had the balls to do it. “Wells!” You hear from the forest, everyone turns their heads to see Clarke and the others coming back. “Octavia!” You and Bellamy both yell, you run to your injured friend, getting on one side of her and helping Monty “What the hell happened out there, are you alright?” You asked her, looking at the gashes in her leg. “Yeah” she says reassuring us, “Where’s the food?” Bellamy speaks up to Clarke and Finn. They didn’t make it to Mount Weather, “greatttt, we’re all going to starve” you thought to yourself. Then Clarke grabs your attention, explaining that they were attacked, there are others on earth and they’re out to get us. “Even better,” you exclaimed, rolling your eyes, “I wonder if the starvation or the grounders are gonna kill us first.” Clarke ignored you, going on “The good news is, that means we can survive, radiation won’t kill us.” You look around the group for a second. “Where’s Jasper?” You panicked a little, just now realizing he was gone. “Jasper was hit, they took him.” Clarke looks down. You look at Monty but he just keeps looking at the ground. “Where’s your wristband?” Clarke questions Wells, you hadn’t noticed it was missing. There’s no way he took that off voluntarily. You wonder what you missed as Wells tells Clarke to “ask Bellamy.” You look at him confused. “How many?” She barks back. “24 and counting,” Murphy exclaims. She starts off again, claiming that letting everyone die on the Ark would kill us, you just look to the side, kinda sick of hearing it again. You know better than that. We can make it. Bellamy starts with one of his motivational speeches, leaving you wondering how he always knows what to say when everyone else needs to hear it. You watch as Clarke takes off angry, Monty following. You grab Bellamy’s hand and nod towards them, “I’m gonna go see what they’re up to, you take care of Octavia, okay?” He just nods and kisses you before you take off behind them, determined to get Jasper back, dead or alive.

    You catch up with them, giving Monty a side hug. “We’ll get him back, okay?” You look at him for reassurance. “We’re leaving soon. We need to get a group together and then go.” He says and looks at you, worried. “The sooner the better, and I’m in.” You say as Bellamy comes up behind you. “No you’re not, I’ll go instead. We need to start building a wall around camp now that we know it’s not safe.” You give him a dirty look from over your shoulder “I’m going either way, Jasper is like family. I have to.” You cross your arms as Clarke talks. “Bellamy, I hear you have a gun. We need you, and Monty, you’re not going. You’re too important, you were raised on farm station and what you know will keep us all alive, we can’t risk you getting hurt.” You look at Monty, he looks disappointed as she says that, you know it’s the truth though, no matter how much he wants to get Jasper.

    Within a few minutes, everyone is getting ready to leave. You, Bellamy, Murphy, Wells, and Clarke. “Since when are we in the rescuing business?” Murphy says looking at Clarke and Wells ahead of us. “The Ark thinks the prince is dead, and if they think the princess is too, they’ll never come down. I’m getting that wristband, even if I have to cut off her hand to do it.” Bellamy states, you look at him with an eyebrow raised, “So that’s why he’s magically missing his wristband and you disappeared last night. I don’t care if you like me getting involved or not, I’d like to help you with that.” You say hoping he’ll agree to let you. “Fine, we need to be quick about this though, she’s gonna put up a fight.” He says as he takes out his gun and quickens his pace until we all catch up to them. “What’s the rush? You don’t live a spear to the heart.” That hurt a little hearing him say it, but you know he only said it to make her angry. “Put the gun away, Bellamy,” Wells barks at him, and Murphy pushes Wells away from him, “Why don’t you do something about it?” Clarke interjects, “Jasper screamed when they moved him, if the spear struck his heart he would’ve died instantly, doesn’t mean we have time to waste.” You sigh in slight relief as you grab her wrist “As soon as you take this wristband off, we can go,” you smirk at her as she pulls her arm back. “The only way the Ark is gonna think I’m dead, is if I’m dead, got it?” She says as she glares in your eyes. “I’ll take that as a challenge, princess” you say backing away from her. “Hey, why don’t you find your own nickname?” You hear a voice behind you say, turning around to see Finn “You call this a rescue party? We need to split up, cover more ground. Clarke, come with me.” He walks past you and they go off by themselves. “Lover boy here to save the day. I guess we split up. I’ll go with Wells, (Y/N), you go with Murphy.” Bellamy looks at you for reassurance, you smile at him and lean up to kiss his cheek. “Got it, We’ll be safe. Enough to live at least.” You chuckle as you turn to Murphy, “Come on, let’s go find Jasper!” You walk past him and lead the way, watching the other two groups from afar. 

    You all eventually catch back up, you observe as Finn is watching the ground and surroundings, looking for any signs. “How do we know this is the right way?” You complain, feeling lost. Bellamy scoffs, “We don’t, spacewalker here thinks he’s a tracker,” Then Wells speaks up, “It’s called ‘cutting sign.’ Fourth-year earth skills. He’s good.” “You guys wanna keep it down or should I paint a target on your backs?” Finn says, focusing on something. He stops at a broken branch and a rock with blood on it. In the distance you all hear a noise. “What the hell was that?” You say uncomfortably. “Now would be a good time to take out that gun,” Clarke says as we follow Finn to the source of the noise. You enter a clearing as you see a giant tree, Jasper bloody and strung up into it. “Jasper!” You run towards him, confused but happy your friend is alive. You hear a crack under your feet and you fall, quickly Clarke grabs your arm as you look down at wooden spikes below you. “(Y/N)! Hey, get her up, come on,” you hear Bellamy yell as you see him and the others come to help. “You okay?” He asks you, pulling you on your feet and off the ground. “Yeah, I’m good.” You nod your head, wondering what the hell just happened. Finn offers to cut the vines, demanding Murphy to go with him and Wells to ‘watch’ you and Bellamy. As if you would do anything while your friend is in danger. “There’s a poultice on his wound.” Clarke states, Wells responds, “Medicine? Why would they save his life to just string him up as live bait?” “Maybe what they’re trying to catch likes it’s dinner to be breathing,” Bellamy says. “Maybe what they’re trying to catch is us” You say, looking at him, worried. As Finn climbs the tree and starts cutting Jasper down, you watch at how weak your friend is. Hoping that he’ll recover. “Be careful,” you say as you hear a noise, “What the hell is it this time?” You look around, waiting to take a spear to your chest like your friend. You turn to see a giant black...panther? running towards you at full speed. “Bellamy, gun,” your voice shakes as fear comes out. Wells jumps in front of you, shooting at the panther. You wonder how the fuck he got it from Bellamy, but you don’t care as the panther circles around in the tall grass around you and the group. It lunges at Bellamy and your heart almost stops, but Wells shoots it down just in time. “Bellamy, holy shit!” You run next to him, looking down at the massive creature on the ground. All you can do in that moment is wrap your arms around him. He kisses your head and puts his arms around you. “It’s okay, (Y/N).” Bellamy says reassuringly. “Let’s get dinner and Jasper back to camp.” You nod your head as you let go.

    Eventually, you all trek back to camp, Wells and Finn carrying Jasper while Bellamy and Murphy are carrying the panther. Your stomach growls at the thought of eating actual food. You stay by Bellamy’s side for the rest of the night, learning that we’re going to start making tents in the morning. Tents. Eventually with beds. Anything sounded better than sleeping on the ground or the floor of the dropship. As the meat is finished cooking, you and Bellamy get your pieces and go off to eat alone. Watching from a distance, as others sacrifice their wristbands for a piece, per Murphy’s reinforcement. “You know you could’ve gotten hurt today,” Bellamy turns and looks at you with his brows furrowed. “And you could’ve too. I’m not going to stay in camp all the time. I know that’s what you want me to do but there’s so much out there. Even if it’s a little at a time, I want to see it. I feel like I have to. I made it out of that cell alive and I don’t want to board myself up here because of the fear of grounders or animals.” You look into his eyes with certainty. “I love you Bellamy, please don’t think I’m just trying to do the opposite of what you want, because I’m not. I will stay behind when I need to but you need to stay safe too. You can’t risk your life every chance you get, okay?” You put your hand on top of his as you smile. He smiles back at you and scoffs, “So neither of us need to be dumb, is that what you’re saying?” You laugh at him, nudging him with your shoulder as you start eating your food. “I’ll take that as a yes. I love you too, (Y/N). I’ll try not to be too dumb for you.” Bellamy says and starts eating his food as well. You two continue to watch the others while you finish, you kiss him and stand up as he pulls you back down onto his lap, wrapping his arms around you into a hug. You sit there enjoying his warmth and company for who knows how long until you realize that you never saw Octavia getting food. “I don’t think your sister has been here to get food yet, I’m sure she’s hungry and I’ve been watching..out of everyone who’s came to the fire, she isn’t one of them.” You say with worry. “I’m gonna go find her and let her know there’s still some left in case she just didn’t know. I’ll be back, (Y/N).” Bellamy says as you both get up. “I think I’m gonna go check on Jasper while you go. I’ll be in the dropship, okay? Let me know when you’re back from finding her” You pull him to you and kiss him. “Be safe” You say to him as you walk away. “I will,” he replies and smiles at you.

    You go to the top level where Jasper was being watched over. Your friend looked awful and you didn’t know how to deal with it. “I’ll take over from here, you go get some food and some rest” you say to Monty, who’s been by his side nonstop since you came back earlier. “Are you sure?” Monty looks at you worried, “He’s safe with me, you can come back and rest here once you get food if you’d like, I’ll sit with him for a little while.” You smile at him reassuringly as he eventually heads down the steps. “Jasper, you can do this. I know you’re strong enough to make it.” You say to what seems like only yourself, hoping his sleeping body can hear you.

    Soon enough, Monty comes back and tries to make himself comfortable in the floor. He speaks up, “Bellamy was asking for you, I told him you were here, just let me know before you leave, okay?” “I’m not leaving soon, Monty. I promise I’ll let you know. Just sleep buddy.” You look at him with heavy eyelids of your own. Knowing sleep will not come to you for a little while longer. You try to wipe the blood away from Jasper’s face without waking him, but his body winces in pain so you just stop, laying your head against the floor near him. You drift away and next thing you know, you’re jolted awake by Jasper screaming in pain. You sit up quickly as you see Clarke is next to him, checking on his wound. Finn is also there as well as Monty, you cover your head with a sheet that’s been put over you and you turn the other way, smiling a tad, knowing that he’s in good hands and that Clarke will help him get better. You drift back to sleep for a little while longer, dreaming of exploring the world around you.

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I loved reading your Bellamy fic!!

Yay! I’m glad! Part two is coming soon! It’s taking me a bit longer but I should get it out in the next few days! :) <3

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Bellamy for science Blake in 4x08 

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That Bellamy x Reader fic that I can’t think of a name for yet. Edit: Part One of A New Beginning

Okay, Hi! Authors note here. I can’t promise this is the best, but if you read it and enjoyed, please let me know! It will definitely give me motivation to write more. :)

I haven’t posted something like this before so I guess I need to do warnings? 

Warnings; smut (I need to bathe in holy water) and I guess, cursing?

Also, P.S. I did take like two scenes almost exactly from the first episode, not just bringing mention to them... I don’t plan on doing it much more, as I don’t feel it’s necessary, but I felt like the scenes kinda needed to be put in exactly, if that makes sense? And I don’t plan on following the show to a T either, so if you wouldn’t want that, don’t worry, I want this to stray from the original more than it already would just for being a fan fic. And lastly and randomly, I’m enjoying the fact that you can search for gifs to put in your posts? That’s so handy.

Okay, over and out. I hope you enjoy!    ~Kat

    You sit in your room. Your cell. Same as you have every day for the past two years. You just recently turned 17. Hoping that somehow, another year wouldn’t pass in here and you would be shot into space, not even given a chance to have a life. Then, the door was barged open and guards shot inside. You hadn’t done anything. “What the hell is going on!?” You yelled as you fought with them, trying to make you put a wristband on; you start loosing consciousness after you punch a guard in the face.

    Next thing you know, you’re opening your groggy eyes, strapped in a seat surrounded by other kids, ones you remember seeing as you were growing up, in school, around the Ark. Before it happened. You were falling. You heard the voice of the chancellor and looked up to a tv. The ground. You were going to the damned ground. The ship was shaking violently and all you could do was shut your eyes and hope for a quick death. Before you knew it, it seemed as if you landed in one piece. Everyone started getting loud and you opened your eyes, looking around for any of your friends as you started taking off the seatbelt. You see Jasper and Monty, far from you but it gave you hope to know you weren’t here alone, even if it were only them here with you.

     All of a sudden you hear the door on the lower level open. Hoping that whatever earth now had to offer, would be better than anything on the Ark. “We’re back, bitches!” You hear a girl scream. Time to go down and see what awaits. You were the only one left up there as you assumed everyone else was already outside. You inspect the ship as you come down, alone, good. You really didn’t want to bring any sort of attention to yourself. You slowly walk towards the door. Overwhelmingly excited to be on Earth. THE Earth. You’ve heard nothing but stories your whole life but damn it, you’re here now!

    The brightness took a minute for you to adjust to. Actual sunlight. On your skin. It felt so good. The air was amazing. You could actually breathe in and out and it didn’t feel restricted. Everything felt perfect, the way it should.

    You start looking around at everyone spread out and then you see him. “Holy shit” you said to yourself as your feet took off underneath you before you could even process what was happening. “Bellamy. God. Damn. Blake, I never thought I’d lay my eyes on you ever again” You smile widely, unable to control your happiness as he turns to you. His eyes light up as he yells, “(Y/N)! Holy shit. I didn’t think you would be here, I didn’t know you were still alive!” He grabs you and hugs you tightly, god, you missed his touch. Anyone’s touch really, but Bellamy’s, it was like heaven. You raised your arm as you two stopped hugging, shaking your hand through his hair. “Today just got better than I thought it ever would” you say still so amazed and focused on his presence until you heard a voice behind you. “Get a room you two, nothing has changed in years, has it?” You turned around to see Octavia, you hugged her quickly, missing your best friend. “And it’s so good to see you. I guess my whole life is here on earth now,” you say looking at Bellamy and then nodding your head towards Jasper and Monty, as they were in their own little group a few feet away from you guys. “I think we can do this.” You say confidently.

     “We need to find Mount Weather, you heard my father’s message, it has to be our first priority” you hear Wells say. “Screw your father, you think you’re in charge here?” Octavia tells him. Then Clarke, the doctors daughter started talking, saying how we need to go or else who knows when our next meal will be. “I have a better idea,” Bellamy responds, “You two go, find it for us. Let the privileged do the hard work for a change.” He wasn’t wrong. Most of us were treated like garbage our entire lives. Yet Wells and Clarke were treated like royalty. Suddenly, Murphy comes up and tries fighting with Wells, and Finn, you think that’s his name, stops them.

   They’re all making plans to go to Mount Weather and honestly, you couldn’t give a damn less until Monty and Jasper were pulled in, then Octavia perks up to go. You walk up to the group, behind Bellamy who you already know is gonna try to protest. “Guys, just stay safe, okay?” You say trying to put your arms around your three friends. “We will” Jasper says looking down at you, smiling. “Good.” You state as you start to walk away. Wondering where to start first with our new home.

    Eventually Bellamy joins you on the log you found and claimed as a seat, grabbing you by the wrist, where the metal bracelet was placed. You hated it. No one needed to know you were alive. “You know (Y/N), if you wanted, we could get that bracelet off of you right here and now” Bellamy spoke, lifting your arm so you would look at him. “Is that possible? I mean. Without hurting my wrist too bad? I don’t want it.” You looked into his beautiful eyes, really soaking him in. “Definitely. If we could get enough people to do it, it means that the Ark won’t come down. They won’t think it’s safe,” you raised your eyebrows and stared at it. “I’m in” you said, grabbing his hand and smiling. “But Bellamy?” You ask, still confused about today, “Yeah?” He replies. “Why-no, how are you here? You aren’t a criminal and on top of that you’re 23 now, right? You would’ve been floated if you were.” You furrow your brows at him, waiting to find out what kind of miracle happened. “I can’t tell you that right now,(Y/N). I will later, I promise, but right now I just need to keep it to myself.” He says as he places a kiss on your cheek. Butterflies erupt in your stomach and your cheeks turn pink, you put your forehead to his, looking back into his eyes and smile, “Okay, fine. But you’re making it up to me later.” You say as you wink at him and kiss his cheek back, standing up and stretching. “Now, lets get this fucking bracelet off of my arm, and as many others as we can.”

    Nine others. So far you and Bellamy had convinced nine others to take off their bracelets as well. It was a start. You were the first to throw it in the fire, it stung a little but the freedom of not having it was worth it. Once you had done it, the others started to follow, one by one Murphy and Mbege helped by prying them off. Suddenly Wells approaches the fire, “What the hell are you doing?” He asks and Bellamy speaks up, “We’re liberating ourselves, what does it look like?” “It looks like you’re trying to get us all killed,” Wells says matter-of-factly “The communication system is dead. These wristbands are all we’ve got. Take them off and the Ark will think we’re dying, that it’s not safe for them to follow.” “That’s the point, chancellor, we can take care of ourselves” you speak up from behind Bellamy. “Can’t we?” Bellamy yells to the group, everyone erupting in agreement. Him taking the lead of everything was impressive, you kinda loved seeing him be this strong. Wells turns, looking around the circle, “You think this is a game? Those aren’t just our friends and our parents up there, they’re our farmers, our doctors, engineers, I don’t care what he tells you, we won’t survive here on our own. And besides, if it really is safe, how could you not want the rest of our people to come down?” Bellamy interjects, “My people already are down, those people,” he points up, you watch him getting more aggravated at Wells trying to ‘save the day’ “they locked my people up, those people killed my mother for the crime of having a second child. Your father did that.” Wells seemed taken aback, “My father didn’t write the laws,” “No, he enforced them, but not anymore. Not here. Here, there are no laws. Here, we do whatever the hell we want to, whenever the hell we want. Now, you don’t have to like it Wells, you can even try to stop it, change it, kill me. You know why? Whatever the hell we want” Bellamy says, a smile coming across his face. “Whatever the hell we want!” Murphy screams, as you and the others follow, and start repeating him. Bellamy backs away and glances at you with that shit-eating grin of his, Wells is at a loss for words. Suddenly it start pouring rain, you grab Bellamy’s hand and smile, raising your head back, facing the sky, feeling rain for the first time. “We need to collect this” Wells tells Bellamy, “Whatever the hell you want” he says back, turning to you and taking in the rain while everyone celebrated around you.

    The rain eventually dies down and you stand back and watch as more take their bracelets off. “Hey (Y/N),” Bellamy says as he comes up to you, “Would you like to go on a walk with me?” He winks and grins at you, knowing exactly what he wanted. You raise your eyebrow at him and smile, “I told you, you were making it up to me,” you giggle as you grab his hand, interlocking your fingers with his, “Lead the way, you’re in charge of everything else now.” He looked back at you, biting his lip, “I’m not exactly in charge of everything else, you know?” You rolled your eyes at him, “Sure you aren’t, that’s why I’m walking in the woods with you with no second thoughts?” Then he pushes you against a tree, putting one arm above you and one on your face, cupping your cheek. “And why would you, you’re all mine, babe,” he says as his lips crash into yours, slowly getting more aggressive. His hands start roaming all over you as your hands are around his neck. This felt so amazing. It’s been so long. You wanted him from the second you saw him outside the dropship. You needed him now. Your hands travel to the opening of his jacket, taking it off of him as quickly as you could. Then you go to the hem of his shirt, slowly raising it, feeling up his stomach and chest, running your fingers along his muscles. You two break the kiss for long enough that both of your shirts are off. His body presses closer into you, making sure you feel his bulge on your thigh. “Damn, I need him right now” you thought to yourself as you starting reaching down to the button on his pants, then the zipper. Lowering them to where you could feel him through his boxers, he moaned in your mouth at your touch, unclasping your bra as you let it fall to the ground. He quickly went to unbutton your pants, running his hand over your panties, teasing you. “God damn it Bellamy just take me already” You practically moaned into his mouth. He didn’t oblige, ripping your underwear and pants off of you he lifted you up, wrapping your legs around him and lowering you both to the ground. He ripped his boxers down as you felt his member run against you. He ran kisses down your neck, leaving hickies that he knew everyone else would see, all down your neck. Next thing you know he’s inside you. Slowly he lets himself in, whispering in your ear. “Are you ready?” You nod and with the first thrust you bite his neck, digging your nails into his back. It had been so long that you forgot how good he felt. You started to leave sloppy hickies of your own on his neck between your moans, you were already close at that point, ready to explode any second, your pitch getting higher as he let out his own orgasmic sound. “Fuck, (Y/N), that was definitely worth the wait” he kissed you sloppily and let himself up, starting to find the clothes you two had thrown everywhere. Your legs were shaky as you started to get up, you hugged him from behind. “I missed you, you know? Not just this but everything. Everything about you.” You hugged tightly then let go as you started finding the rest of the articles of clothing spread about. You started to get dressed as Bellamy grabs you by the face and kisses you with so much emotion, leaning his forehead to yours, “I missed you too. So much, you have no idea.” He kisses you again, smiling and staring into your eyes.

    You two start heading back to camp hand in hand, crazy hair and clothes lazily put on. When you got there, everyone had started to lay down and sleep, you wouldn’t mind joining yourself. “Bellamy,” you looked up into those brown eyes, “will you sleep with me tonight?” Your cheeks turning a light shade of pink. “I don’t see why not, princess” he leans down and kisses your head as you two find a place to lay. It’s not long before you start to drift, but before you do, you put Bellamy’s face in your hand, smiling at him. “Forever mine?” You ask, he chuckles and responds, “Forever yours, sweetheart. I love you, (Y/N).” Chills went down your spine, that’s the second time he’s said that. The first being right before the guards pulled you from him and threw you in your cell. “I love you too Bellamy. More than anything.” You kiss him and then drift off, smiling to yourself, laying on his chest.

    A bit later you’re stirred awake by him getting up, “Hey, where are you going?” You look at him with one eye open, he leans down and kisses you, “I’ll be back, here, take my jacket to lay on. I’ve just got something to do.” You sleepily take his jacket and curl up with it. “Be safe” You say looking up at him, “Only for you” he says, moving your hair out of your face before walking away.

    Morning comes and you feel safe, Bellamy’s arm wrapped around you as he’s spooning you. You grab his hand and kiss it, hoping not to wake him as he kisses your back, “Good morning early bird, we’ve got plenty stuff to do today.” You groan and turn on your other side to face him, kissing his nose. “Then let’s get started with you bossing everyone around,” you grin at him before sitting up, ready to see what this day brings.

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New fan fiction blog?

Hello to everyone! This is my very first time having a specific fan fiction blog and my first time trying out fan fics again after about five or six years? So right away I can’t promise anything great, but I can promise that I will be open to absolutely any constructive criticism and maybe at some point requests? I don’t know yet but it may be a future option if someone wants it.

For starters what I’m working on now is a Bellamy Blake (The 100) x Reader kinda thing? (If you couldn’t tell by the blog name) I’ve got about one chapter in now, and I’ll be posting it in a few days as I go back and edit out my own name, for ‘(y/n)’, because it’s just easier than doing it from the start, and obviously I imagine myself in it, as it’s coming from my brain, haha. I hope everyone will enjoy and that I can keep my creative juices flowing! ~Your friendly neighborhood weirdo, Kat. (not even close to my real name, but feel free to call me it because it’s all I feel comfortable sharing for now!)