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go to the end with me, my lover • Loscar

“Oscar, don’t.” Logan whispers shakily. He weakly grabs the other boy’s arm, pleading him to not face the Oppressor just to save a half-dead Logan. Instead, the Australian pushes his hand away. "You’re not going to die first, Logan. I don’t care if you’ve lost all hope or not, but life hasn’t treated you right at all, you need this just one last chance to live.” Oscar’s voice cracks as he speaks without turning back.

Word count: 2,972

Warnings: Major character death, tw blood, tw death, angst no comfort, hurt no comfort, apocalyptic au, no smut

Characters: Oscar Piastri, Logan Sargeant, Minor characters: Zhou Guanyu, Frederik Vesti, Liam Lawson

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champagne fizz • ruikasa

Tsukasa Tenma of Mclaren F1 Team gets his first pole, and he is on task to convert it to a win. His teammate and boyfriend, Rui Kamishiro, tells him if he wins they will go public, and Tsukasa tries his very best.

word count: 2219

warnings: none, its quite a happy fic

context provided in notes before

gift for @fishballnoodlestore123

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the worst thing that could possibly happen to ao3 is it being put on the app store so please stop asking for it because you don't understand what would happen if that went through. ao3's whole deal is it archives EVERYTHING, while the apple app store's whole deal is keeping everything clean and safe. so if ao3 were to have an app all of the 'bad' stuff, including nsfw in general, would have to be censored at best or would be purged at worse. the google play store is more lax but who fucking knows what GOOGLE would police if they got their hands on the archive. do not ask for an app. do not use third party apps. it's on mobile browser functioning perfectly, just fucking use that before you ruin everything for everyone please.

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bloodsucker • Loscar

2 times Oscar help Logan with his struggles of being a vampire, and 1 time Logan uses his supernatural abilities to full potential

warnings: fluff, angst blood and injuries, violence at one part

2+1 fic, with epilogue and prologue

characters: Oscar Piastri, Logan Sargeant, Minor characters: Original Unnamed Male character, Dino Beganovic, Paul Aron

No tumblr version, only on ao3

New fic just dropped! hope you guys enjoy it :))

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… my little feisty archive is back!

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“You don’t really need hair gel to look hot, you know.”

Logan’s smile turned into a smirk, as he got up on his elbows. “So you think I’m hot?”

Oscar felt his face heat up, looking away as he pressed his clammy palms on his face, as if they would make the redness disappear. He groaned, muffled and flustered. Logan laughed, leaning closer to Oscar as he sat back up fully, as Oscar mumbled, “I didn’t mean- like-”

“I didn’t know you were that in love with me, Osc,” Logan spoke in between laughters, doubling over.

Oscar knew that Logan was obviously joking, but instead of defending himself and blocking the thought, the blonde’s words wrapped around his heart, clenching it tightly as it triggered butterflies that exploded in his stomach.

… the archive, oh my feisty little website. it is down, so I decided to post a little snippet of Bloodsucker aka my fluff/angst sfw loscar vampire au for the community <3 I hope u like it! full version will be up once AO3 is back again :)

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@solitaire-enthusiast didn’t tag people but i’ll continue the chain :D

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“I didn’t know you were that in love with me, Osc,” Logan spoke in between laughters, doubling over.

Yeah, maybe I am. Oscar thought. He knew that Logan was obviously joking, but instead of defending himself and blocking the thought, the blonde’s words wrapped around his heart, clenching it tightly as it triggered butterflies that exploded in his stomach.

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Oscar should have realized earlier, because he didn’t know when it was too late to find a cure. To bring his best friend back.

I think I’m writing too much Loscar, but eh. A new WIP!

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but with you, I see hope again

pairing: logan sargeant/oscar piastri

warnings: anxiety attacks

genre: angst/fluff

word count: 590

notes: hey, so this is my first official fic. I hope you enjoy it though! also on ao3

requested: no

“I’m sorry, guys.”

It was just a practice session, yet the remorse from it stung like salt to a wound for Logan.

No, the pain he felt couldn’t even be compared to salt on an open scar. It was like he had been thrown into a deep pool, and he couldn’t swim out.

P20. P20 for qualifying, and he couldn’t even improve his time with another fresh set of softs.

Logan exhaled shakily, letting the mask he put on in public drop as he slammed shut the door to his driver’s room. He wasn’t going to let the media, the fans, the haters know that he was not in his best shape at the moment.

P20. What a disgrace, only in Formula One because of backing money.

Why is he even in this sport? Latifi deserved the seat more than him.

Williams should have taken Nyck de Vries as soon as possible instead of this waste of grid space.

The echoes. Logan’s heart was racing. He inhaled deeply once more, exhaled, but as if he was drowning, the air got knocked out of his lungs immediately, but not like when he was in love.

Logan Sargeant shouldn’t deserve to race at all.

He raised his clammy fists, rubbed them on his face despite his muscles protesting, not even noticing that cold sweat was already beading at his eyebrows. He breathed loudly, fast-paced, savouring every bit of oxygen that was able to enter his lungs, which wasn’t much to him. Once again, he didn’t notice that this time, tears were already flowing down.

He let his brain then wonder to why he can’t be as good as Oscar. Oscar, who went into almost every stage of life with him. Oscar, who was always with him. Oscar, who did wonders this qualifying, being able to drive so fast he got p2 and p1 at points in time. Oscar, who he needed next to him right now, needed his embrace.

James isn’t defending you because he wants you to stay in the team, it’s because he wants to keep his reputation.

A sob tore through Logan. The echoes were getting more and more loud, more overwhelming, so loud he didn’t hear the sound of his driver’s room door clicking open, and when he did, he didn’t even bother looking up.

“Benny,” he muttered, grinning a bit, trying to find that lost mask that he had just dropped minutes ago, but not even bothering to look up.

It wasn’t Benny.

“Logan…” That voice.

A blur of orange emerged, kneeling in front of him. Logan’s cheeks were still wet with tears, tears that couldn’t seem to stop flowing.

“It’s okay, breathe, breathe” The calming voice muttered, a pair of warm yet strong arms enveloping Logan’s body. Another sob, and another, as Oscar ran his hands through Logan’s hair softly, in a way that did help Logan feel better, but he was still trembling.

“Logan, it’s okay. It’s okay. James isn’t going to get you replaced, it’s okay.” Oscar whispered into Logan’s ear, pressing a soft kiss to Logan’s temple, in hopes of calming him down. His slate nomex was being stained by Logan’s tears, but he didn’t seem too bothered by it.

Oscar’s warmth was comforting, comforting enough to slow down Logan’s hyperventilation. He held Oscar tighter, burying his face into the brunette’s neck. His tears lessened, as Oscar pressed his lips onto Logan’s messy blonde hair.

“It’s okay” Oscar whispered. Logan knew it would be, as long as the two of them were together.

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