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We'll always have Paris

That's what Alex said

I guess so

It hurts.......

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Broken (Heartbroken)

Gave it my all

Loved

&

Lost

Soooo much

Ignored my intuition

The Holy Spirit

Endured it ALL

Had to face reality

Remember who I was and what I wanted and needed

Walked away

Reclaimed myself, my mind, my heart, my body, my TIME

Got off the wheel, told the director

Bowed out gracefully. With needs, honouring my feelings and desires.

Started to consider and reconsider my experience

Re-envisoned love, my kind of love

Started to tell, share my experience

Arriving at my truths, my conclusions and acceptance - with tears

I am stronger

Sigh

Grieving is tough. Grieving someone who is still alive is tough.

Tomorrow is a special day

Xx

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Maybe you're not lazy. Maybe you're burnt out. Maybe you're not "too sensitive." Maybe you're just in tune with yourself. Maybe it's not failure. Maybe it's your nervous system begging for care. You’re not weak for struggling. You’re human for feeling. Stop calling yourself names for symptoms that have names. This world is heavy. Be gentle with yourself.

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“In an old house in Paris that was covered in vines, lived twelve little girls in two straight lines …”

Madeline - Il diavoletto della scuola

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afternoon light and books, my 2 great loves

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The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding. Proverbs 9:10

Fear of the Lord is to place God in the highest position of reverence. To revere  God and to humble yourself before Him are the best ways to gain wisdom, which means, God becomes the centre of your life. In Him is the wisdom to help us make the right decisions each day of our lives and avoid unnecessary pitfalls that cause us heartaches and untold misery.

Prayer: Lord, we lack the wisdom and understanding we need to face the world. Please teach us the fear of the LORD, that we might shun evil and gain a heart of understanding. In Jesus’ Name. Amen

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April Affirmations: I forgive the versions of me that didn’t know better. I forgive the versions of me that knew better, but were just trying to survive.

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“God has made everything beautiful in its time.” Ecclesiastes 3:11

The seasons of life include both good times and bad times. We go through mountains and valleys, troubled waters and still waters. Life is a combination of seasons.

If you are living under the will of God, all these life experiences have  purpose and meaning in your life.

Today, many things in your life may seem to be in a mess-Your finances, your marriage, your children, your future. But if you give Jesus all the broken pieces, He can make all these things beautiful in its time. All you need to do is, wait for it in faith and expectancy.

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oak tree =  strength, stability, and endurance things you want in a marriage