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Release

If I could fill the sea with my tears, I would. If I could fill the world with my anger I would. But as I stare on my ceiling, thinking of everything that was wrong in my life, I felt numb.  And as numbness wear on, tears form in my eyea and slowly rolled down my cheeks. Why am I not loved? Why is everyone mad at me? Why does everything I do offend people? Why do I even exist?  I felt a shadow of…

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Beyond the Veil

People always liked me for my smiles, my jovial personality, my hyperactivity and overall charming senses. But people don’t realize that deep behind those smiles were sadness and dark thoughts.  People who knew me well would know that I often cry alone. My sensitivity can easily be triggered and a feeling of self-worthlessness would overcome. Some people would tease me mercilessly, and I would…

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“Ang sabi nila, walang ibang magagawa Kung ang puso’y lubhang nasaktan. Ang sabi nila, nananatiling paraan Ang matutong muling magsimula.” – Ang Sabi Nila, Mula sa Buwan (2017) Sa paglalim ng gabi, unti-unting binabalot ng dilim ang aking isipan. Isa-isa kong naalala ang masakit na kahapon na tila kinakain ako ng hapdi at kirot. Sabi nila, kailangang matutong magsimula. Ngunit paano magsisimula…

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Hi, Boracay! I miss you po. #boracay #Ineedanotherbreak

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So I experienced one of the best nights of my life. Having seen Bituin Escalante perform with Raddha and Frenchie Dy was heart stopping. But seeing them backstage was more overwhelming. I usually dont cry when meeting artists, even those I actually like. But their great voices, and greater personalities just sparked something in me and I couldn't help but let the tear ducts open and let it flow. It was quite embarrassing as you can imagine, but it was also due to that almost breakdown that I wont ever forget the experience, especially when Ms. Bituin just went into acting with me. And when she sang that song that had me crying and crying and crying since it was released was so amazing, I can't actually find the right adjective for this. So basically, what I'm trying to say is thank you to my great friend @iamlee1116 for being such a generous friend to let me experience that backstage moment with them. #TheBigBigShowAgain was really really worth the money and the experience. (at The Theatre At Solaire)

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#bingsu (at Hobing Korean Dessert)

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May batang nagutom, kaya nag #bonchonph #koreanbeefstew (at BONCHON Chicken, SM Manila)

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Words to live by from #TheHandmaisTale by #MargaretAtwood #oursharedshelf

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Ilabas ang speedboat, sasakay ako. Charot. Salamat @ohannegaling #coastboracay (at Boracay Philippines)

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Out with the #cousins #familynightout (at Starbucks Philippines)

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The non-seafood dinner with @patty_pull #arcayard #foodporn #foodie (at Arca Yard)

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Someone tested her balance, realized that she actually can lol Thanks, every trusted friend @ohannegaling #paddleboat #boracay (at Boracay Philippines)

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I would have written your name, but mine would always be better than hers. #anodaw #boracay

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If I could take Ariel's place and be a mermaid, I would. #beach #boracay (at Boracay Philippines)

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Real #bareface #selfie

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#ubechamporado @chachasboracay is LIFE #foodporn #food #chachasboracay #mobilephotography (at Chacha's Beach Cafe, Boracay, Aklan)

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See the line where the sky meets the sea, it calls me! #moana #boracay #mobilephotography #naturephotography #lgg4 (at Boracay Philippines)