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SECRETS, LIES AND CONFESSIONS SENTENCE QUOTES. a collection of sentences and quotes found on goodreads with the key words of: secrets, lies and confessions. you can change pronouns, locations, name and anything else you see fit.

SECRETS 

“Three may keep a secret, if two of them are dead.”

“If you want to keep a secret, you must also hide it from yourself.”

“Your visions will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.”

“I want to be with those who know secret things or else alone.”

“I'd learned that some things are best kept secret.”

“The more you leave out, the more you highlight what you leave in.”

“I thought about how there are two types of secrets: the kind you want to keep in, and the kind you don't dare to let out.”

“A good friend keeps your secrets for you. A best friend helps you keep your own secrets.”

“Lies and secrets, Tessa, they are like a cancer in the soul. They eat away what is good and leave only destruction behind.”

“Man is not what he thinks he is, he is what he hides.”

“A picture is a secret about a secret, the more it tells you the less you know.”

“Never hide things from hardcore thinkers. They get more aggravated, more provoked by confusion than the most painful truths.”

“Word spread because word will spread. Stories and secrets fight, stories win, shed new secrets, which new stories fight, and on.”

“With a secret like that, at some point the secret itself becomes irrelevant. The fact that you kept it does not.”

“A secret's worth depends on the people from whom it must be kept.”

“Sometimes, the biggest secrets you can only tell a stranger.”

“The best way of keeping a secret is to pretend there isn't one.”

“I never lie," I said offhand. "At least not to those I don't love.”

“When I like people immensely I never tell their names to anyone. It is like surrendering a part of them. I have grown to love secrecy.”

“I've learned that we're all entitled to have our secrets.”

“I feel bare. I didn't realize I wore my secrets as armor until they were gone and now everyone sees me as I really am.”

“Don't trust people who tell you other people's secrets.”

“Everybody sees me as this sullen and insecure little thing. Those are just the sides of me that I feel necessary to show because no one else seems to be showing them.”

“People are secretive when they have secrets.”

“If I maintain my silence about my secret it is my prisoner...if I let it slip from my tongue, I am ITS prisoner.”

“You cannot let your parents anywhere near your real humiliations.”

“Everybody has scars, and every scar has a story. Especially the ones you don’t see. Those go deeper. And cause more damage.”

“Sometimes, loyalty gets in the way of what you want to do. Sometimes, it’s not your secret to tell.”

“It was almost comforting, this mutual acceptance of our secrets.”

“Don't you ever want to have just one thing that no one else knows about, so no one can ruin it for you?”

“I choose to love you in silence, for in silence I find no rejection.

I choose to love you in loneliness, for in loneliness no one owns you but me.

I choose to hold you in my dreams, for in my dreams you have no end.”

“All the secrets of the world worth knowing are hiding in plain sight.”

“This is what happens. You tell your friends your most personal secrets, and they use them against you.”

“Lies don't end relationships the truth does.”

“Books let us into their souls and lay open to us the secrets of our own."

“The Universe doesn't like secrets. It conspires to reveal the truth, to lead you to it.”

“What you didn't tell someone was just as debilitating as what you did.”

“I prefer death to dishonor for me and my child.”

“Elizabeth felt as if every cell in her body was aflame with desire.��

“Aye. I’m afraid for my immortal soul now.”

“But some secrets are too delicious not to share.”

“I know a secret,and secrets breed paranoia.”

“Some secrets are meant to be known- but once known you can never forget them.”

“The story of my family. . .changes with the teller.”

CONFESSIONS

“To fall in love with God is the greatest romance; to seek him the greatest adventure; to find him, the greatest human achievement.”

"That's why I haven't said it. It's not the right word for you and what I feel for you."

"Shut up. If you care about me at all, you'll just shut up and go away."

"I've been loved before--by Corinne, by other women...But what the hell do they know about me? What the hell are they in love with when they don't know how fucked up I am? If that's love, it's nothing compared to what I feel for you.”

“Everyone has two memories. The one you can tell and the one that is stuck to the underside of that, the dark, tarry smear of what happened.”

“You're the most annoying girl on the planet. You make me want to throw myself off a bridge. And, unfortunately, I am one hundred percent, head-over-heels, crazy in love with you.”

“They always say they didn't. I never heard of one who said, 'You know, I deserve this.' Never happens.”

“It’s inevitable. But we pretend it isn’t until that point where we can’t deny it anymore. Then we begin to repent.”

“No! We repent for the opportunities that we missed. The doors we should have walked through.”

“We make the choice . . . and then the choice makes us”

“I thought I understood what was best. I knew too little and believed too soon.”

“after the words were out, I felt... lighter.”

"Confession: if you gave me the chance, I'd love you until forever."

“Late have I loved you, O beauty ever ancient, ever new, late have I loved you!”

“If no one is perfect in this world, then it would be foolish of you to confess your sins to anyone. Unless you feel they must be perfect in the first place!”

“It's an easy thing to confess one's faults. But what dusk is deep enough to hide one's virtues?”

“When I pulled you on top of me and, you know, gazed dreamily into your eyes and said I liked you, I did not mean as friends. Obviously.”

“Loving you is like breathing. It’s impossible for me to stop.”

“For the same reason I can’t cast a spell to make your eyes green. You can’t create what already is. I was in love with you before that.”

“The one sincere confession is the one we make indirectly - when we talk about other people.”

“Memories remains about you always within my heart.”

“Your beauty. is impossible to define. Maybe divine?”

"I enjoy a good blurting out of secrets as much as the next person.”

“When you fight evil with evil, the outcome is certain: evil will win”

“I tried to unlove you, i failed”

“I must confess that... the most wasted of all days is the day that does not bring you.”

“Without confession, there is no cleansing.”

“i just want to be honest about my feelings without destroying everything.”

“Sometimes you feel alone because, like you, others aren't so ready to confess their shortcomings and struggles.”

“I’m a fixer, Allie. Taking care of others is what I do. I don’t know how to turn it off.”

“I want to hear you say those words again. If you do, I won't hold my feelings anymore. I might hug you or kiss you.”

“Yes, I’ve killed! I’ve killed as indiscriminately as God! And yes, I will kill again. I must.”

“Self-destruction is inevitable because existence is a full-time job.”

“Words are confessions of your actions. Choose them wisely.”

LIES

“If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything.”

“I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you.”

“The reason I talk to myself is because I’m the only one whose answers I accept.”

“I lie to myself all the time. But I never believe me.”

“It is amazing how complete is the delusion that beauty is goodness.”

“There are three types of lies -- lies, damn lies, and statistics.”

“A truth that's told with bad intent, Beats all the lies you can invent.”

“It is better to offer no excuse than a bad one.”

“If you tell a big enough lie and tell it frequently enough, it will be believed.”

“If you tell a big enough lie and tell it frequently enough, it will be believed.”

“Lies and secrets, Tessa, they are like a cancer in the soul. They eat away what is good and leave only destruction behind.”

“It is an occupational hazard that anyone who has spent her life learning how to lie eventually becomes bad at telling the truth.”

“Man is not what he thinks he is, he is what he hides.”

“Lies require commitment.”

“Things come apart so easily when they have been held together with lies.”

“History is a set of lies agreed upon.”

“The best lies about me are the ones I told.”

“Oh, what a tangled web we weave...when first we practice to deceive.”

“Oh, don't cry, I'm so sorry I cheated so much, but that's the way things are.”

“Nothing is ever certain.”

“Ask me no questions, and I'll tell you no fibs.”

“Anyone who believes what a cat tells him deserves all he gets.”

“A thing may happen and be a total lie; another thing may not happen and be truer than the truth.”

“Better to get hurt by the truth than comforted with a lie.”

“I have a higher and grander standard of principle than George Washington. He could not lie; I can, but I won't.”

“The visionary lies to himself, the liar only to others.”

“We're all islands shouting lies to each other across seas of misunderstanding.”

“Lying is done with words, and also with silence.”

“There are few reasons for telling the truth, but for lying the number is infinite.”

“The only thing more frustrating than slanderers is those foolish enough to listen to them.”

“Always sleep with one eye open. Never take anything for granted. Your best friends might just be your enemies.”

“I guess sometimes you have to lie to find the truth.”

“The cruelest lies are often told in silence.”

“The truth is messy. It's raw and uncomfortable. You can't blame people for preferring lies.”

“When no one you know tells the truth, you learn to see under the surface.”

“A half-truth is the most cowardly of lies.”

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A LOUD AND DEFIANT GROAN escapes the young prince. With fistfuls of his duvet in his grasp, Daemon turns on his side, his back to his cousin, and pulls the covers up and over his head, desperate to block the morning light in any way that he may. “ Seven hells, Aemma, ” he grumbles. It isn't that he's angry with her, isn't that he's not happy to see her; it's that it is early, and he would much rather continue to sleep. But, it is impossible for the prince to deny his cousin, especially given the excitement in her voice. ( It is rare for his older brother to be the reason behind that excitement, and Daemon takes pride in being its cause. ) “ Perhaps wake me gently, next time. A simple good morning, dear cousin and a nudge of my shoulder would suffice. ”

He rolls onto his back, now, lowering the covers from his face, allowing them to spill just beneath his bare chest. Large hands move to rub his face before arms stretch overhead, a yawn leaving him. “ If it is a white stag you are after, cousin, might I suggest we mount Caraxes and fly overhead? ” A chuckle ──── though the blood of the dragon courses through her veins, Aemma had never been keen on mounting a dragon. “ I promise you, he will not bite. ”

It is early in the morning, the sun barely sending her first tentative rays of gold over the city. Aemma is an early riser and she finds herself in front of her dearest cousin's chambers, knocking, but not waiting for a reply before she slips inside. "Good morning, dear one. We're going on an adventure!", she announces and opens one of the heavy velvet curtains that cover his windows, molten gold spilling into the room. It is not uncommon for her to wake him earlier than he would like, but Daemon usually takes it in a stride. "Tonight is the summer solstice and you know what happens then frequently? Sightings of the white stag. We're going to the Kingswood!" The white stag is a beast of legends, a good omen for the life and reign of a prince of King. Aemma just wants to see it for its beauty.

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ℑ 𝔥𝔬𝔭𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔡𝔬 𝔞 𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔱𝔩𝔢 𝔟𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 𝔪𝔢.

#stolenfates. . . an independent , private , & mutually exclusive MULTIMUSE featuring JOEL MILLER, ABBY ANDERSON, ELLIE WILLIAMS, DINA, & JESSE from hbo’s THE LAST OF US, as well as various characters from netflix’s BRIDGERTON, the STAR WARS universe, the MCU, NOLANVERSE, and more. please read rules prior to following. promo credit.

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hello, friends. im still here, i'm just extremely active over on my multi! hoping to get back to my asoiaf babies soon. in the meantime, come hang out with me over here!

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fiction & reality is not a 1 v 1 consumption.   what you write / consume / etc, should not and does not have an effect on your moral standing if you are a person of sound mind who has the ability to disassociate fiction from reality.   writing / reading something is not equivalent to condoning it, and you shouldn’t try and demand people’s trauma ( if they have it ) in order to vet them on what they’re writing.   you don’t have the right, you are not the morality police.   there have always been triggering and dark topics written throughout history, sometimes romanticised, sometimes not.   we should learn and not follow in the dumb actions of the past by “ banning ” this topics from view like what was done with various controversial media such as monty python, to kill a mockingbird, etc.   it solves nothing, it achieves nothing.

people on this site are not responsible for your well being.   that falls on you, to cultivate your own space, to ensure that you are blocking things that may trigger you.   people have the right to write whatever they damn well please, just as you have the right not to see it.   this isn’t a site for minors, it’s an incredibly unhealthy place to spend such formative years ( that’s another topic ) but also, it’s unsafe.   it’s an adult centred site, just as fandom is an adult space.   it always has been, and always will be ; there are minor friendly spaces in it but it’s not on the adults to make sure all of fandom is so and don’t expect them to.

take care of yourselves, because it’s your responsibility, and you can’t throw a titty lip when other people won’t bend the knee and do it for you ; whether you be minor or adult.

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The person I reblogged this from is awesome as fuck.

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deathless ♚ sentence meme

You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.

You are going to break your promise. I understand.

You’re lonely too.

It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.

I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.

I am your servant.

I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.

For you alone I will be weak.

I belong here, and you will not deny me.

I say these things, and the world listens.

I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.

In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.

I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.

I moved the earth and the water for you.

You will always run away with her.

You will always lose her.

You will always be a fool.

You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.

You have already done all of this and will do it again.

No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.

We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.

What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.

There need never be any rules between us.

Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.

Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.

I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.

Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.

I can’t abide a poor liar.

You look like a winter’s night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.

Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.

Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me.

Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.

In his own country, Death can be kind.

What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?

Men die. It’s practically what they’re for.

I am no one; I am nothing.

Nothing in me was not made by you.

A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.

Just tell yourself a story that’ll satisfy you and pretend he told it.

Forever isn’t bright; it isn’t like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.

I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.

If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.

What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?

Don’t you dare speak to me like that.

I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.

I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.

I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.

I have learned to watch everything die.

I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.

Are we not devils?

No one is now what they were before the war.

I have not seen you without your skin on.

Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.

We obsess. It’s in our nature.

I’ve a devil of a habit for being right.

In war you must always choose sides.

If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.

We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.

My old bones will follow yours soon enough.

It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.

I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.

After love, no one is what they were before.

I have survived, but I have not been spared.

In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.

Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.

It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder.

You’ll think it’s love, while he dines on your heart.

You will be so beautiful when you are old.

I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.

You will live as you live in any world…with difficulty, and grief.

I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.

She said you’d come and I swore to eat your heart.

I still want to kiss you.

My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.

What happens to anything beautiful?

I have to know, I have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and I do not.

[bigdaddydaemon]

questions for daemon: what are his first thoughts when he wakes up? why does he 'touch foreheads' as a show of love/affection? what does he think of when he sees wildflowers? has he ever considered (or dreamed/nightmared) what it would be like to lose his dragon?

send me questions you have about my character!

anything and everything. favorites. thoughts on people, on events. what they would do in a certain situation. how things would be different if something had/hadn’t happened. simple questions, complex questions. have at it!

what are his first thoughts when he wakes up?

Daemon is not one to plan out his days, but, upon waking, he does often think of what the day may hold. His thoughts flutter about from trivial things ──── such as what the cooks have prepared for breakfast, contemplating where to fly out with Caraxes for their daily ride, wondering if his children are awake ( it depends on the time and the child ) ──── to important matters pertaining to the realm ──── how many casualties have amassed, what ( if anything ) had the usurper done in the night, has anyone pledged to his wife switched sides, or, better yet, has anyone pledged to Aegon switched sides? His mind tends to race in the morning.

why does he 'touch foreheads' as a show of love/affection?

Even as a child, Daemon was never great with verbally expressing his emotions. The touching foreheads came about as a teenager, after he claimed Caraxes as his own and formed an unbreakable bond with the dragon. In many ways, Caraxes was his first friend, as silly as it may sound ──── they were alike in many ways, and Daemon took to petting The Blood Wyrm's snout and resting his forehead against the beast's temple as a show of his love for him. As he grew older, this would become a prevalent way for him to show his love and affection, as seen with Viserys I, Laena, Baela, Rhaena, Rhaenyra, and his sons, Aegon III and Viserys II.

what does he think of when he sees wildflowers?

He thinks of both Laena and Rhaenyra whenever he sees wildflowers. They remind him that there is beauty in wilderness, just as his Lady Laena, and the one his heart yearns for.

has he ever considered (or dreamed/nightmared) what it would be like to lose his dragon?

He is not one to contemplate the deaths of those he holds dear, be it family or his dragon. Though he was a boy, he can recall the pain Caraxes felt after losing Aemon ──── he imagines that that pain would be felt by rider should their dragon perish before them. He has, however, dreamed of falling alongside his dragon; he believes that to be the best way to go ──── for both dragon and rider.

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𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐚𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐬 𝐕𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐓𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐲𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐲𝐧𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐑𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐧𝐲𝐫𝐚 𝐓𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐲𝐞𝐧. 𝐀 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐲 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝, 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧 𝐕𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐱.

Introducing a canon-divergent and independent portrayal of Jacaerys Velaryon from george r.r. martin’s fire & blood and hbo’s house of the dragon. this portrayal is deeply rooted in personal headcanons and au influences. mature themes ahead. penned by snow. 21+ / est, minors, dni. 

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It has come to my attention that a false narrative is being made against me, so I am here to make my rebuttal and leave it at that.

In February of this year, I received an anonymous message on this blog.

I had never received anon hate before, and while this did sting, I decided to shrug it off. You can see the response I gave it here.

At the time, I had suspected who was behind it, as two individuals posted vague posts immediately after the incident. I did not attack them, nor did I call them out for the posts obviously directed at me. I simply blocked them both, and moved on. This was on February 8th, as seen in the post. I moved on, I continued doing my thing, and didn't give these individuals a second thought, because there was no need. I know myself as a person, I know my friends, and I didn't want to let the words of two people bother me.

Fast forward to April of this year, when I decided to make a Jaime Lannister blog. I have it in my rules, which you can read for yourself, as they have not changed, that I will acknowledge and write Jaime/Cersei, but in no way, shape, or form do I ship them. I do not wish to write anything romantic nor smutty with them, and I am not a fan of their relationship, and much prefer Jaime and Brienne as a ship, or literally anyone who can get Jaime away from Cersei. I do have to acknowledge and "write" aspects of the ship (i.e., Jaime's internal dialogue) as that relationship is an integral part of his character. He has three entire children with her, and their existence is a key aspect to asoiaf. The anon I received:

What their first post is referencing is my confusion about a former mutual on both Daemon and Jaime (who is not even involved in this fiasco) who had liked Jaime's starter call. I was blocked by them at random on Jaime and Daemon, so I posted about it, because it was unfortunate and confused me. To have received this anonymous message was a shock. It was followed by this anon a day later, I believe:

Again, I hadn't posted "pity posts" as they called it. I hadn't even posted the original anonymous message I had received on Jaime. I took a screenshot of it, then promptly deleted it. I had also received this anon on Daemon:

Again, that anon was not posted, just deleted. The second one on Jaime, however, was posted, only calling them out for misgendering Emma. I felt that it was a bit immature to have done, so I would go on to delete the post entirely. I did not want to stoop to their level.

Unfortunately, I was made aware of vague posts from zaldarias. The first of which was conveniently posted after I had made the second anon on Jaime public.

zaldarias is who I had expected to send the first anon back in February, as they are who vague blogged about the same issue after the anon was posted. Again, I merely blocked them and the other individual involved, and moved on. However, after receiving the anons as of late, and being made aware of vague postings, it's clear to me that they were involved in some capacity, whether that be sending the anons, themselves, or putting others up to it. It also sounded the alarm that my blogs were being watched.

Again, names were not named, callouts and vagues were not made. I simply kept doing my thing, but the vagues continued.

I'm not entirely sure where they get that I was accusing them of things. I did confide in friends that I believed they to be behind it, but I just left it at that. Again, I did not stoop to their level of making vague posts — I just continued to do my thing. I turned anon off across all of my blogs, and only recently opened it for meme purposes. I admittedly forgot to turn it off, and lo and behold, I was sent yet another anon this morning, which I'm sure many of you have seen by now, but in case you haven't, here it is:

After this was posted, the callout I am responding to was posted by zaldarias. For context, they are talking about this post that I made regarding this situation:

To have vague posts clearly about me stating that I am a groomer apologist, and that I write u.nderage s.mut was baffling. In no way, shape, or form would I ever excuse grooming, nor would I excuse/write ANYTHING with underage muses. That is one rule I have and always will stand by, but zaldarias and co. decided that, because I have written smut in the past with Rhaenyra muns who were using Milly as the chosen faceclaim, that meant it was underage. This could not be further from the truth. I have stated in the past that I will only write Daemon and Rhaenyra as a ship either during or after the brothel episode. Rhaenyra is 18-19 in that episode, making her a consenting adult and in no way is she underage. Is it an age gap? Yes, but it is in no way, shape, or form underage shipping. I understand that it may make some uncomfortable, but that is what the block button is for.

It also came to my attention that someone else began vague posting about me.

I have been sitting on this screenshot for so long — I used to be in a server with lvscinvs which I have since left. We were cool with one another, but I took a step away from them after they approached the entire server with this plot they were planning to write with a friend, I believe.

This made me and others extremely uncomfortable, and the message that followed was dealing with sexual acts Aemond would be taught/perform. I never called them out for this, I distanced myself, and eventually unfollowed/blocked. It was as simple as that, but with their involvement, and claims that I am in support of grooming/writing u.nderage s.mut, I felt the need to — finally — make this public.

Rai, I have never once attacked you, vagued you, or sent/had others send you anon hate. I blocked you in February, moved on, and this all began again after clear blog stalking on either your part or a friend's when I made Jaime. It should have ended in February. Vagues should not have been made. Anons should not have been sent. It's as simple as that. To paint me out as a villain when I have not done anything is absurd, and to drag my friends into it is even worse. I don't understand how it is a crime to believe Daemon did not groom Rhaenyra in the show. The great thing about media is that we are allowed to interpret it as we see fit, and that is how I interpreted their relationship. I understand others may not, and that's fine! I would never attack someone for that, unless they are forcing their beliefs on me as was done in the anons and vague posts. I only write smut where Rhaenyra is 18+ with extreme care. And for you to state that I am dismissing your experience or that of others is just as absurd. I would never, nor have I ever. This is something that does not need to be made public, but seeing that you are forcing my hand, I have no choice: I have been SA'd by my father as an infant. I have been groomed as a teenager. I would never attack victims of these things, nor dismiss their experiences. I have experienced these things myself. So do not stand there and say that I am dismissing your experience or the experiences of others when you did not even know of my past. No one did, except close friends, but, again, I've been forced to make these experiences public.

I also want to address the claim that I tried to force you into shipping Daemon and Rhaenyra. We had added each other on Discord. You came to me with a plot. I accepted the plot. I also read your rules about not writing romantic Daemon and Rhaenyra. I never did nor would I ever force a ship on someone. I have the thread in question, which you did reply to, but have since deleted, it seems. Here is the starter I wrote for you:

In no way, shape, or form was this starter shippy, as you claim. I also did not reply to a meme from you. Go ahead and search my blog. It isn't there. The only other thing on my blog that has you tagged in it is this, a dash meme:

If you don't believe me, go ahead and search your tag on my blog. Better yet, I'll do it for you.

To state AGAIN — I have never vague posted about you or anyone else. I responded to two anons, one of which I have since deleted, as stated above, and have never called you out. I have only suspected that you, or someone close to you, have been behind the anon messages, but that was confided to a friend, who seems to have told you. That is the only way you would know of my suspicions. I have left you alone, as there is nothing about you on any of my blogs. You are the one who has not left me alone, and it's honestly ridiculous. This is the internet. Block and move on. Don't cause drama. Don't send anon hate. Don't put others up to send anon hate. Don't vague post. It's that god damn simple.

And do not tell me I am not the victim I think I am when you had no fucking idea of my past.

[bigdaddydaemon]

let’s all take a moment to remember — mun ≠ muse, just as author ≠ character. witch hunts, vague posting, and anon hate are uncalled for. the block button exists for a reason! use it to curate your own space! once someone is blocked, it is out of sight, out of mind. remember — there is a person behind that screen with real feelings. words have power, and you never know what someone has gone through in their past or what they are currently going through. perhaps they’re writing a specific character to work through their own trauma! just because someone writes a villain or a morally grey character does not mean they agree with these actions outside of the fictional world, nor would they mimic these actions and behaviors. let’s all just be kind to one another! block as you see fit, but do not engage in witch hunts!

[bigdaddydaemon]

send me questions you have about my character!

anything and everything. favorites. thoughts on people, on events. what they would do in a certain situation. how things would be different if something had/hadn’t happened. simple questions, complex questions. have at it!

[bigdaddydaemon]

@monachyric has Otto to harass 👀 they are a bit slow and new though

followed! (and you all should, too).

[bigdaddydaemon]

i need an otto to harass, i fear 😪

[bigdaddydaemon]

LITHELY DOES THE PRINCESS MOVE, and Daemon’s eyes never leave her. Idly, he twirls his cup by its stem, its contents nearly drained. His throat is oddly dry in her presence ──── a clearing of his throat and the downing of what little remainder of his wine temporarily solves the issue, though there is a difficulty in determining why she possessed such an effect upon him. ( Deep down he knows why. Had discovered it in that whorehouse. But Daemon Targaryen would rather run from his emotions than face them head-on. It is simply who he was, who he is. )

As though breaking whatever spell she has him under, Rhaenyra’s words earn a bemused scoff and a roll of the eyes from the man. His violet gaze settles upon the dying flames within the hearth, watching the crackling logs within split and crumble. “ There is naught to punish you for, Princess. ” He was the one in need of punishment, truth be told, and still, his brother refused him even that. “ Your father is many things, but he is no kinslayer ──── of that, you are right. But I would rather not see myself banished once again for defying him. Even if I were to tell him that you came here of your own free will, he would not believe me. He has no reason to. ” Not after the incident in the brothel. Not after Otto Hightower had used the information to further poison his brother against him.

“ Why are you here, Rhaenyra? ” Finally, he has the gall to ask, gaze flickering back to where she sits beside him. “ Did I not make things clear with you that night? ” A lie he would continue to adhere to, if only to protect the young woman from a life bound to a man with such infamy as himself.

The plea is spoken without a moments thought. Because deep down, she knows that Daemon would not speak of this to anyone, let alone her father. Yet there is still fear that he would be foolish enough to do so as her own violet eyes look to him, silently pleading further. Why she had ran to his chambers, she did not know ( that was a lie, conscious mind lead her right where she wanted to be ) though here she stood, hands clasping in front of her. A breath is taken as she watched her uncle drink from his cup, her feet shuffling her forward and towards the chair he sat in.

His question finally makes her realize how foolish she herself was to think that he would reveal her being here. "Perhaps to punish me?" she jested, moving to sit opposite him even if there had been inkling thought to sit upon his lap. "I do not think father would take your head. You are still his kin..." though even as she spoke those words, she didn't truly believe them.