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Embed test. I don’t post often here after the nsfw purge and the photomatt blowup. Find me on fedi.

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Too many people will pass around "always trust your gut!" and "your intuition never lies" content when actually your "intuition" isn't immune to either propaganda, bigotry or trauma reactions. Which is important to be aware of actually

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Apparently boomer Democrats are having meltdowns over a gen-z progressive who is primarying an 80 year old Democrat because she "went on trans podcasts" and wore a Charizard kigurumi

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Saw this minute earth video as was reminded of this post and the evo-psych riddled, bio-deterministic discourse it spawned. I doubt that was Despazito's intent.

it’s kind of tragic but also insane we’ve just got a sect of men that have fried their brains with hentai to the point they no longer find irl women attractive bc they don’t look like moeblobs or have 100lbs tits it’s like those australian jewel beetles who’ve become impotent because they are only sexually attracted to manmade beer bottles

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Y’all I want to throw massive kudos out to the Roger Williams Park Zoo for a choice they made today: rather than joining in on a GenAI trend all the zoos are doing right now, they chose to support and spotlight an artist on their staff!

The big thing right now is these GenAI “figurine toys” of zookeepers or zoo management. And instead they shared a version drawn by one of their staff!

Go give them some love, if you’re on FB. Too many zoos are really getting into GenAI and just whitewashing the climate change / copyright issues that come with it, so I want this zoo to get as much positive feedback as we can muster for making a better choice.

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the internet is part of real life

i have a new theory called alive internet theory where i propose that the internet is full of real people and you can befriend some of them even and maybe actually kiss them and more

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Context for my upcoming release.

It is my opinion that Alan Hazelden is a spineless coward who chose civility over his responsibility to protect vulnerable minorities in his employ. He has chosen the feelings of his workers who cannot stand to be on the same credits as someone marked with a kiwifarms thread and a few bitter callout posts from jilted TME ex-friends over the safety and dignity of someone who delivered under-time and under-budget for a video-game with a development cycle of under a month. He has suppressed my completed and paid-for work and severed me from his community where I'd begun to feel at home. He has already been spoken to, attempts were made to reason with him by others in his circle, including other developers who had hired me and know the entire story with me, warts and all, and nothing has changed.

It is clear that he cannot handle the pressure of having a marked transfem be associated with him, but he also, embarrassingly, cannot handle the pressure of deleting my work, forcing me to upload my own score separately and tell the story honestly. He has attempted to placate me, told me he wanted to find a satisfactory solution for both of us, which of course can't include reversing his decision and also conveniently involves me disguising my role in his project further for the sake of his SEO. There's two ways I can take this, either he knows what he has done is indefensible and is offering to move heaven and earth to keep me contented without taking on any risk to himself whatsoever, or he is only acting this way because he knows I pose a credible threat to him and would simply cast off any other marked transfem with no such care. Both of these possibilities are disgusting and enraging to me.

I cannot in good conscience recommend that any transfem work for him, or any minority with a baseline expectation of artificially expanded criminal records for that matter, and I'd urge anyone working for him who fits that description to exercise caution. I was warned before starting work with him by someone in his community who told me he had previously kicked another transfem member from his developer discord server without trial after receiving similar pressure, and I ignored them, assuming that providing something of value to him would save me. Unfortunately, he has shown himself to be someone in a position of power who will simply fall for the first trick in the transmisogynist handbook if given the opportunity. To save the feelings of his employees, he will discard you and delete your contributions with impunity, while saying to your face that he understands how you feel.

My soundtrack for "The Electrifying Incident" will release shortly. Please do not harass the composer that has replaced me, I greatly respect her work and resent Alan even moreso for putting her in this position. I must offer no more calls to action. I have had nowhere to express my frustration, my crushing anger and disappointment, the pain of my sudden and all encompassing rejection. This statement is a result of the endless wound re-opening that I experienced in my attempts to be understood and valued & to save the bridge over the past month. I have been talked down to repeatedly and every attempt I've made to converse and understand the rationale of what is being done to me has left me in tears again. I am tired, and I don't give a shit anymore. I am not replaceable. I am not tainted by my sexual trauma and my disability. I deserve better.

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"porn addiction" isn't real "porn brain" is a stupid conservative insult. looking at porn does not rot your brain. This anti-porn shit by and large comes from the anti-sex / anti-sex positivity / anti-sex ed parts of conservative talking points.

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If anyone ever wants to know why being disabled is a full time job these are the steps I have to go through to trying to fill like half of my prescriptions(also, important note, I am at a 9 on the pain scale the entire time):

Go to doctor's appointment AND get them to agree to the prescription.

Go home and see that of the two the doctor said they would send over only one is showing up on your pharmacy app.

Call pharmacy.

Be on hold for like half an hour.

Finally get ahold of someone who is exhausted and woefully underpaid and ask them to check if the other one did get sent and the system isn't showing it or if it just didn't get sent.

They inform you it did not get sent.

Call doctor's office.

Navigate several phone menus to get a person.

Ask person what's up; they confirm the doctor didn't send it and offer to send them a message about it.

Agree.

Wait for an hour or so to see the script get sent over on the app OR for a call back.

Get a call back: the doctor was literally on her way out of the building but agreed to come back and send the script over.

Wait for script to show up on pharmacy app.

It does not, and now it's too late to call the doctor's office, as it's closed.

Wake up the next morning at 9am and check the app.

No prescription.

Call pharmacy to see if it got sent.

On hold for half an hour.

No it was not sent.

Call doctor's office and navigate phone menu.

Get ahold of someone who confirms the script wasn't sent, they offer to send the doctor a message.

Agree.

Wait for them to send the script or call back.

The script sends and is on the app! It should be filled today!

Insurance issue, script is delayed.

Wait an hour or so and see if it gets cleared up on it's own.

It does not.

Call pharmacy.

On hold until the automated system does a courtesy disconnect, roughly 45 minutes.

It's been almost 24 hours and you do not have the meds that are meant to help with the severe pain you're in.

Let out a deep, pained sigh and call the pharmacy again.

Process continues in this way until god sees fit to have mercy on your soul and give you your goddamn medicine, could be a few hours, could be a few days, you never know!!

And, jsyk, this is the process for at least HALF of my prescriptions, and also remarkably similar to the process for specialist referrals, only that takes EVEN LONGER.

I am so fucking tired.

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let us take a moment and grieve for all the lives lost. so many thousand people have been murdered by the zionist entity in the last fifteen months. palestinians in gaza have lost too much, from friends and family to their homes and livelihood.

this ceasefire is not an end to our solidarity with gaza. we will all be here waiting and praying for palestine to be wholly liberated from the occupation and watch her people be happy and free.

in the meantime, please keep donating to palestinian fundraisers. it is essential to support families planning on rebuilding.

alaa is a mother of two young children. her fundraiser has been verified. i request you to help her by sharing and donating to her gofundme.

please donate here

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Y'all be like "be a freaky queer" and then have a problem with polyamory, premarital Sex and being attracted to gnc Trans people 😭

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Okay, what the fuck

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Psychologically realistic hornyposting.

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rich people have a natural predator and its their friend's cousin's privately chartered cessna

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giving up on the "patriarchy hurts men too" gambit, i thought it might work when i saw laci green do it ten years ago but it has run its course and id like to start telling men that patriarchy overwhelmingly benefits them again

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elon musk is a neo nazi, roman salute or no. he is a white supremacist obsessed with white birth rates and has been "just asking questions" about crime statistics for years now. he is too autistic to get the euphemisms correct, he tried to do the transition regret narrative but he assumed that it was supposed to be about HIS regret and not the false threat of his child regretting their transition. i keep seeing this described as a mask off moment, but the mask was never on.