bilemutt

[bilemutt]

i wanna be your runt younger brother. maybe you always fucking resented having a little brother at all, maybe i'm your half brother, whatever the case may be, i want big sis to take it all out on me.

you're really fucking good at being manipulative. i want your approval so bad, no matter how you treat me, that the tiniest hint of kindness is enough to lure me in. "hey bubba, you wanna come hang out with my friends?" i can't believe it. big sis wants me to come hang out with her cool friends? of course i'm saying yes!

you take me with you down to the lake. it's getting dark, and your friends light a small bonfire. you're being nice to me (for you, anyway), patting me on the head, and your friends are all nice enough but i notice a hungry look in some of their eyes that i can't understand, so i cling to your side as much as you'll let me. soon enough, you draw me under your arm and say, "bubba, have you ever smoked weed before? no? you wanna?"

scared of getting in trouble with our parents, i shake my head, feeling overwhelmed. "i thought you said it was cool," one of your friends huffs. you cup me by the back of the neck and lean in, your voice syrupy-sweet and dangerous. "don't fucking embarrass me, bub," you tell me. "smoke the goddamn joint or i'll never fucking speak to you again." tears in my eyes, bottom lip trembling, i let you press the joint to my lips and take a small pull. "do it properly," you chide. "you have to fill your lungs up with it or it doesn't work. do it again. again."

i want to be cool so bad. i want you to be nice to me and not to be mad and mean. so i take hit after hit, until i'm dizzy and feeling like my body's all blurry, and i'm scared, but you pull me down to the ground and sit me in your lap. "good job, bubba," you purr. i'm so high that the words seem to slip away out of my brain and echo all around me at once. "is it having fun?" one of your friends asks, and i dimly register danger in the way they ask you like i'm not there, but the feeling goes away, lost.

"yeah, it's having fun," you hum, "but i'm not. not yet." almost absent-mindedly, you run your hands down my sides and my hips, squeezing gently, and the weed makes my whole body light up ferociously, and i squirm in your lap, wet before i know it. "sissy?" i mumble, my head feeling wrongwrongwrong, but also so good, and you tsk in disappointment. "you're getting horny for this? really? god, you are such a waste of space." you shove me out of your lap, pulling my sweatshirt with you so that it tangles up around my arms and head, exposing my chest and belly to your friends.

the words to beg you to stop escape me, my mouth feeling slack and useless, lakeshore rubble rasping across my back. your friends join in, quickly tearing off the rest of my clothes until i'm naked beside the bonfire, shivering in the cool air while still feeling hot and pulsating in my brain. i'm crying, i think; it's hard to remember from one thought to the next.

my night takes place in flashes. in one flash, your friends are slapping my tits, pulling and twisting them roughly while wordless pleading leaves my mouth. in another, i'm wailing, struggling weakly while you press the lit joint into my side, a burn scar that'll never go away. in the longest flash memory, i'm on my back, one of your friends holding my wrists while another squeezes my throat, sobbing quietly as you take my virginity, pinching and slapping my clit, holding the lit joint threateningly over it. strangers from the lake have joined us, watching and leering at my burned, bruised body.

but when i wake up the next morning, i'm in your bed, and you're stroking my hair. "you had fun, didn't you, bubba?" you insist. "my friends really liked you, they think you're really cool." even though my eyes are full of confused tears at the memories, and the burn on my side aches, your approval shines at me, the only thing i want. "say you had fun," you command, your fingers turning cruel in my hair, and i do. you're my big sister. you hate me, but i don't understand it. i would do anything for you.

[bilemutt]

lord. I think a lot ab being brought back again and again like this...over and over, so tired, until I'm begging them to just let me die this time, let me rest ❤️ and of course they don't. they keep playing with their broken toy. and now that I've begged them to die, they have ammo to throw back in my face and taunt me with the next time I beg them to live...

Would love to put someone in this, and watch them thrash and try to scream but almost no noise escapses. Until they start slowing down, and eventually they go totally still.

Thats until I resuscitate them 🖤🖤🖤

And we do it all over again...

[bilemutt]

hmm...combining my cucking kink with my rape fetish would be so good tho...

either getting raped in front of my partner, effectively cucking them, or my partner raping someone else, cucking me.

wouldn't even have to be in front of each other to still be cucking. just the idea of telling someone at a bar that I have a partner, then being dragged outside or into the bathroom by the hair, getting ridiculed as they rape me? being told they want me to go back to my partner reeking of sex, to confess to my partner that I was asking for it, it's my fault...or "what do you think your partner would think of this? they'd be so disgusted with you, cumming while you're being raped, they'd never look at you the same again. maybe I should gape you open so there's no way you can hide it or lie about it when you get home, huh? ask your partner how they feel about you giving it up to a stranger in a urinal stall. bet they don't make you cum like this, do they?"

or my partner being with me. either getting tied up for trying to intervene or, better yet, willingly taking part. I beg them for help as I'm knocked around, fucked hard, but they sit and watch and stroke themselves off. "you're dumb enough to get into this situation, I may as well get off to it."

or my partner coming home telling me about the sweetheart they raped. telling me I'm just no fun anymore, I'm too pathetic, I give in too easy and it's clear I'm enjoying it too much, so they found someone else...extra special if the reason were "partners" is because they raped me and blackmailed me to begin with 🖤

[bilemutt]

glad you liked my ask ;) yeah I've never considered myself to be fit for the aggressor role...but being bait for some other poor unlucky wanderer? I could see myself being brainwashed or coerced into doing that...

basically being the therapy dog for all their new victims. I'd happily get you wet for our r4pist, would probably be stupid enough to believe I'm doing you a favor, making it easier than it was for me, or that this was some sort of love :)

all the nights you're in the basement kennel while you're broken in, at least maybe I'd be allowed to hold your hand through the bars 💞

consider this; I'm not dominant, but I am massively stockholmed by my r4pist owner. I've been convinced to dress up real cute and go be bait. you come along, we flirt, we make out, all's normal, then I tug you down the alley, saying I'll give you oral...

u can't see anything, but just beforehand, you feel a shiver down your spine that something's about to happen. I get up on tiptoe and whisper in your ear "it's okay, it's scary at first but I'll take care of you," and that's the last thing you hear before someone grabs you from behind and throws you in the van.

right there, in the back of the van, in some dingy alley, is where my kidnapper r4pes you for the first time, while I hold your hand and promise you it'll start to feel good real soon, once you get used to it...

GOD yes. trick me into trusting you <3 love to think of how long you must've been in their captivity to be going along with this plan. it sounds like you have options for escape with this one, but you just don't take them. you must really love what you're doing, deep down.

maybe your owner gets to watch us play a bit before stepping in, too, if it gets them off. get me wet before they fuck me, make it easier for them. the contrast of them brutally r4ping me while you comfort me through it? you know I'm gonna be clinging onto that comfort. I'll squeeze your hand when it hurts too much and maybe you can kiss me so I dont scream <3 after that I'll be so dependent on you for some semblance of comfort in our situation that I wouldn't even care how much you enable our captor, so long as you hold me after theyre done with me for the night

[bilemutt]

mm, yeah, idk why I never thought about this 😋 make me tell you I love you...kick me every time I sound unsure ❤️

arobreaking is kind of cute but I only want it in a violent way. violently make out with me while you r4pe me and tell me you love me <3

[bilemutt]

I just want to be tased in the cunt, repeatedly, for trying to escape - is that so much to ask??

[bilemutt]

sometimes i really do think the best way for mutts like me to find owners is to just walk around exposed until someone bends me over and claims me...

just. one of those crop tops that's too short to even cover my nipples. a pair of shorts with a hole cut in the crotch. maybe writing on my body that says "please adopt me."

i could even wear a collar out with a leash dangling from it, just begging for someone to grab hold of it and snag me. or maybe they'd be mean and just leash me to a pole or some point too high for me to reach and leave me there for the night...

what's a mutt but a glory hole waiting to happen?

[bilemutt]

animals in support of animal cruelty

i'm runt (23, it/its). i run a couple other moderately popular nsft blogs. this one is for the darkest stuff.

warning for hard kinks generally.

what you'll find here: emeto, piss, hard cnc/rape, kidnapping, violence, blood, gunplay, knifeplay, non-detrans orientation/genderplay, mutilation, (maybe) softcore snuff fantasies, occasional sibling incest, breeding (no pregnancy kink), free use, public humiliation, blackmail, stalking.

general vibe (untagged, but the overall mood): puppymode, chewtoy, breeding bitch, fuckdoll.

what's not welcome here: detrans/misgendering, misogyny/patriarchy, ED, feederism, scat, raceplay, full on AB/DL, pregnancy kink, zoo, explicit necro.

DNI:

blogs primarily focused on the "not welcome here" kinks

people under 18

people who can't tell reality from fantasy

TERFs/other bigots

anyone can send asks. cis men may not DM. yes, that includes cis male sissies. i block liberally.

if you're here to soapbox about "immoral" kinks or take issue with the way i portray things, just save your breath and fuck off. all posts are things i want done to me unless stated otherwise, so save me the lecture abt how "we shouldn't treat people this way."

i do my best to tag triggers, but if you have any concerns over that, please feel free to send an ask or dm! all tags (besides trigger warnings) are listed on this post.