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no bc i genuinely can't stop thinking about how me and 2000s bill should’ve been together. Like are u kidding me??? like it’s actually criminal that we didn’t get to be together during that time. same energy. same eyeliner. same need for attention and wanting to get the worst out of people. we would’ve left trails of chaos behind us like it’s performance art. the fights? theatrical. the sex? religious. we would’ve been on the news for being “too much” in public. Its just unfair cause wdym i wasnt old enough for him during that time,he likes men,and wasnt allowed to date. Its making me wanna scream and kms. and don’t even get me started on the sex. it would’ve been disgusting in the best way. we’d be fucking constantly. like every day, every hour, every surface. there’d be scratch marks on the walls, handprints on mirrors, bite marks everywhere. the kind of sex where you’re sore for days and you can’t even be mad about it. we’d switch between slow and teasing to absolutely feral. like one minute we’re making out all lazy with hands down each other’s pants and the next i’m pinned to the wall getting railed like i owe him money. like he’d get all into it with the accent and the biting and i’d let him sink his teeth into my neck while i grind on him and pretend to beg. we’d fuck constantly. Like you dont get it i acc mean constantly. we’d fuck with the lights off and candle wax dripping down the sides of the bed and my body. i’d ride him while he's in eyeliner and heels and he’d look up at me like i’m god. Im also sure we’d film us having sex. not for anyone else just for us. we’d watch it back and get turned on all over again. We would’ve been so obsessed with each other it’d be scary. screaming matches at 3AM followed by hatefucking against the kitchen counter. whispering filth to each other in public just to watch people squirm. we’d be evil. we’d be iconic. we’d be legendary.

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im actually so mad that i can’t find a single genderbent bill kaulitz smut anywhere on here. like you’re telling me no one else looked at 2009 bill and thought “what if she was a girl and we fucked” really?? no one?? because i have and i do. literally every day. i think about her laid out in front of me, no underwear, legs spread, just losing it while i eat her out. like fully shaking, thighs around my head, hands in my hair, moaning like she can’t handle it but begging for more. Im not rlly into mommy and daddy kinks cause those are just not for me but id definetely call her mommy. i’d never stop. i’d stay there until she couldn’t even talk. and YES i wanna scissor her. are you kidding me?? just grinding against each other, all sloppy and desperate and flushed, and she’s grabbing at me like she’s scared to let go. her voice all breathy, little whimpers in my ear, telling me how good it feels. i wanna make out with her until we’re both soaked and dizzy. i wanna kiss her all the way down her body, suck on her nipple piercing, leave hickeys on her stomach, kiss her star tattoo i’d trace it with my tongue just to hear what kind of sound she’d make. i’d fuck her from behind with a strap and pull her hair. i know she’d take it so well. she’d arch her back, look over her shoulder at me with her eyes all glossy like she’s about to cry, and say something nasty in that stupid pretty voice of hers. I think her voice would stay the same maybe just a bit more girly. she wouldn’t shut up and i wouldn’t want her to. every time she moans i’d go harder just to hear it again. i wanna see her ruined. makeup smeared, legs shaking, voice wrecked. he’d for sure be a soft dom femme as a girl. She'd have a soft dom energy but not in a gentle way in a way where she tells you to beg and then laughs when you actually do it. But like laughs in a sexy way so that it turns u on if ykwim. i think about this way too much. especially 2009 and 2025 bill. i’d fold instantly. He's the prettiest girl ever i wanna fuck him so bad. Once i figure out how to write smut it’s over for everyone. this is going to be my gay little filth bible. And btw im not dead but i won't be very active on here.😭

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FUCKME.

I actually can’t live like this knowing I’ll never have that cock pounding inside me. Like, I want to do the nastiest shit to him. I want him to choke me until I’m gasping, Rip my hair out and make me bald,spit on me, throw me around, and force me to go down on him until my knees shake,cant stop crying and throwing up. I want him pounding me so hard I forget my own fucking name, tearing me apart in ways no one not even god could ever fix.He’s honestly the sexiest human alive and I want to be his little secret slut. Like, you know how some people have a personal chef who just cooks whatever they want? Imagine that but instead it’s him asking me for sex and I’m always fucking down. Cowgirl? Of course. Tying me up? Hell yeah. Fucking me until I’m dripping from every hole? I’m so there. But honestly? What’d make me lose my mind is if he was the subby one. Like, me making him come so hard his whole body shakes and his breaths get all fucked up and ragged. Tears streaming down his cheeks because he’s so overstimulated, so dumb and gone, all that comes out of him is broken gasps and air. Like he’s completely wrecked and melting right there in my hands, like he never knew he needed this bad. The thought of flipping the script and being the one who ruins him? God, that’s what’s got me spiraling right now.

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it's actually so funny how i just go about my day pretending everythings okay like i didn’t just spend 30 minutes thinking about bill doing the most vile, disgusting, soul altering shit to me imaginable. like you could hand him my body and tell him do your worst and i’d lay there smiling with my legs spread and my brain empty. please. he could fold me in half and fuck the sense out of me for two days straight and i’d still be begging him for more with tears in my eyes and lip gloss smeared across my chin. if bill was mine i’d literally rip my own eyeballs out anytime someone else walked past. like no, i’m good, i only want to see him for the rest of my life. He should hold my head down and make me gag on it so hard it rewires my brain. i want to wake up with no memory except the taste of him in my mouth and my knees still shaking. i’d suck him off in the morning like it’s a smoothie. meal prep? no bitch. i’m having that dick raw and sloppy for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. Let me wear his cum like highlighter or whatever. let me gloss my lips with the precum. i want to walk around glowing and shameful. Whenever i see him with his slicked back hair and leopard pants i start twitching and going feral. it’s like all the pornstars and prostitues from history take over my body. like sorry i dont even know anyomre. I wanna recreate all of the Ayesha erotica songs in existence with this man.

somebody help. or actually no don’t. i wanna rot here.😛

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Hey so um a little midnight rant about my feelings for bill cause i cant sleep and i fucking need to get this off my chest

every time i see bill kaulitz i gain AND lose the will to live. like how is it even allowed for a man to look like that?? i literally want him to throw me around like a ragdoll, kick me in the chest, spit on me and then glare at me like i’m beneath him and i’d still say thank you sir can i have some more please? Cause yes id fucking need more. Oh yeah and his voice alone??? i hear him talk and it’s like my brain melts out of my ears. waterfall. volcano. seizure. Panick attack in a good way if that fucking exists. i wanna sprint all over the country. i don’t even speak german and i will watch the same 30 second clip of him saying ANYTHING like it’s porn. and don’t even get me started on when he sings because no. no. he opens his mouth and i’m already arching my back and clutching my sheets like a 40 year old single mom whos waiting for her 20 year old boyfriend while her sons are asleep. i edge to anything he does idc. he doesn’t even have to moan. he could just say any word in the vocabulary and i’d be on the floor. every inch of him is so unbearably perfect it’s actually disgusting. i’m not exaggerating i want him to fucking destroy me. and the worst part??? the actual worst part is that when people ask me what my dream job is i can’t even say the truth which is bill kaulitz’s full time cumrag. like what the fuck do you actually expect me to say. this isn’t a phase this is a goddamn curse. i have not been mentally stable since i first saw him. i dream about him. i daydream about him. i talk to him in my head like i’m in a relationship. i moan when he talks. I talked about him to my therapist. i am NOT okay. i will never be okay until he fucks me into the drywall and calls me pathetic

Confuckingratulations to anyone who got to bounce on it i hope they will have the most painful death a human being can experience💕🫶

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kerdes

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Szia dubai parkli

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you guys there used to be this one girl on tiktok who was as obsessed with bill as I am but her acc got banned I think and I NEED help finding her. I have some screenshots from her tiktok stories and I luv them SM HER NAME WAS BELLA AND I MISS HER WE WERE MOOTS I THINK

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he can stand on me like that all he wants xoxoxox

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AHHHHHH HES SO HOT I WANT HIM TO RUN OVER ME WITH HIS CAR

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