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it did scar cool ! very very faint

I have a burn plaster on my arm and my sister was like it looks like you've been doing drugs but it's actually the more embarrassing reason of "I branded a circle into my arm on a very manic night because I thought it would scar cool" so now I'm wearing a CARDIGAN at this VERY HOT FAMILY GATHERING

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Last family members have left!!! I can finally crash!! I am very very sad! Etc etc

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I have a burn plaster on my arm and my sister was like it looks like you've been doing drugs but it's actually the more embarrassing reason of "I branded a circle into my arm on a very manic night because I thought it would scar cool" so now I'm wearing a CARDIGAN at this VERY HOT FAMILY GATHERING

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Oh also job wise I've started my birth to five teacher training so I can go on a BOAT AND DO KIDS CLUBS but I had to quit the employed route bc working full time is Hell?? Still going good tho on the placement route like my new nursery are rly nice and I get on with everyone and they like. Care about the kids which is surprisingly refreshing

Yello I'm still here ! im good had a new assessor nurse person? she's thinking of changing my diagnosis to PMDD PTSD and autism in a bipolar coat but I don't agree and am having a minor mental about it

Uhh big hypomania atm closest to mania ive had in a while in a while like we're verging on psychosis ! Currently hope I don't crash before christmas 👍👍

Dating someone lovely they're rly fun and a comedian and I'm thinking of making it official soon OKAY THATS IT SEE YA IN A FEW MONTHS MAYBE

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Yello I'm still here ! im good had a new assessor nurse person? she's thinking of changing my diagnosis to PMDD PTSD and autism in a bipolar coat but I don't agree and am having a minor mental about it

Uhh big hypomania atm closest to mania ive had in a while in a while like we're verging on psychosis ! Currently hope I don't crash before christmas 👍👍

Dating someone lovely they're rly fun and a comedian and I'm thinking of making it official soon OKAY THATS IT SEE YA IN A FEW MONTHS MAYBE

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I got two jobs then the second one was so stressful I like. Got amnesia???? I quit that one lol. And I've been put on the list for the mental health team to HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH A PSYCHIATRIST ABOUT MEDS but I swear to GOD if they don't listen ill just fuck off and carry on attempting to do shit from the comfort of my autonomous bed.

IM OUT OF THAT GODFORSAKEN CITY!!!! Back in my hometown gonna sort some job stuff try j get a work from home then go housesitting LETS GOOOOO

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“Fuck it, we slay” (heavy eye bags, dehydrated, on the verge of insanity)

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No, you aren't "behind in life".

But, it's okay to grieve the time you spent surviving. The time spent trying to figure out what was wrong. The time spent healing to become a person again.

It wasn't your fault.

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you're just mad that my presence is haunting and offputting and yours isn't

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Everyone reblog with your most unemployable traits

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slut era (overthinking, ruined sleep schedule, constant feeling of loneliness and existential emptiness)

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that sucks that someone would end a relationship because they saw you follow bipolar pages and assumed. people suck and they were definitely the wrong people for you, their loss. you're rad, you make cool music, you are better than them

I sent him a message like "uhhh that wasn't nice bc of xyz" and he apologised n said he didn't realise so it ended well???

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IM OUT OF THAT GODFORSAKEN CITY!!!! Back in my hometown gonna sort some job stuff try j get a work from home then go housesitting LETS GOOOOO

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Like I knew we weren't gonna actually date because I am literally LEAVING IN A WEEK but its the principle of the thing? This guy knows nothing about how I present he doesn't know anything apart from the fact I MIGHT HAVE BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH IT AT SOME POINT and decided to end things based on that

Just got dumped after one date because the guy added me on Instagram the day after and saw I was following a bipolar page!!! Ouch!! You don't know me man! I could be completely stable!! Ouch!

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Just got dumped after one date because the guy added me on Instagram the day after and saw I was following a bipolar page!!! Ouch!! You don't know me man! I could be completely stable!! Ouch!

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If they call me out for fake sick I can't even be like "am insane sorry :((" bc I shouldn't be insane in an inconvenient way when i work with kids

@candiedspit from what I remember u used to work at a preschool right??? Did u tell them abt mental health stuff/did it get in the way

I hate the flip floppy moods bc I plan my week based on what I think I'll be able to do but YESTERDAY I was crying on the coach home and TODAY I impulsively called in sick 2 minutes before I was due to leave so I could LEARN PEACHES ON PIANO???? HELLO??

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I hate the flip floppy moods bc I plan my week based on what I think I'll be able to do but YESTERDAY I was crying on the coach home and TODAY I impulsively called in sick 2 minutes before I was due to leave so I could LEARN PEACHES ON PIANO???? HELLO??