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Im hungry, but not for food for love, for the warmth of the light on my wings im tired, but i wont fall asleep yet, even if i try to climb back to heaven, I know i’ll fall, so I will wait until my wings are strong enough again.

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from the discord server im in<33

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not related to my blog in any way but i love this too much

My dreams are always weird af. Like I just had a dream that I owned a drag queen ranch and raised drag queens to compete in contests like Ru Paul’s but then the queens had a revolt against me and murdered me in cold blood

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Please, stop worrying for me, I’ll shield you with my wings...

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I always seemed to have mixed days, a good time, a bad time,, it doesnt seem to matter ill say good today, every Wednesday we go n help the pre k teacher with the kids, and i swear i get so protective of them,, and its odd, im extremely impatient,, but just immediately when i get there it just, isnt there,, ah ah but what sucked was my phantom wings came in full force and i was just “oh yes ok” and the pre k student i was helping kinda stared at me and i was just sitting there so yknow remember im sitting on my knees to get to her level and i just “oh thats normal”

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fellas i know i just had an emotional post but try tying a bunch of soft fuzzy light colored clothing to your arms or upper back and flOp fslOP around if u cant make makeshift wings!!

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I just now finally took something into account,,, I dont know why, but here it is.      I almost constantly was swinging when I was in elementary, just, constantly, every recess me and my friend always went to the swings and swung and talked, I had a swing in my backyard, and went out in dangerous weather and listened to music just to get the sensation of wind flowing over me, I always loved the feeling, just, being in the air, I remember dreams as a kid I had, where i’d be able to fly without being held down, without having to have help.     I remember dreams when I was extremely young, im talking 4 to 6 where i’d just be able to float. And no one questioned it. And I remember I would wake up, and I would just be so disappointed when i’d wake up to find I was bound to the ground.     I also remember those times when I was young, when my great grandmother would take me to her church and let me do the egghunt after mass, I remember being so sad when she had to pull me away from the church at times. It’s kinda dumb, but now I show up just to put eggs out for the egghunt because a lot of the mass members are beginning to grow too old to, it’s fun, I like these memories..

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murder is ok if you really mean it when u say sorry 

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Nice Angelkin trying to make friends with angry demonkin

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🌹amen⚜

For angels who don’t feel so angelic right now ✨

I am holy even when I am going to the grocery store

I am divine even when I am doing laundry

I am celestial even when in a sweatshirt and jeans

I am angelic even when no one else thinks so

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me

I just licked the fucking salt out of a bag of popcorn and I can feel my cholesterol going

WhooOoooOoooH

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IVE BEEN BAMBOOZLED  its freezing out

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me: thats it!! im tired of being so tr ashy it is time i change my life style,,!! also me, chugging watered down apple juice at 4 am trying to clean up crumbs and dust from my carpet from my cheezit binge: kskskskaaaaa e

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ah yes, “am good”

Tag yourself

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hello yes id like 2 order 4 small cats

My cats kittens have found a new cozy bed.. In a cup holder

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It sucks when its like that, i cant really go out now, its still freezing and there’s frost everywhere too, its usually grey for me as well,,, i hope your weather gets better!

The sun is out today!!! finally!! and I woke up early enough too!!

im so haBBy yaY!! pretty,, golden air trust me if yall can get out in this kinda weather its amazing

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The sun is out today!!! finally!! and I woke up early enough too!!

im so haBBy yaY!! pretty,, golden air trust me if yall can get out in this kinda weather its amazing