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RICH BOY JEREMYYYYYYY

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HOW THE FUCK YALL PRONOUNCING THIS ENGLISH SHIT LIKE WHY THE FUCK ITS JUST A RANDOM AMOUNT OF LETTERS THAT COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FROM READ TO SPEAK LIKE GUYS WHY ARE YOU DONT HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO THAT TO DO IT

I speak like five more languages but FUCKING QUEUE WHY IT READS AS Q AND COUGH THE FUCK ITS GH THERE

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The lack of TSC fanfics is killing me

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wait but the fact Kevin was called bitch and diva, I bet Neil who’s shamefully not speaking like that but if he was talking like modern kid would love to call him cunt

not that he can’t make people cry without it.

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i keep thinking about jean’s POV of riko going to hit neil.

in aftg, neil is so focused on riko coming down with his racket to hit him that it seems like andrew comes out of no where to save him but i love that jean sees it. and it’s not like he just moves out of goal or anything, no, he HAULS ASS to get to neil to save him. that to me says everything. i love them so bad

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POV: Neil 2 seconds after finding out about Grayson

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kill me please I’ll give you weapon

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Let’s talk about the fact that Neil Josten is so SCARY from other perspectives. From his own he’s just like,,, “i’m just a kid fucking around before i die” but from Jean’s he seems certifiably insane. I somehow like him even more now.

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Neil “I don’t swing” Josten passing the torch to Jean “the cruelty of these nonstop temptations” Moreau

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let’s (not) think about how Neil and Jean SO FUCKING SIMILAR IN THEIR ACTIONS

Neil cares about each of Foxes BUT himself

to go to evermore to save Andrew without guarantees? easy, go to his manic father to save the team? give this boy some rest Nora

Jean followed Cat to the kitchen to ast if Cody is fine

THEY ARE THE SAME

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we(I) need to know Jeremy’s backstory like a bit more so I can hyper analyse it

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this color suits you better

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If anyone needs me I’ll be thinking about how Neil josten very sweetly borrowed a pen from a waitress to put out a hit on one of jeans abusers (I want to punch Grayson very badly) in literally the most casual way, made the literal fbi wait for hi to finish his drink, told them they were illegally parked, ate his takeout in the interrogation room, and did not stop sassing even when they like threatened him.

Please Never change Neil josten

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hear me out

Jeremy’s pov is the most avoidant to this moment, like, what are his issues? “he was different before the therapy” tells us so damn little. family issues? was he suicidal? ed? wretched little runaway? sibling issues? like hell nora wtf give us some NOT THAT traumatised kid or someone that’ll be opened like more like a little bit of like their like life of like something like— I’m begging?

with Neil, this little lying thing, we knew SOMETHING about him since the first page, we knew about at least his mother’s burned corpse but Jeremy? Hell I’m curious. Like I was curious about Jean and now his man? should we wait for another book about him? he’s like Neil’s “I’m fine” but concentrated like 100500x times, he’s so fine he doesn’t need to tell it even.

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oopsie I forgot ‘bout this

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why can’t I say I’m good and just be paid for it or at least clothes I make and arts and yea I just need money

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I also finished that one if you’re interested