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baldur's gate is so silly like there's alllll this leadup to the villains and how scary they are and it takes ABSOLUTELY FOREVER to get to the boss fight because they're hiding in their tower/temple/fortress/whatever and we FINALLY get there... and less than an hour later they're dead. And for what

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I love in swtor when they want a battlefield to look like it's a battlefield so they toss some npc allies in to fight the enemies but you show up and that's the first time any of the enemies goes down like. No wonder my agent is such an ass to other Imperials, these dipshits can't land a single lucky shot. Rian has every right to act like he's the only competent person on staff actually

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Discovering exciting new things about Uv'rianon today on Tatooine

He's talking to the wife of this Exchange guy like "I am a competent agent, I can talk my way in and out of this with no one the wiser I ever had an interest," and then the instant she buys his story and says "hey do you want some lunch" it just. Activates the kill button in his brain. Poor woman signed her own death warrant by daring to be remotely domestic in Uv'rianon "i hate my family and nobody should ever have one" Visad's presence.

(The excuse he gives a [disapproving!!!] Kaliyo is his impatience. Mostly that's believable except she's seen him work before.)

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well, actually revenge of the fifth today but shhhh

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just watched "The Social Dilemna" on Netflix and GO WATCH IT PEOPLE. It's a documentary about social media's impact on society. It was unfortunately rather melodramatic but it's also really helpful information and imo very important for people to be aware of this stuff so. GO WATCH IT

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yeah Erine's always been a little unclear on how she ended up here

My fuckin Dread Masters uquiz i made ages ago

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to whom it may concern I'll be unavailable for several days as I'm taking a weeks' break from screens. Have a lovely day 🧀

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Honestly I should talk about the ace experience more. I don’t see enough. Like–obviously it’s dehumanizing to be repeatedly compared to robots or aliens but uh…sometimes it feels like that?? 

My husband will get all horny while I’m, I don’t know, changing out of sweaty gardening clothes. And I’ll be like, “But we have to make lunch?? I stink? Now is not a good time?? Logic?” And clearly it’s not about logic to him. He is experiencing the entire scenario very differently. And I’m here like, 

Or the times where you realize that like, having an actual physiological reaction to attractive people is not some enculturated metaphor, and people are actually doing that all around you all the time, and you’re like, Ah, clearly my studies of human culture have been incomplete. I have missed a critical psychosocial component. Many things now appear in a different light. *takes notes on holopad*

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going through Baldur's Gate and every other minute Wyll will pipe up with some fond childhood memory and silly little story, and you can tell he just really loves that city and misses it. Maybe even kinda nostalgic for what life was like before it got all effed up by the contract...

meanwhile Astarion's got memories too but these are from the depressed alleyways, preying on the desperate and hopeless but not too far from that state himself. That's not his life now, but still. Every nook and cranny has incredibly unpleasant reminders. So Wyll's visibly perked up and brighter now, but I imagine Astarion would be subdued. Outside of Baldur's Gate, he was free for the first time in a century and now... he's returning to his prison.

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so maybe Ga'eon's coma was not in fact due to Ziost at all - the Force took a look at his sleep debt, it was TERRIBLE and it made an executive decision that he needed a serious nap.

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methinks Erine likes pastels 💅

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i need a new oc but how?? how did I come up with them??? obviously I am capable of creating OCs because I have several already but where did they come from? is it possible to learn this power

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Vector with human eyes isn't real. He cannot hurt you

Vector with human eyes:

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there's gotta be a term for when you're like ALMOST at the end of the game but you've been playing for ages and you're just really tired and you need to get through it but BOY starting a whole new playthrough is looking REALLY tempting. Third act burnout, perhaps? either way I've got it

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sunshineeee

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antidepressants have actually changed my life for the better amen

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dunno what to tell ya mate. my entire drawing strategy is start doodling and see what comes out. Usually trash but occasionally something has potential so I spend more time on it.

deciding what to draw next is like trying to pick out dinner. very difficult and suddenly devoid of ideas