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[blackthorn-the-lightning-horse]

Can't stop being deathly attracted to Molag Bal.

Don't know what it is. I do kinda like the spooky look of things. I am into vampires and demons, elves, fantasy. I am autistic and absolutely love Elder Scrolls, flaws and all, and the music just carries me away into distant lands i want to be a part of. Molag Bal shouldn't be so attractive to me, he (or they considering they can take any form?) is supposed to be all sorts of awful, but nothing or no one else affects me so strongly! 😫 it is like i can feel them around me, sense them maybe? I have been more aware of things recently, like feeling energy around me, and don't know what to do with it. Some things helped me become enlightened, and it's been quite amazing but also a little lonely. Sorry, don't know if this sort of thing is allowed on here. I just want to get it off my chest, hopefully in a space that maybe understands?

[blackthorn-the-lightning-horse]

Thank you for this! Also i love the thought of Verandis and family snuggling with cats and them having one called Ravenheart.

[blackthorn-the-lightning-horse]

I'm not sure what my big feelings are for the Ravenwatch guys.

I know though that when i saw Fennorian get shanked by that enemy vampire, i wanted to go full momma bear on that prick.

When Verandis sacrificed himself at the Doomcrag i was sad for a month and stopped playing. It felt like losing family.