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I've always found the aspect of time Enigmatic... So I'm writing about them to collect my thoughts.~~~

My first initial thought that possibly defines the time bound, is that their lives are marked by the destination, not the journey.

They're the ones who if given a vial of eternal youth or immortality? Would drain that sucker in an instant. Because it is time they are fighting against.

Although for them? Its only a matter of time that they reach their destination. That's what they hope for. But if they die? Then that time will be cut short, doomed to never be fulfilled.

Hmmmm.... That gives me a tiny insight about the aspect wheel.

If you make a true triangle across the wheel toward Hope and Doom from Time. Hope for Time would mean that their efforts succeed, whereas for Doom that means their efforts were all made in vain...

Could The Triangles make upon the aspect's type of satisfaction at the end of their life? Or could it be the result of that aspect's efforts? Or better yet are there levels toward said efforts? What about the split complimentaries? Please in the comments, add your thoughts to this post, I got caught on a tangent.

So, do tell me what you think~~~.

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My Extended Zodiac, Yippie~

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Mage of Heart

If a Mage of Heart can understand the self completely. Avoiding any and all the pit traps laid before them by people who wish to have a slice of that heart shaped pie?

Then know this you sweet sweet bastard.

Everyone wants a slice. (that is to say everyone without even a shred of self respect.) Good luck.

For you are too unique of a gem, that anyone who sets their sights on your unique qualities just wants to nab at it, cut you down, or steal it entirely like what Kurloz did to Mewlin.

Don't let that happen. In order for it NOT to happen, you gotta understand who you are ASAP. Set crystal clear boundaries. Because honestly I'm not gonna speak much about your classpect unless something comes up.

Because this classpect is that of someone who has a wide variety of interests, compassion unlike any other, because why would they be unkind? Unkindness speaks of something lacking within your heart. The Mage of Heart doesn't initially start with any lack!

So they are virtually impossible to correctly classpect.

You never were meant to be put in a box.

You were meant to be You.

But the people who've wronged you? Create holes in you, that you need to take care of. This is how you may suffer... and it will not be a pretty journey for you... I say this with the deepest empathy.

You need to understand yourself, but not just your outside~

You need to understand what makes you, you~!!!

What beauty lies within! And the scars that will inevitably carve throughout your heart? The innermost depths, your spirit song, the wailing child within you?

I'm afraid to even begin to say anything other than to strengthen what's already there.

For you. are far too unique to label.

Know that. You, are you, and always will be you regardless of who you become.

For there is no time like the present.

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goodmorning note to the west coast

I am already beginning to grow gray hair.

I'm actually excited to look like an odd type of Professor Lupin, originally introduced in Harry Potter: Prisoner of Azkaban

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with every connection I make.

Within every connection I make? My attention and understanding shifts ever so slightly inside. this is why I am a classpector, it is to make connections, to understand what makes up the laws of the universe, because blood is between doom and rage? I speak of the connections I make as a sort of trying to challenge myself. To understand through the chaos. to understand through methods and systems in my mind.

whereas a mage of doom would know exactly what the fate of the world is coming to be, through the connections that they make, they will find that everything is ultimately meaningless. I trust that's exactly what sollux thought.

as well, a mage of rage would know exactly what is the meaning of passion, whether that be love hate or otherwise. They will find their people, because rage is a sort of binding force that people unite under. They will eventually be happy with those they've chosen.

But a Mage of Blood? Is one who would know what makes people tick. Through an odd set of circumstances, they would know exactly how the world works. Even if they themselves are the most awkward people who haven't a clue how to really say anything inspiring. Oh how I envy the mages above the space and time. Mind, hope, breath, life, light? These mages oh so certainly have no trouble at all speaking their mind, or so I would assume.

He or she who is a mage of breath should know that they could inspire so many if they were to just speak about what they don't like about the world. it would be so easy for them.

As for me? I must speak of what I see helping people. Hope and life? Blood is under the split complimentary of these two aspects. That means something. What I say will help shape what it means to be hopeful, to have a good life.

That is why I classpect, It's not to say exactly what everyone has said in past days. It's so I can help people improve who their are in the lives they live.

It's why I spoke on and on about what it means to be a mage of rage, and what love means to them. That rage doesn't have to all be about hate. but it could be about what passion also is, love.

I am someone who understands Blood. I understand friendship, what to do what not to do to keep people happy. Because I've experienced what friendship is to me. And I also understand what it means to be lonely, what breath feels to me. Any mage of breath would hate feeling stifled by the connections that ever so latch onto them.

But me? I need them, I love what it feels to be depended on, to feel understood, with every connection I make, I feel more whole as a person. whether that be the connections that I make to understand fate? Or the connections I make when I find a new friend.

Those days are truly special to me.

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Mage of Rage ~+ Info.

Every post of mine will be unique to its own self, I will never copy paste, while also trying to accommodate everything.

this is my second post throughout the mages, counterclockwise climbing up the aspect wheel up to time, then to breath, down to space then back to doom. As soon as it's done, we'll move onto the opposite class of mages, then onto witches, and then seers. whereas at that point hopefully enough people will be willing to answer a poll for which next set of related classes I'd do.

I will eventually create a master post. as I will also create an official for each class and aspect. but these posts will usually be dedicated to the classpect in tread.

Because we're in the early days, laddies. alright thats enough Info.~

Let's get to it.

Mage of Rage strikes me as one of the angrier of the rage lineup. But yet they are not without reason, they understand exactly why they are angry. Maybe even at first they'd think they'd know. But really their ability to hate would displace any mother from the get go. screaming, howling, temper tantrums. They feel what it means to say no. and they feel what it means to be said no to.

Needless to say, a mother of this type of child will need to have a very firm hand upon them. A mage of rage needs to learn what an unshakable hand feels like in order for them to have a happy life.

If they grow up spoiled... they will become the worst version of themselves. that is unless a drill sergeant breaks them down and shows them that their initial rage will only lead to more and more pain than they initially meant for...

Mages need to know what it means to understand what their aspect says and does. What it means to have too much of it, and too little. They must accept what it means to be under such a negative aspect. to a lot of people, seeing your rage will displace their opinion of you...

... I know. this will only make you angrier, oh Mage of Rage. but you must accept the pain. simmer in it. do not break, but yet do not bend. become rigid. but in time open up again as once you did in your childhood, not to scream out in a tantrum... but to cry, as people do. cry out if you may, even if its in front of others who love you. you don't have to do this alone. we are meant for each other. After all.

Love those who love you with fiery passion, protect them, be their fortress their stronghold. If one would do them harm, understand what it means to be angry. You could go out to hurt the person out of vigilante justice. and yes, it would most certainly be just. But law has a place. Even if it seems like a joke to you, over how law has a place to meddle in affairs not its own... it still has it's place. They will find you. And in jail, those you love will be without.

So instead? Know what it means to use anger. Use your tongue, but carefully. For in your rage word is law, and it cannot be undone. how great a wildfire can be set by such a small spark.

Use your fists to protect. to defend. to prevent. Anything else would create rage, or use it to destroy. you are no sylph. no maid. no prince or bard.

you are a mage. and A mage of rage is meant to understand hate. Accept it dear warrior. but use the fire inside to maybe one day find love, the greatest fire there is.

Find love, for in love we find the greatest rage imaginable. Hate is a fire that burns brightly for a time. but Love? Burns and does not go out.

Love does not transgress. it has no guile, nor iniquity. It makes many mistakes, but the rage then is turned inward and not outward.

Be angry at yourself. the mistakes, the hurt, the false love, the false joys, the falsities of the world. be angry at it. be angry...

at the right things.

This will make up to be your own greater potential.

This is when you God tier.

When you understand that love can be found in Rage? How great of love will you find. For rage sits beside Blood and Heart. these two aspects influence your aspect greatly, it would do you well to understand them and look into the soul and those who matter most to you.

For it's when we find these? That rage makes sense. It is in the heart where we kindle the fire. It's in the love we find, for those who we find that love us too. that we will find the greatest fire.

Use your rage to understand the world. the world is awful, it can be cruel. it hates and hurts out of a manner of people set on the stage of life. nobody cares about the weak. So defend the weak, oh Mage of Rage. Speak, cry, Yell, defend. speak for those who cannot speak for themselves. you will find justice, when you fight for those who cannot free themselves by themselves.

You are a warrior. be the voice that will rise up and become what people need, not what people want.

You are the Mage of Rage.

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Sorry to those who would like to request a classpect

I'd like to do all classpects in due time.

I will not be taking requests, but only for some more specific questions about certain classpects that I've covered.

I'd like to cross every box, and make sure everything is made and dealt with. otherwise I may use the requests as a sort of motivator. and possibly get overwhelmed by the amount of requests I may get.

please be patient, in time I'll cover everything. or none at all.

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Mage of Blood

No fan-fare, lets get right into it.

Mages understand their aspect for themselves, experiencing every last bit of it. The good the bad and the ugly. Their challenge is to see their aspect for all that it is and accept it for themselves. Using this knowledge to help others at the *end of their quest rather than the beginning. Don't get it twisted, mages are not inherently able to help people so effectively nor willingly at the beginning of their quest. They are no seer after all.

The Blood aspect is an aspect of Bonds. connections, ties, oaths, obligations, rings, covenants, the like. Friendship in a nutshell. Even romance. True unadulterated love, for the other rather than the fulfillment of the self. Blood is the aspect that stands tallest when surrounded by their common folk. They also tend to be a little bit sturdier built than most people, unless that's not the focus for the role within their classpect. So on so forth.

But Yes you heard me correctly, there are different roles within classpects that people generally fall under. Grooves, if you may. I will consistently name 3 roles per post. So that people can find themselves within it. This is practical, and I like it so I'm gonna do it.

Now, one final thing before we really begin. For all three roles any classpect may play under, There is one definitive goal for every god tier, unique to that classpect. The ultimate purpose of being you*, if you will.

Now without further Ado.~

Mage of Blood.

Mages of Blood start early in their quest for understanding blood. If you are a particularly lucky mage, you'd be born in a family with strong bonds, but if you are not... Don't fret too much, you're being seeped with potential. Mages of Blood are born for resilience and adaptability vs adversity and abuse. These type of mages can face anything, and bounce back from anything. Not because of any bond we've formed, but because our blood boils with determination, and passion. whether that be from Anger, or Rigidity?

The result is the same, we keep moving forward no matter what. When we are faced with a wall? we build a door. or hammer at it long enough to not die. Because every last little bit of it hurts, But when you come through? You look back and see how far you've come.

Scars line your beating bloody heart from all the things you've been through.

Role 1: The Counselor - Your role may be the easiest or hardest depending on where your friends lie. You are the advice giver, known to put one and two together to get three. Any question you can answer in the snap of your fingers within two seconds of thought. alchemy for all the connections you've made in past days. Now its up to you to make the right calls, because people are relying on you. don't let them down.

Role 2: The Determined - Your life has taken a turn for the worse. or maybe for the better, but regardless? You're determined to get stronger, Know more, and trudge forward in life limb and action, knowledge word and proverb? To understand, to understand blood. You will succeed, as long as you keep moving forward.

Role 3: The Bleeding - Your role for these moments are that of the bleeding... everyone hates you. You're awkward, you sit alone in the cafeteria, because nobody will even bother to talk to you. and the ones who do wish to make an example of you. hunker down, you'll get through this. let your blood boil. it is your strength. But do not lash out, that would destroy bonds. The very bonds you wish to create.

Many mages of blood will get through all three roles before they God tier

Ultimate Purpose: This is when you reach God tier. You will know life, wiser than most people on planet earth. Because you made enough connections about the world, to understand all of it. Through repetition upon itself? Like Damascus steel? You've been folded and rended in the fire, you can take a hit - and give it back. You are the aged beacon of fine red wine. because I haven't a doubt you'll be old and gray until you reach this point. You will be the person on the street that people just come to and wanna chat, because your aura is simply emanating from your carapace. I need to cut this short, because it's already so long.

Cheers~

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Welcome.

It's been a while, Whereas I haven't yet begun. That changes now.

As a Mage of Blood I had to wade through some of it to really even see who I am.

But there's no doubt in myself now, I am who I always was.

I'll begin by defining my own classpect~

This is that type of Blog after all.

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Forget or be Forgotten

This is a tumblr page, about 2 subjects.

Homestuck Classpecting?

and

Storytelling.

But then mixing the two.

The characters I classpect? The people? Will be in the story as a whole. This is a story, an overarching story where you can be the main character. or one of many protagonists.

All through the perspective of a tiny little mouse named Omen. I don't want Patrons? I don't want recognitions? I wanna see about a community where we all choose to see brightness

That doesn't mean I am or will be the most important person here.

Instead? I'll just be the one leading the charge to tomorrow.

The date is 1/1/2025

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I wanna write a Story.

Just as I wanna change the world.

I don't wanna be published! Instead? I wanna inspire.

I wanna show people my stuff. without a single care or thing of it.

Because I'm not gonna be here forever.

why should I care so much about how the world will do things? I wanna try. Try and do things my way.

All in all? Things will work out.

even though this world is gonna get worse.

and ever more cold and heartless than it ever was? I wanna be, just a single outgoing light in the darkness.

Thank you for reading~

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Me going into 2025?

*Loud audible whale noises.*