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Hi, still moving A'ni to my multi.

But if I don't have an Akshan and A'ni interaction I WILL riot.

Thank you.

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Yeah fk it I will. I shall post it here once it's done. Am in the process of doing a new muse page anyways hhh

Also I do miss A'ni but this year was a lot already.

Might pull A'ni into my multi bc @sunszenith is holding me at gunpoint to make a new blog

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Might pull A'ni into my multi bc @sunszenith is holding me at gunpoint to make a new blog

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PÉLE.

“ Right… ”

Honestly the talk of vacation and venturing with not only her bandmates but her closest friends had helped put her mind at ease, but with A'ni’s uncertain decision about the trip she grew silent once more. Listening to the pitter patter of rain outside begin to lighten, she simply turned her head and faced the TV blankly, an audible inhale followed by the softest exhale.

The silence kills her internally, she was built to make noise, not wallow in quiet, “ can we watch a TV or movie? ” she softly said.

“ Hm... If you want to, sure. ”  she answered simply, grabbing the remote. It was clear to her that the answer wasn’t very much to her liking, but truth be told, the woman did not very much like to relax very often; there was a form of guilt whenever she did so, of memories from her past rushing in to torment her — she’d much rather stay busy to keep them away.

Not the healthiest coping mechanisms, she truly hoped Péle wasn’t like that, especially in a moment like this. In fact...  “ Are you sure you don’t want to sleep? It is pretty late. You must be exhausted after... everything. ”  not to mention her running to her house, which was nowhere near the other’s.

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@sunszenith sang:     " These days, these rare days that we get to spend together, are a blessing for me. "

The singer responded with a simple hum.

Her head resting by the other’s shoulder, one of her hands placed atop the solari’s torso. It was a serene afternoon, where neither of them had any tasks or duties to tend to. Truly a miracle, one of those few days the shuriman could hardly believe were real. Sometimes she wondered what she had done to deserve them.

Still, even in all her wit, it was hard to respond to the other’s comment. So after a brief moment of thinking, she chose to simply raise her head slightly, enough so that her lips could press against the taller woman’s cheek, only to go back to its resting place.

“ For me as well... ”  she finally said, a mere whisper escaping a faint smile.

I CARE A LOT sentence starters       /      not accepting.

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@vicis sang:     Zannerik remembers seeing other creature crawl into a lap. He decided he should try it. It seemed very rewarding with lots of head pats. Crawling now onto A'ni's lap with asking. Plopping his large body on her lap. Tail wagging in the air.

It seemed working on a tapestry today would have to wait. 

The singer would let out a single sound of exclamation as the giant demon sat atop her lap, hands quickly dropping the instruments used in the craft she was working on to rest by his back, so he would not come falling onto the weaving machine.

A scoff would escape under her breath, still startled by the sudden move the other decided to take. Where had he been anyway? Hiding in the shadows again? No matter, now he clearly wasn’t, and to top it all off, he had decided that she was a good place to sit on.

“ Ah... Hello Zannerik. Are- Did you need something? ”  she asked, a bit taken aback still, but her hands did pat at his back, as if trying to soothe both of them into this new situation.

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@ncumenia said:     ❝ i’m sorry to disturb you so early. ❞

An inquisitive hum would leave the singer, who had already been up by the time the Lunari entered her abode. Waking up early was a habit, but what wasn’t was to see the other woman, one terribly afraid of sunlight, to make a visit just as the first sunrays basked the streets.

“ You’re not disturbing me at all, dear. But... Is something wrong? ”  she said, tilting her head. Violet eyes would scan over the other; was she hurt? was she in trouble? No matter...

“ I’m sorry. I don’t mean to be so intrusive, I’m merely surprised to see you at this time, and while it’s delightful, I can’t help but to overthink. ”

I CARE A LOT sentence starters       /      accepting.

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word prompts compilation

complies THIS MEME // THIS MEME // THIS MEME

ADD ++ FOR REVERSE

[ attention ] for your muse to touch mine as a way of getting their attention

[ wake ] for your muse to wake mine

[ cover ]  for your muse to cover mine with a blanket or a jacket

[ lift ] for your muse to give mine a hand stepping up or over something etc.

[ kiss ]  for your muse to come up to mine and kiss them without warning

[ run ] for your muse to run their fingers through mine’s hair

[ braid ] for your muse to braid mine’s hair

[ embrace ]  for your muse to hold mine

[ smile ] for your muse to smile at mine from across the room

[ wave ] for your muse to gesture to mine to come closer

[ panic ] for your muse to grab mine’s arm or get behind them in a moment of danger

[ touch ] for your muse to rest their forehead against mine’s

[ weep ]  for your muse to catch mine crying

[ eat ] for your muse to offer mine food

[ hit ] for your muse to attack mine

[ love ] for your muse to touch mine as a show of affection or reassurance

[ nap ] for your muse to fall asleep against mine

[ rest ] for your muse to rest their head in mine’s lap

[ look ] for your muse to catch mine staring

[ seduce ] for your muse to touch mine sexually

[ help ] for your muse to lean on mine for support

[ give ] for your muse to offer mine their arm

[ entwine ] for your muse to hold mine’s hand

[ laugh ] for your muse to laugh at something mine did

[ dance ] for your muse to dance with mine

[ sit ] for your muse to pull mine into their lap

[ yell ] for your muse to calm mine down

[ cry ] for your muse to wipe mine’s tears away

[ dream ] for my muse to share dream with yours

[ nightmare ] for your muse to wake mine from a nightmare

[ surprise ] for your muse to show up at mine’s house without explanation

[ fix ] for your muse to treat mine’s injury

[ sacrifice ] for your muse to get hurt protecting mine

[ guard ] for your muse to step between my muse and danger

[ taste ] for your muse to cook for mine

[ sing ] for your muse to sing to mine 

[ goodbye ] for my muse kissing and/or hugging your muse goodbye

[ secrets ]   my  muse  sharing/confiding  a secret

[ bloody ]   for your  muse  coming  to  my  muse  with  blood  stains 

[ drunk ]   your  muse  takes  care  of my very drunk muse 

[ bed ]  my  muse wakes up in  the  same bed as your muse with little  recollection  of  the  night  before

[ scream ]   my  muse  hears  your  muse  scream  and  runs  to  them

[ trail ]   my  muse  watches  as  your  muse  traces  one  of  my  muses  scars,  asking  them  about  it

[ piggyback ]   my  muse  gives  yours  a  piggyback  ride

[ jump ]   my  muse  holding  yours  up  by  their  thighs

[ carry ]   my  muse  carries  your  muse  to  their  house

[ lighter ]   my  muse  pulls  out  a  lighter  and  lights  it  for  your  muse  to  use  to  light  their  cigarette

[ shot ] my  muse  gets  shot  and  struggles  to  your  muses for aid

[ wound ] my  muse  patches  and  bandages  a  wound  your  muse  has  gotten

[ fight ]   my  muse  stops  your  muse  from  getting  into  a  physical  fight  with  someone  else

[ arrest ]   your  muse  finds  my  muse  arrested  in  cuffs  

[ hospital ]   my  muse  awakens  in  a  hospital,  finding  your  muse  by  their  side,  asking  what  happened

[ betrayal ] my  muse  finds  out  that  your  muse  has  betrayed  them and  confronts  them  about  it

[ nude ] my  muse  walks  in  on  your  muse  accidentally  seeing  them  naked

[ karaoke ]  for our muses to sing together

[ wet ]   your muse  strips  down  to  their  under  garments  and  runs  into  the  water,  motioning  for my muse  to  join  them

[ crawl ]  for  your  muse  to  crawl  into  bed  with  mine .

[ flower ]  for  your  muse  to  offer  my  muse  their  favourite  flower

[ gift ]  for  my  muse  to  surprise  your muse  with  a  gift

[ homemade gift ]  for  my  muse  to  make  your muse  a  gift

[ bestow ] for your muse to give my muse a gift, bought or handmade ( bonus if you add what it is )

[ serenade ]  for  my  muse  to  sing  to  your  muse

[ caress ]  for  your  muse  to  gently  run  their  hand  down  my  muse’s  face

[ caught ]  for  your  muse  to  catch  my  muse  wearing  their  shirt .

[ love letter ]  for  your  muse  to  give  my  muse  a  love  letter  they  wrote  for  them

[ boop ]  for  your  muse  to  boop  my  muse  on  the  nose

[ date ]  for  my muse  to  ask  your  muse  to  go  on  a  date

[ confess ]  for my muse  to  confess  their  feelings  to  your  muse

[ sleepy ]  for  my muse  to  slowly  fall  alseep  on  your muse

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Sorry for the radio silence in here. Life happened + I guess I’m addicted to ffxiv now.

Well, if we are mutuals and you want to interact feel free to send in prompts I’m reblogging, even if we haven’t plotted before. I’ll try to get to them whenever I can.

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i care a lot sentence starters

contains spoilers! cw for abuse, medical abuse, violence

❝ you think you’re a good person. you’re not a good person. ❞

❝ trust me, there’s no such thing as good people. ❞

❝ i’ve been poor. it doesn’t agree with me. ❞

❝ it’s a goddamn nightmare. ❞

❝ i care for those who are in need of protection. ❞

❝ good news or bad news? ❞

❝ keep your eyes on the road. ❞

❝ don’t tease me. give me the details. ❞

❝ that lady right there, she’s my fucking hero. ❞

❝ i’m sorry to disturb you so early. ❞

❝ we can’t just sit by while people struggle. ❞

❝ i’m afraid it’s not up to you —or me— to decide. ❞

❝ i’m afraid you might be in some trouble. ❞

❝ i don’t believe this is happening. ❞

❝ don’t touch me! ❞

❝ yeah, i’d fuckin’ fight. ❞

❝ at heart, most of us are weak. compliant. scared. ❞

❝ and remember, i’m on your side ❞

❝ could you open the door so i can get some air? ❞

❝ i don’t understand. ❞

❝ these days, these rare days that we get to spend together, are a blessing for me. ❞

❝ even sadistic, immoral assholes get old. ❞

❝ so how did this happen? ❞

❝ i just need five minutes of your time, please. it’s very important. ❞

❝ i think there’s been a mistake. ❞

❝ that’s simply not true. you know it, i know it. ❞

❝ you saw an opportunity and you grabbed it. ❞

❝ is that a threat? ❞

❝ let’s just say… you’ll not be comfortable or uncomfortable, ever again. ❞

❝ ____ is in need of my protection. how can i just abandon her? ❞

❝ in the days to come, you’ll replay this conversation in your head over and over. you’re gonna wish you’d played it differently. ❞

❝ you know how many times i’ve been threatened by a man? thousands. you know how many of ‘em ever came to anything? ❞

❝ i’m the worst mistake you’ll ever make. ❞

❝ that’s the exact opposite of what’s happening here— ❞

❝ about fucking time! ❞

❝ i am prepared to kill you to get out of here. are you prepared to die to stop me?❞

❝ want a doughnut? ❞

❝ it used to be a thing, for a second. ❞

❝ i don’t want you to get shot in the head, and i don’t wanna get shot in the head, either.❞

❝ i don’t lose. i won’t lose. ❞

❝ you’re gonna die in here. alone, and in terrible pain. ❞

❝ what happened? oh my god! are you okay? ❞

❝ i don’t like you. ❞

❝ you know, you remind me of someone i knew when i was younger. ❞

❝ don’t underestimate me. ❞

❝ it says that on your business card? ❞

❝ are you gonna make another big fucking speech? ❞

❝ you stole something from me. ❞

❝ i don’t like being angry. i much prefer to be calm. ❞

❝ do you know who i am? ❞

❝ well, to make it in this country you need to be brave. and stupid, and clever, and ruthless. ❞

❝ i wanna be rich. i wanna be very fucking rich. ❞

❝ i want enough money to use as a weapon. to use as a bludgeon, the way real rich people do. ❞

❝ you hold no cards. ❞

❝ i’ll give you fifty dollars if you let me make a call on your cell. ❞

❝ i thought you were dead. ❞

❝ how are you feeling? ❞

❝ say the word, and we’re gone. ❞

❝ do you have a plan? will it work? ❞

❝ there you are. how are feeling? ❞

❝ you wanna hear an interesting fact? ❞

❝ i know you don’t like losing, but i suggest you swallow your pride. ❞

❝ i’d like to propose an alternative. ❞

❝ are you fucking with me? ❞

❝ you’re a rare person, ____. ❞

❝ your determination — well, frankly it’s scary. ❞

❝ how do we trust each other? ❞

❝ ask yourself: what am i willing to sacrifice to achieve my dreams? what lines will i not cross? ❞

❝ don’t try to be anyone else. just know who you are and use that to your advantage. ❞

❝ i’m just someone who cares. ❞

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@zauns-insane-secret said:     The black haired child smiled as he would bring Ani breakfast in bed and would try to wake her up by kissing her cheek. "Mommy wake up! It is Heart Day! I made you breakfast for Heart Day!"

The woman’s eyes shot open, a subtle gasp following the startled motion.

Waking up early was a habit, but having someone actively waking her sent a shock down her spine every time, mostly due to it being for not very good reasons most of the time.

Which, frankly, this one wasn’t really a good one in her book. Regardless, she recognized the voice very well, and would put on a faint smile just for the boy.

“ Ah... Sorry Jack. But... Heartseeker’s day-? ”  wow, was it really that day? she didn’t care to remember it, but he seemed ecstatic.  “ Well, happy heartseeker’s day for you d-. Wait... What’s all this? Is this for me? ”  she continued, trying to appease him, but it was only then she noticed the little meal he had prepared — obviously not a chef, but the sweet gesture was certainly noticed.

The woman chuckled under her breath,  “ Thank you, dear. That... is very mindful of you. ”  she added quietly, reciprocating the kiss, only hers was on his forehead. 

Still, speechless was she, as it was quite odd, or perhaps interesting, that he was the first to treat her nicely on this cursed day.

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gone : my muse stays by your muses side while they take their last breath. (only bc I'm curious on what he'd do)

|| Her much smaller hand laid so lifeless in his own... watching her violet eyes lose color with her final breath being wordless-- he knew who was responsible, his larger body hunching over her defeated frame, one tear, then a second trickle down bumpily, falling to scarred features and mapping his jaw.

For a moment the man had been bowed, wishing the spirit realm kindness to her flawlessly cut heart, she deserved more life than what she had been given... slowly he sits up, a fist indenting the ground beside him, a the storm arising inside.

" I'll find those bastards... I'll make them pay! THEY'RE ALREADY DEAD! " deeper growl of a voice shouts out into the forested night cover, but his rage subsides into sorrow one more, slowly massive arms lift her lifeless frame as he carries her off somewhere tranquil...

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PÉLE.

The woman sighs, but with relief this time, and less somberness, eyes closing and as she’d relax more so, deeper into the couch and into her lap by extension, with a hand raised to hold her forearm, just for comfort.

“ Gracias hermosa… it means the world to me to have you three, I could never have lived the life I wanted without any of you, or without my family. Once this is over why don’t we go somewhere? All of us, ” she asked, of course she wouldn’t be offended should the woman say no.

Well that was an intriguing offer...  “ All of us? I didn’t imagine it that way, mostly because I didn’t think all of us would maintain even a semblance of serenity and clarity... Something I still think you’ll need. ”  she hummed quietly, pondering over it. Of course she was trying to be reasonable, but there was still some underlying doubt in midst her thoughts.

“ I could, though I suppose someone needs to stay behind and deal with the band matters. And with all honesty I don’t think Orianthe and Robyn would like to do that by themselves... Though who knows... We can think more about that once everything becomes clearer. ”

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PÉLE.

She sniffles again, smiling at her more genuine words, truthful… honest and quite endearing too, Péle could lie here for hours listening to the advice A'nifaris could give. “ Hm… yah, I suppose you’re right I just… I know it will be difficult for a time, I’m not sure how I will be able to do band things… ”

To her next question she thought about it before rolling onto her back with her head still laid out on her lap, a hand raised to her forehead, “ ma'ma gave me the news and I just ran out… ”

She hummed at the response, eyes trailing off to the corner of the room for a moment, as if thinking about it.  “ You don’t need to do anything until you’re ready to. ”  she replied in kind, violet gaze returning to the other. And upon a few more seconds of pondering in silence, she’d tilt her head slightly.

“ Why not take a vacation, maybe? After everything is settled with your family, of course. The rest of us can deal with everything else for a while. ”  a bold promise, but she at least would do her part,  “ We’re here for you, Péle... I’m here for you. You won’t be going through this alone. ”

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PÉLE. 

The firey haired woman feeling hands through the very flames atop her head was by far the most relaxing feeling she could ever hope to feel in that moment and position, her eyes staring off into a blank TV screen in hopes to spot reflections of them both. “ He was… I remember my first concert, he said , ’ hermosa hija! You did it! ’ ” she offered a small laugh between sniffles and cheek wipes.

“ He was… so happy. ”

“ See? His love for you was huge, and with good reason. ”  she said, pausing the caressing and instead wrapping her arms loosely around the other, shaking her playfully.  “ I know it may seem unfair he is gone so soon, though I feel the best you could do now is to hang onto those good moments, and let him go. ”  she added, resuming the more tender action, though this time she let herself rest her back on the couch, assuming a more comfortable position, and also a way for the other to turn to look at her, if so desired.

“ It doesn’t mean you won’t miss him, heavens know that feeling might never leave, but it means you’ll be in a better place to move on. How did the rest of your family take it? ”  her voice was as soothing as ever, as if trying to soften the harshness of the situation.

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@zauns-insane-secret said:    A small boy with black hair and tan skin walked up to the woman and yawned slightly. "Excuse me...I am lost and hungry....Can I have some food?" He asked as he rubbed on of his eyes, the other red orb focused on her.

The woman turned around a bit startled, though little of her movements actually displayed that. Perhaps what gave it away was the tone of surprise she had in her gaze once she looked at the child. She had not seen him before, so either he was estranged from his parents, or this little boy was really as lost as he said.

“ Ah... Of course, dear. ”  she said, getting a small loaf of bread from her basket and handing it to him. She was just coming back from the market, so he was lucky she even had anything to begin with.

She’d kneel down as he ate, if only to get a better look at him, but also to be eye level with him.

“ Did you get lost from your parents...? Are you hurt...? ”