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There is an emptiness inside me. I have read thousands pages I couldn’t fill it up. I have listened to people, I couldn’t fill it up. I don’t belong anywhere. Quite place inside me there is a little old girl tells me that watch the sky only…

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Lord of karma, Saturn is in retrograde.

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Randomness and coincidence are two different contexts… I don’t believe in coincidence!

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I don’t know if I am ready to write again. But as of now I’m back. I guess I have enough to share.

Now my turn… Hello world again. Arche is back to Tumblr with a stage 4 cancer.

Maybe someone out there needs to hear my personal journey. Cancer, being a mom with cancer, being alone with cancer, being motherless with cancer… I have not spoken to anyone for over a year. I know I am not alone.

Surgeries, radiation therapy, chemotherapy, hormone therapy, gain weight and lose weight, vomit, nausea, and fatigue… They are painful. I mean so much pain…

But nothing is more painful than seeing you’re alone…

I am confessing my ignorance about life and myself right now right here… After everything lost its meaning and value…

See you in the next post—