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3:03am

even if were in bad place right now,

I miss you so much, 

I want to hear from you so bad,

but I’ll stop myself from messaging again, 

because I know that’s what the universe wants me to do,

I still hope,

that someday you will come back , 

I want you to ,

But if not, 

that’s fine,

I just want to see you happy,

even if I’m not the reason anymore. 

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"If you are happy, I’m happy”

         so are you happy right now?

                                     because I’m not.

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I still miss you

                   but I know what I deserve now

                                                            and it’s what you gave me

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The Irony

Isn’t it ironic?

I receive the attention from others, 

Promising me the love I crave,

Showing true interest,

Showing their real emotions,

Pulling me closer every time I push them away,

And yet I choose you,

All the time,

Over and over again,

Even though you are the one,

pushing me away,

You told me you love me,

You miss me,

You want me to be happy,

And I told you,

I’m happiest when,

I’m with you,

But why do you disappear just like that? 

I tried to be strong,

For us,

But I’m already falling,

I’m tired,

I need you to help me,

Just give me one reason,

One reason to hold unto us....

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I'm so damaged that when someone gives me what I truly deserve, I don’t know how to react.

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@minnahigh

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what we are feeling is not the same; you’re sad because you don’t have anyone, i’m sad because i don’t have you.

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blue

You’re becoming a blur in my memories and I’m caught between wanting to remember you so I can miss you but also, I’m really happy now that you’re gone and I think that’s more important.

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