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honestly

just had the most annoying experience. i’ve been looking forward to clubbing for like a year now and my friend just came to visit to go clubbing and have fun and she literally just bailed on those plans an hour before we were set to leave. AND i had included another friend in these plans who I THEN HAD TO BAIL ON LIKE AN HOUR FROM GOING OUT. and another friend who is kind of a new friend who i also had to bail on. and she bailed because she has a fucking cough. i understand that health anxiety and health ocd suck but also like fucking why AN HOUR BEFORE WE WERE GONNA LEAVE ??? like take a fucking xanax or something. ik im being a cunt right now but im kind of pissed. also my partner has been like struggling with sex stuff and the idea of polyamory keeps coming up and i dont even know if i want that but like it feels like im already reassuring them all the time so despite what they say it feels like it isnt an option. idk i just wish everyone was on my wavelength and ik thats not how life works but sometimes that fucking sucks. like why am i 23 and i barely have sex once a week, make like $500 a week which is barely enough to survive, and i also havent been to a club in over a year. also i wish my partner liked clubbing but they dont. i just wish i didnt feel like im missing out on so much. ik i still have time but fuck it feels like even when i try to go out and be young and dumb and full of cum im being blocked from that experience. now its 2 am and instead of like stumbling out of a club and calling an uber im sitting in bed typing up this mess of a post on tumblr while my partner sleeps next to me and my friend probably scrolls through tiktok. and thats the other thing is instead of trying to salvage the evening and enjoy hanging out inside and drinking margs and having homemade dinner it was fucking depressing because she was mad at herself for not going out and it was just lame. like there was no reason for this night to feel boring and i feel like a precious saturday night was wasted. i know im just feeling like an asshole right now but tbh i wish i couldve just gone out with the other friends i had to cancel on and let her be mad at herself alone. but frankly i think that wouldve made me a kind of shitty friend and partner since my partner would have had to stay with her and have an awkward night. just overall feeling annoyed and wishing i had my partner to talk to about this but by the time my partner and i can actually talk its gonna be like three days from now after i come home from work. i hate my fucking job !!!! i wanna get out of food and bev so bad but i need the money right now. i have to remind myself it will end or i feel suicidal. also ik its not a big deal about clubbing tonight but this friend just lets her anxiety rule her life sometimes and i feel for her but also its shitty when that effects other people. and i kinda dont know what to do about my partner situation im feeling kind of trapped which sucks cause im so in love with them but idk i think i wanna consider couples therapy but they said they want to go to individual therapy first which is valid but they havent gone. and i get that it can be scary and triggering for people but i need something to change or i guess i need to settle for just wishing we had more sex. am i entitled for wanting more? i feel like every other part of our relationship is so great and the sex used to be so frequent and it just doesnt feel the same. i need to go back to therapy so fucking bad. idk im just having a shitty night and i wish it had gone differently. thanks for listening tumblr void.

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mutuals take my which louis are you quiz 👩‍❤️‍👩👯‍♀️

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harries need to chill when they say louis contributed nothing to 1d. nobody would have even voted for them on x-factor if louis wasn’t there. man’s was pulling the entire team with his personality.

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liam payne talking shit on the logan paul podcast im dead 💀💀💀 maya come get your man ……oh wait

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the signs as songs from harry’s house

check sun/moon/mars

aries: cinema

taurus: matilda

gemini: late night talking

cancer: boyfriends

leo: daylight

virgo: satellite

libra: daydreaming

scorpio: as it was / grapejuice

sagittarius: little freak

capricorn: love of my life

aquarius: keep driving

pisces: music for a sushi restaurant

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sweet creature; baby honey; golden; darling; sunflower; sunshine; temptress; baby; little freak; jezebel; love of my life

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https://twitter.com/fO0L4lou/status/1527247268252127232?t=tVG6oXmlCqxfqBywGh-kRw&s=19

Can I add this to the chaos?

Why 🫠

https://twitter.com/fO0L4lou/status/1527247268252127232?t=tVG6oXmlCqxfqBywGh-kRw&s=19

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"It's shit!"

-Louis in response to a "Did you watch Ted Lasso?" sign during Too Young.

Louis Tomlinson World Tour: Los Angeles, Night 2. (13 March 2022)

x

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it’s officially 4:18am and I’m still awake BUT I did make a uquiz so pros and cons

let me tell you which Taylor Swift era you are

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are we talking about warped tour louis this is my moment, my time to shine

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Louis + pulling mic back

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👀 I wonder where she’s coming from with the last one and what the fuck it means…. very bold statement after referring to Harry’s situation.

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“i don’t like louis tomlinson” unfollowed blocked unfriended on facebook and uninvited from my teen beach movie themed birthday party and my moms calling ur mom

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wearesuperhi: Finishing touches on some exciting things - @louist91 smashing it as ever 🤙

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one direction