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Hullo... Hai... : 3 Welcome 2 my blog... It is very Me Centered !!! Sometimes I install the app to interact with people again, Sometimes I uninstall it for the sake of my social battery,,, it's just a big Gamble XP I am taken, so please don't flirt with me.

!!! SB to unfollow !!! I don't wanna keep your follow if you unfollow me

⚠️ My explanation for being super asocial and less interactive is because I am [currently] an active abuse victim. I cannot leave my situation, therefore it leaves me to be very socially drained and not trustworthy of people. Please be patient with me. 😓 ⚠️ (I hope one day to remove this from any of my future pinned posts ,,)

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For comms, I am willingly to draw almost anything. If you have specific questions, you can DM me. : ') ,, no illegal requests please I don't want to draw anything proship

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Yume stuff lololol : )

Okay that's probably it for Now (⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠) ,,, if you wanna add me on Discord it's lambmura , if you wanna find me on twitter or bluesky or pinterest or youtube you can also look up cconfusedkat.... My roblox is bvelektra ʘ⁠‿⁠ʘ

I'm veryyy socially anxious so if you think I'm scary ,, I'm definitely more scared of you more than you're scared of me 😭

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Pre-God kity nari in a sock sweater when?

He's still a god in this one cause shamura gave him the red crown like right after they first met him, but THERE HE IS IT'S THE BABY MAN. They could've easily had this new follower make an actual outfit for narinder, but frankly he's funnier and cuter stuffed into a big tube sock.

I ACTUALLY DREW SOMETHING REALLY SIMILAR TO THIS *BEFORE* YOU SENT THIS ASK AND COULD'VE JUST POSTED THIS ON ITS OWN. I was also thinking of sock kittens recently......ignore that narinder and leshy are both babies in this, it's just for the sake of the shitpost

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Promise

My quick sketch of the logical conclusion to this comic

AND A REFERENCE TO MY OLD ART ↓

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*starts tweaking on the floor*

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I live for Sozura

Yay, happy Pride month

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thinkin about those human bishop designs I made forever ago....I drew everybody else as well, but tbh the only doodle pages I made any progress on were heket and shamura...they aren't done yet so I'll post them another day. Usually when I do something of the whole gang I start drawing one of those two by default cause C'MONNN they're the best

religious confession: for some reason when I was a small child raised by a catholic mom, I had an illustrated bible, but my favorite story to read was the plagues of egypt because I liked when the river filled with blood and the frogs came out in swarms. They did NOT shy away from illustrating all the blood and pestilence and suffering and for some reason I was enamored by it as a tiny child. Anyway I like to think heket is red because she came from an unholy river of blood, and maybe it's also where her little froggy in the top corner came from <3

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NO BRING BACK THE FLAMES- MY SHOW IS DYING

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Wonder what theyre arguing about.

Atleast one of them is enjoying the show.

@eliza-forget @thecursedcake

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Funny times with @eliza-forget 's Sozo and my silly little Spider Isabelle:

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You were born bluer than a butterfly

Beautiful and so deprived of oxygen

Perspective art be DAMNED- I hate backgrounds and vanishing points..

Anyways- \o/ more lore art cause I’m a little obsessed atm. I am.. very much planning out a fic. I miss writing and my brainrot for my Shamura has been horrible.

Little bit about this one, Shamura was training to become a disciple of their original Goddess. The youngest disciple to be indoctrinated as well.. they were just a child in a village that didn’t want them.

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Nerds in Love

Perhaps the best Sozura I will do for a long, long time... look at them nerds. 💜 I'm celebrating Pride Month with my favourite couples in my au, check them all out! Cult of the Lamb Pride Parade Masterpost

Sozo got the smooth moves!

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'THE PRICE WE PAID TO KNOW YOU'

(part 4/4)

if anyone is confused by the context in the long monologue panel, they're talking about the end of "the unpayable debt that I owe you"

This was originally supposed to end with that panel of kallamar holding shamura close and crying into them, then laying them on the bed and telling heket not to make him take the life of the person who saved his. But uhhhh my biggest "this seems incredibly against canon but hear me out" headcanon is that kallamar is afraid of being stuck with NARINDER rather than being afraid of death itself. Like that line he says in the game, "do not send me to HIM" rather than just leaving it at "do not send me to my death". He seems a lot less terrified when he's revived as a mortal follower and YOU'RE death itself rather than narinder, soooo......for sure that's just me Coping, because it's hard for me to write for characters that genuinely value their lives, but I'm in too deep to change my mind lmao

He's 100% still gonna act like a cornered animal when the lamb comes for him though. It's different when your life is in danger in a way you can't control

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Lvumba (it means lion in russian), but more brutal - Blaze. Concept for the name lava spider

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'THE PRICE WE PAID TO KNOW YOU'

(part 3/4)

man I hate when I'm finally lucid enough to beg for the stillness of death, but my mercy killing is interrupted by my brother throwing our little sister across the fucking room with telekinetic demon powers.....shamura must feel so inconvenienced right about now >:(

ANYWAY I mentioned before that this comic is kind of a redraw of something I made last year, and I've decided to drop it off beneath the cut so it doesn't just languish in my files 5ever. I thought it was too sad to finish + post back then but clearly that doesn't stop me anymore

(QUICK CONTEXT: I never finished the sketches for the first panels where it shows the gang drawing together and having presumably a good time, so the scribbles on the paper in this next panel were intended to show up in the beginning.)

I can't tell how I feel about this one in comparison to the new one. I like the new one a lot more, but honestly the sudden transition from sitting around like :3 and suddenly begging for help is a lot more disturbing than the slow descent, I feel? Plus in my experience it's usually that abrupt. Old people will sit around all chill and suddenly be like "you know, I haven't wanted to be alive in 15 years....." and you're like 🤠 "what"

There's actually a SECOND COMIC like this where shamura tries doing it themself and heket stops them, but I didn't get too far on that one. Might throw it in the description of the next one because I reused one of the lines from it for this

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The urge I have to write a fic on my Shamura’s backstory..

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Suddenly

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'THE PRICE WE PAID TO KNOW YOU'

(part 2/4)

I try to draw everyone's freakouts to have different visual effects, and this one I tried to just make suffocating and confusing to look at. Like trying to purge and distort a memory while it's still actively happening because you don't WANT it to be happening, you'd rather it be a fucked up evil dream? THIS COMIC GETS WORSE BTW YOU'LL SEE

Pretty sure I've said it before, but part of what got me so fixated on COTL or even just shamura specifically is that most of their tragedy isn't really shown on screen. There's a lot of room for thinking about what life must've been like after the schism, but before their death. In the actual game they just seemed so....defeated in a way, but still bound to their duty and it resonated with me. Like someone who clearly did not want to stick around anymore, enough to not bother fighting harder when they're half dead in their boss fight, and someone who'd willingly accept perpetual suffering just to feel fittingly punished for what they did. I say they "seem" like that but that's just what they do in the actual game tbh

I know my comics are pretty dramatic but there had to have been some point where they could've reasonably snapped after a millennia of constantly oozing grey matter and being known as the one who USED to be wise, USED to be mighty....but is now just the one who fucked up everything and ruined their family.