blue-slxt

[blue-slxt]

It seems in your kinktober 2023 someone reported almost every Loak post plus the one with Tonowari and Ronal, which is so annoying🙄 didn’t get the chance to read it, must’ve been so toe curling nasty someone had to report it😏 but it’s honestly so annoying no one can read them any more could’ve just blocked you or like requested to see less of that content. Unless there’s a way to still read it that I’m not aware of.

Yea it is definitely annoying 🤦🏾‍♀️ I’m so mad that so many of my Kinktober fics got reported because so many of those are some of my favorite fics 😭 I’ve been toying with the idea of just reposting the reported ones since I still have backups of them. I really do wish people would just block me if they don’t wanna see that kind of stuff 😩 I make it very clear in my 18+ posts that they are intended for an 18+ audience. And there’s usually a cut off where you have to click to see more and read the whole thing so I don’t know why people will just go out of their way to see something they know they don’t want to just to report it and not let anybody else see it either. Clearly don’t have anything else to do I guess.

[blue-slxt]

Bro please put communtity labels on your 18+ posts, im a minor snd keep seeing them

Just block me please 🙏🏾

[blue-slxt]

GIRLLLLLLLLLL I WENT THROUGH ALL YOUR FICS UGHH YOU A GENIUS FR

literally havent been active on tumblr in FOREVER and came back and jst fell in love with your works, GIRL YOURE AMAZING

Aww thank you!🥹 I’m glad to know that people are still finding and enjoying my fics even tho I’m not as active as I used to be 🫶🏾

[blue-slxt]

well I miss you I’m sorry anons are being mean how’s your nursing job

Thank you boo 💙 work has been crazy for a lot of reasons lately. Compartmentalism is so essential with our job because of how highkey traumatic a lot of the stuff we deal with is. But I’m finding balance and learning to take better care of myself.

[blue-slxt]

Some days I really want to come back to tumblr the way I used to be on it. But then I am quickly reminded of why I don’t 😅 hopefully, things will get better once the new Avatar comes out

[blue-slxt]

Hit the ground running tonight at work. We’ve been getting so many micro preemies lately, it’s crazy 😵‍💫

[blue-slxt]

Happy Nurses Week from your fav overworked and under appreciated healthcare worker ✌🏾

Feel free to ask me questions or anything like that

[blue-slxt]

In the meantime

Some fun lighting in my bathroom

My best friend’s birthday dinner

My aunt’s birthday party

Work vibes

Convention look from November

I met Kehlani again 😍🤤 (and she told me I smelled good)

Random vid from about a year ago

[blue-slxt]

My therapist said I need to rediscover my hobbies and now that I’ve been released from the shackles of seasonal depression, I’ve been toying with coming back to writing. Just looking for the right inspiration🤔….

[blue-slxt]

Quick little smutty HC that won’t leave my head

A/N: Somehow, this turned into like a mini scene instead of just a quick paragraph like I initially intended 😅 I guess you can take the girl out of tumblr but you can’t take the tumblr out of the girl lol. I might do another one for Lo’ak in the next couple days.

🔞Minors Do Not Interact🔞

I keep thinking about how the first times would go. I picture Neteyam as starting out trying to be a gentleman, of course. But he’s also nervous as hell out of fear that he may hurt you. You’re so much smaller than he is and it’s only emphasized by how easily he towers over you when you’re under him and begging for it; insisting that you can take it. He’s slow and gentle entering you, trying to watch your face for the smallest sign that you’re uncomfortable. But the more he sinks into you, the harder it gets to keep his grip on his composure. He tries to fight his primal urges that keep gnawing at his head, but damn the flush that’s appeared on your face and the slight part of your lips is making him dizzy. After what feels like seconds and an eternity at the same time, his hips meet yours and a shiver runs up your body and his name leaves your voice in a whimper. Neteyam feels like he’s going to pop a blood vessel from how hard he’s trying to make himself go slow for you, but each slide back in takes a little more of his willpower with it. He feels lightheaded from this new level of pleasure making his breath shaky. Without really realizing it or meaning to, his pace picks up and your moans keep time with it. Your walls squeeze and hold him in a way that’s almost possessive. Your body acts on its own arching your back and trying to push more of yourself against him. Neteyam can’t hold it back anymore. Some previously suppressed force takes control of him and he can’t stop it from wrapping his arms around your middle and holding you somehow closer breathing in your scent and rutting into you like a desperate man. Stars are starting to spot your vision and it feels as if you could fall right off the face of Pandora. So you do the only thing you can, and lock your ankles around Neteyam’s waist in an attempt to anchor yourself to this world. He can only offer soft mutters in your mother tongue peppered with kisses and nips to your neck as even more proof of how you make him feel.

“Muntxate…”

“Yawne…”

“Prrnen….”

You can suddenly feel the intensity of the heat. The heat simmering behind your face and the heat getting ready to spill over between your bodies. The pressure in your body is getting ready to explode. “Ma’ Teyam…” there are no other thoughts that follow. He’s the only thing your mind and body can focus on right now. His lips meet yours in a perfect dance knowing that he’s about to be out of time. He lets himself chase that high that he feels like he might die without. The sound of skin meeting skin crescendos echoing through the air and the trees while you both finally peak. Your nails in his back, his tail holding your upper thigh, and breathless panting into each other’s mouths.

[blue-slxt]

Enduring the absolute shit show that was 2024 only to come out on the other side with the kind of love that I’ve always desired? Top tier 🥹

[blue-slxt]

OMG, BluBlu! I'm so happy for you! I'm glad life has eased out and that you're finally getting the love and peace you deserve, I'm so glad things are doing better for you 🤗

I love you!! 💞

Aw thank you hun! 😊 finally think I’m finding some kind of balance in my life and my head 😌

Love you!💙

[blue-slxt]

11, 26, 29 for your question ask game ♡

omg a question! yay! lol I feel like such a lurker on here these days lol

I'm assuming you're talking about this question game so I'm going with those numbers.

11. What were your highs and lows for this last month?

One of my highs fr last month was probably celebrating New Year's with my best friend and the love of my life. But also, all the births I attended last month that happened with no issues or complications.

A low point for me was having an anxiety attack before work and then still having to go into work that same night. I don't get my attacks as often as I used to, but when they hit, they are a bitch to deal with.

26. How are you feeing right now?

Right now, II'm actually pretty good. I'm in really high spirits and planning my future with my partner.

29. Favorite song lyrics right now?

Lately, I've been completely obsessed with DtMF by Bad Bunny. Specifically the chorus.

"Debí. tirar más fotos de cuando te tuve

Debí darte más besos y abrazos las veces que pude

Ojalá que los míos nunca se muden

Y si hoy me emborracho, pues que me ayuden..."

Thanks for asking! <3

[blue-slxt]

your a nurse babe I don’t think I knew that but good job it’s an honorable and great work not for me because I think I would cry every time I failed someone

Thank you!

It’s extremely rewarding work, but can also be extremely heart breaking, especially in my particular specialty (NICU). I love my babies and watching them grow and hit milestones, but it can be very emotionally taxing dealing with certain family situations. But I love my job♥️

[blue-slxt]

A long night of deliveries and discharges, but I survived🫡

[blue-slxt]

I'm not American but we're also mourning because we're about to enter another dictatorship era. Lemme send you and my other favorite Americans a hug 🫂

I appreciate it a lot.

Matter of fact, I have a lot of shit to get off my chest about this whole thing so this is probably gonna be kinda long. Apologies.

It’s so difficult to describe exactly what I’m feeling with this whole thing. I’m terrified and frustrated and angry and sad and so many other things.

The hypocrisy of it all is what really throws me. Like a felon can't even vote for the president but can BE the fucking president????? Hello???? And he's openly said that this will be the last time we ever have to vote, but he actually cares about democracy? You want to leave and go to a different country if he loses, but don't want to let immigrants live here when they leave their country? He can go on live national television and say that illegal aliens are EATING CATS AND DOGS.... and people still look at him and go "yea, I'm gonna vote for that guy". Fucking huh??????

And one of the most heartbreaking aspects of this whole thing is the divides this has caused in my personal life and relationships. There are people that I’ve known for literal years (even my whole life for some) that I’m about to cut out of my life because of this whole thing. Seriously. Like this is not simply about disagreeing about who's better for the economy or whatever. This is about you actively choosing to be okay with racism, homophobia, policing women's bodies, endangering their lives, abandoned unwanted babies, police immunity from brutality, no Medicaid, no social security, no more department of education, the deportation of people that live here and ones that were BORN HERE, hatred, and violence and so much other vile shit. This is about disagreeing on a moral level. You've showed me what you actually value and care about and it's clearly not me or anyone like me so how could I ever want to continue a relationship with someone who feels that way??? Like can we please pretend we have 2 fucking brain cells to rub together and form an actual coherent fucking thought? Not to mention I’ve seen so many people that voted for him saying how crazy it is to cut off someone because of who they choose to vote for because that’s their right and I can’t help but think how funny it is how everyone suddenly understands the concept of letting everyone have their own choice when it comes to a fucking election, but not when it comes to people having autonomy over their own fucking bodies and health.

As a Black queer woman that works in healthcare, I fear deeply for the future of this country. I work in a NICU so I see firsthand what happens to neglected babies, abused babies, abandoned babies, UNWANTED babies and we’re about to just have so many more and it breaks my damn heart.

It’s so sad to see how many people have fallen for his hateful cultish rhetoric. Kamala was a FAR superior candidate in literally every single aspect, but America hates Black women so bad that they’d rather give the power back to a literal convicted felon that was ALREADY FUCKING IMPEACHED ONCE BEFORE.

WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE ACTUALLY DOING?!

Thanks for coming to my TedTalk 🥲

[blue-slxt]

Feeling extra embarrassed to be an American today. I don’t think I’ve ever been this genuinely afraid of an election result as I am today.