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remembering death always soften the heart.

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ingin menulis review + recap (spoiler alert) pengalaman nonton film sore di sini, karena takut terinfluence pendapat org org twitter jd mau coba elaborate sendiri dulu wkwk

Satu kata buat filmnya : merinding.

Kayanya merinding itu hasil dr visual yang memanjakan tapi juga breathtaking + audio orkestra, ada tense buildingnya. Kaya kirain udah taunya derrrr masih blm selesaaai gitu.

Suka banget sih sm film film yearning kaya gini.

Sebenernya kasian bgt sm si sore krn buset udh berapa kali itu banh. Gue kira pas dia capek and decided to start her own life aja tuh kaya, wah ternyata bisa, tp mungkin krn takdir red strings ala ala ya tetep bakal bersinggungan aja.

Aktingnya sheila dara bagus bgt ikutan ngap ngapan juga, nyeseknya kerasa 👍🏻

Masih bingung juga tapi gak dijelasin apa yg ngebuat dia tetep milih jo meski 1000 kali blablabla itu. Kayak si jo nih personalitynya ga begitu ditunjukin? Oke passionated photgrapher yg aware sm climate change.... yg punya trauma sm ortunya... dan keras kepala... Terus, apa? Nothing but piling up his red flags...

Apa yang ngebuat sore bertahan, other than, cinta? Its too vague and shallow, kaya oke bucin tp pasti ada reasoningnya dong...

Jujur dulu udh nonton seriesnya tp udh agak lupa... Kalo di seriesnya kan seingat gue sorenya wafat wkwkw trs kaya si jo ini akhirnya hidup sehat trs ketemu lg di airport(?). Nah kl di filmnya menariknya kaya bukan tipe tipe yg cewenya akhirnya menyelamatkan tapi magically cowoknya feels something trs tb tb berubah krn sorenya mati di waktu itu jadi dia ngerasa tb tb longing yearning dan berubah(?) yeah namanya jg film sih.... CUMA kaya hmmmm

Emg mungkin mau pesannya, manusia berubah emg cm dr diri sendiri. Trs menariknya ya emg mau dikasih tau apa ngga ttg karirnya he will made it krn takdir, dan itu kumpulan pilihan dan pikiran dia.

Suka si tetiba cinematic menggambarkan paralel dan waktunya sih. Merinding bgt.

Jadi keinget film goblin sm kimi no nawa wkwkw, org org blg mirip interstellar tp gue udh lupa. Apakah interstellar ini konsep nya yg terbuang dalam waktu gt ya.

Gatau gue mikir kata nama "sore" dan dia yg meninggal karena "malam" lebih cepat tuh, nice.

Abis itu apalagi ya, sisanya bagus bgt si shoot"nya.. chemistrynya ok cuma kaya masi canggung bgt as suami istri? Apa krn ceritanya ya baru kenalan lg ya

Trs emg pengingat buat selesai sama diri sendiri aja sih, gausah mothering anak org wkwkkw

TAPI sbrnnya gue gangerti fungsi cerita trauma ayahnya ini apa, emgnya ngebuild traits alcoholic sm smoking sm keras kepalanya ni gr gr ayahnya??? Hm

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Porto sm networking sudaa dicoba yey sisanya ayo kt lakukan

banyak hutaaang yang belum dilakukan

-aktif konten sosmed

-nyobain platform remote

-workshop courses

-networking volunteer

-minimal kelarin porto sih,

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Wkwkw turns out those people just have to face heartbreak and sadness along the way lucu lucuannya, yah, kl bukan jodohnya agak bikin sakit aja ya

org org kok udh punya "simpenan"/" jaga jaga" jodoh aj ya,,,,

that kind of (kalo gue masi blm dapet dspet gue akan mereachout ke org ini)

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Have big expectations from Allah Ta'ala. When you ask for something, ask for the best. Remember, you're asking from the Lord of the Heavens and the Earth. Your dreams that seem as big as mountains for you is just a matter of 'Kun' for your Rab. Ask for the impossible, ask for the best. Be delusional in your prayers.

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Day of Arafah

Fasting on this day is a forgiveness for two years. The sins of the previous year and of the coming year. [Muslim]

There is no day on which Allah frees more people from the Fire than the Day of 'Arafah. [Muslim]

The du'a (prayer) of the fasting person will not be refused. [al-Silsilat al-Saheeh] & The best Dua is the Dua of Arafah. [Muwatta]

Whoever fasts one day for the sake of Allah, Allah will remove his face seventy years' distance from the Fire. [Muslim]

The best day of year is the Day of Arafah. [Ibn Hibban]

Each fast during the first nine days of Dhul-Hijjah earns the reward of fasting an entire year. [Tirmidhi]

Hafsah (rd), the wife of the Messenger narrates, "Four things the Messenger of Allah never neglected: Observing fast on the day of 'Ashura, 'Arafah, three days every month, and offering fajr sunnah prayers early in the morning." [Muslim]

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mau cerita di tumblr tp bisa gak si vn aja capek aku ngetik

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its hard to blend in,,,, HADEUH,, emg kalau beda kultur sifat ya gabisa lgsg masuk ga si,, ap sy nya aja yg kurang wkwkw

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full of rage and disappointment to myself, sorry for crashing out, im just tired

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feeling so left behind everytime opening people's story, perhaps it was true, youre supposed to create- not only consume. ANDD you know deep inside in your heart you want to do something, or you want to do what they do but you CHOOSE to not do it. so stop whining and feel sad and do what youre truly want to do

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apa benar umur 20an harus kerja super keras terus gapapa gitu kl begadang atau multiple job biar tidak menyesal, dan emang umur segitu harus pontang panting dan tidak malas malasan

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Kita bisa membagi kebahagiaan ke banyak orang, tapi kita hanya akan membagi kesedihan ke orang yang kita percaya.

Berbahagialah untuk orang-orang yang dipercaya sebagai rumah atas kesedihannya.

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yah setidaknya sadar aja aku ada gitu ya

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org org kok udh punya "simpenan"/" jaga jaga" jodoh aj ya,,,,

that kind of (kalo gue masi blm dapet dspet gue akan mereachout ke org ini)

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banyak hutaaang yang belum dilakukan

-aktif konten sosmed

-nyobain platform remote

-workshop courses

-networking volunteer

-minimal kelarin porto sih,

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memang waktunya stop lihat kanan kiri, dan mulai bersihkan kebun sendiri, dirapihkan lagi, ditanam lagi, disirami lagi,

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you really want to go out of this box, little did you know every box have it own problems, in this life you only jump into one problems to another, theres no way out? but i hope life will be better, having ease at heart, rather than explosive sadness and anger