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bluereimovies · 3 years
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Blog Post 5 The Superhero Coven
Nox Wish is the anti-hero Coven. At first what they thought would be some regular testing to attempt to heal their cancer turned into them acquiring superpowers. They went into the doctor’s office and began to speak to the doctors about the testing and the procedure that was going to happen. Their Doctor, Doctor Nash had the same horrid sense of humor as Nox did and because of that they go together amazingly. This new testing took different animals DNA and made it an injection to try to heal the cancerous skin cells in Nox’s body. After the shot was injected into Nox, they had to sit and wait for a little bit to see if the injection worked since they were the first human to have this testing be performed on them. While Nox was sitting their skin begam to change colors and rapidly grow hair. It was like their body was fighting the DNA that was introduced into their system. The hair and skin color changing had vanished as fast as it had started. Nox had decided to keep this a secret because they did not want to be tested on if this did become a bad thing. All that Nox wanted was to be cancer free. Weeks went on and Nox did not have the reaction again until one night in her apartment when they were sleeping. They had woken up from a dream to go grab a drink of water and suddenly they were on the ground looking at their once normal sized bed. The bed they saw now was much bigger and it looked as if a giant slept on it. Nox then went to move and they saw they didn’t have hands anymore but in fact they had frog hands. They then ran to the mirror and saw they had turned into a tree frog. They were bright green with giant red eyes and long frog legs. As soon as Nox screamed in fear they turned back to their normal self as a five-foot six person with tan skin and curly long hair. Soon after the first time turning into a frog, they also figured out they could become a wolf, a cat, a dog, a bird, a black tipped shark, and an elephant it was the animals DNA present in the injection from the testing. When Nox returned to their doctors they had learned there was many others who had gotten this testing done and their cancer was not cured, yet Nox’s cancer was gone, the treatment worked, and they had beaten cancer. Before cancer Nox was any other normal 22-year-old. They did not have many friends, but Nox had their pets. Nox has a German Shepard Corgi named Lina and their orange cat named Ralph. The first time that Nox turned into a dog they were playing with Lina outside and all the sudden like a snap of fingers they were an Alaskan Malad. They had run into their house and saw again not very human like arms and legs. Nox also had their siblings and their parents. Nox had two sisters and one brother all of whom were adopted by their Dad’s Andy and Grant. Nox’s sisters were named Rain and Ray. Rain is 22 as well and Ray is 18 years old. Both of them still lived at their dad’s house while they are in college. Then there is the youngest, their brother Jasper who is 16 years. Jasper goes to high school and sees his boyfriend on his free time. Nox had attended a very prodigious veterinary school and now has a job at one of the biggest vet clinics and hospitals. Nox and their family live in their hometown of Salem Massachusetts. In high school Nox had only been focused on getting good grades and visiting the animal shelter where they had eventually adopted Lina and Ralph.
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As Nox had grown up they continued to see the superheroes that were so popular destroy cities and towns trying to save people and be the “hero”. They did not believe that superheroes were very super, and they did not do anything but cause destruction. When Nox had been a child and had their biological parents, their parents had been in the crossfire of a superhero trying to save and in the end the building that their parents worked at had failed and Nox lost both their parents because of a hero trying to save the day. From the day Nox has lost their family they promised their self that they would never try to become a super. Many superheroes in 2030 made their own superpowers or they made super suits that gave them special powers. Many famous superheroes in the past like Ironman and Batman had built their own suits to become these superheroes with amazing powers. Some were like Deadpool who unfortunately got their powers similar to the way that Nox had gotten their powers. The worst superhero that Nox had seen is the superhero Cruizer. Cruizer was the superhero that had knocked the building down trying to save the city from the villain Perito. Perito luckily had been taken into police custody 7 years ago after a different hero had taken him down. Because of this experience Nox wants to save the world, but in a different way. Slowly as more population grows and less people care about the earth, the eco-system worsens. Nox had started a foundation to begin to help the planet heal itself so the earth can live for many more years. While Nox worked at their veterinary job they also go around the country trying to convince the world to become more eco-friendly. They want to see the endangered species in the world grow in population, so we do not lose any more wildlife due to humans being selfish. Many heroes only advocate for saving the city or telling people to stay safe and buy their t-shirts. The superheroes now a days aren’t like the ones in the past, none of them care about anything besides popularity.
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Another goal that Nox has to is to get back at Cruizer for killing their parents. When that day had happened, the superhero did not even come to Nox and apologize for what had happened Cruizer just got the news to show up and take pictures of him being amazing for injuring the villain. As Nox learned their powers more, the more they would go out in the world as a bird or a dog and just enjoy life, something in the past Nox had struggles doing. As Nox worked more and because of these powers they had gotten better at their job because when alone Nox would turn into a dog or cat and could communicate with their patients to calm them down, something they recently learned was how to communicate with these animals as an animal. Slowly because of these powers, Nox’s life began to improve and they were becoming a happier person. Before Nox was a very depressed person because of the stress of cancer treatment and how their life was going to go if they didn’t beat cancer. Nox’s persuit of Cruizer is easier now than it was before. The only thing stopping them is that they have morals, and they don’t know what they would do with Cruizer even if they did catch him. As Nox began to develop their powers more, the media began to take an interest at the random wolf running around stopping random robbers and then disappearing. Nox wasn’t a superhero don’t get them wrong, but they did not want to see anyone get hurt by others selfishness, Nox was becoming one of the very first nonbinary anti-heroes. The media was writing about random animals you wouldn’t normally see around Salem helping people then running off and then were nowhere to be seen. They had caught Nox in their plain black suit homemade suit a few times, but they never got to figuring out who the person avoiding the cameras was. The only people that had learned of the powers was Nox’s family when they began to turn into different animals. Their family supported Nox’s decision in helping others yet avoiding the popularity and tarnishing their reputation as someone that was just there to help. Weeks went by and the media caught more of Nox but nothing became of it until the day of the big car crash. Cruizer was there trying to help people but there were too many civilians that needed help. Nox arrived to start moving empty cars to clear up the debris so Cruizer could safely remove people from the cars that were not empty. Soon the debris was cleaned up and Nox turned back into their human body and they slowly walked over to Cruizer to be polite. This was the first time Nox had worked with a hero and showed what they had looked like not like an animal. They had thanked Cruizer for the help and was about to fly away as a bird when the media stopped them. Nox had only said one thing “I am Coven the skin changer, I am not hero nor villain, I am not man nor woman, but I will not be what the media has turned superheroes into.” They then turned to Cruizer and said “Years ago you killed people very close to me trying to catch Perito and you still failed at catching him. If you do anything like that again now, I will do everything in my power to stop you”. Nox then turned into a bird and disappeared by flying with a flock of birds.
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The media exploded because of this encounter and Coven then became the face of the LGBTQ community as Coven the nonbinary antihero. Coven may not be a fighter or a scary strong hero, but they fight for what is right and don’t feel the need to be in the spotlight. Coven did not want to be known as the person with great power that would kill someone in the blink in the eye, they wanted to be known as the great veterinarian and owner of a foundation. Many superheroes don’t have the same morals and they wanted to prove that not everyone with powers needed to be associated with the popular heroes that only have a good reputation because the media depicts them as amazing people when the heroes are actually killers. They don’t feel the need to be wanted by magazines for interviews or being the greatest hero there has ever been. Nox achieved in spreading their ecofriendly ideas and the world has begun to change into a better and healthier planet. Nox passed away in 2088. They had become one of the most revolutionary people as an advocate for an ecofriendly world, and with their success in their career. They had a beautiful family and got married to a beautiful girl. Nox and their wife adopted many children and eventually the foundation went to Nox’s child Wern. The legacy that Nox had created made it so they no longer have to worry about the earth becoming a toxic place. Nox was such an inspirational and well-known vet that they always had a big company CEO having their back or that the media gave Nox so much credit it was wrong to deny them their wish. Nox died happy to have a family and that they are able to protect their family if anything was to happen to them.
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Nox is very similar to the antihero Deadpool. I found Deadpool as an inspiration because they didn’t care about being a superhero once acquiring their powers. Wade only wanted to save his girlfriend but eventually his morals changed and because of his loss of his love, he eventually had a family even if they were not all blood related. Deadpool gave his all in saving the child after his girlfriend died because it became the only thing that mattered to him. I find Deadpool to be inspiring as his morals became more human like and less to what everyone would call the normal.
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bluereimovies · 3 years
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The Clockwork Orange
I had recently watched the film A Clockwork Orange and the best way to explain this movie is just odd. I would rate this movie because I do not believe I will ever watch this film again. In the film we see Alex and his gang of teenage criminals go through the streets robbing and beating men along with raping women. I do not appreciate or feel it is needed to add such a thing as rape in a film and to depict it in the way this film did. In the film at 10:00-13:56 we see Alex and his gang beat a man and rape his wife. I feel that to add this and making it so graphic makes it very uncomfortable for the viewer to continue to watch. You would think after one rape scene there would not be another scene similar to this, yet again I am wrong. At 37:13-43:26 we see Alex and his group attempt again to take advantage of the older woman living in her home and luckily, they fail but unfortunately Alex kills the older woman after breaking into her home. The only good that happened was the gang goes against Alex after he treated them poorly and Dim hits Alex in the face with a glass bottle which makes Alex the only one present besides the woman when the police arrive. After he gets caught, we see him get sentenced to 14 years in prison and there he finds an interest in the bible. After this we see Alex get chosen for a treatment to become a better person.
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The treatment had become torture to him because of him not being able to close his eyes while watching the horrible videos. The videos cause him to hate his favorite composer because this is the background music playing in the videos, he’s calls torture we see this at 1:16:33-1:18:47. The one thing Alex loves is the composer Ludwig Van Beethoven throughout the movie we see his love for Ludwig’s music along with other similar composers. The treatment caused Alex to become sick whenever he sees something violent or sexual or illegal go on along with music by Ludwig Van Beethoven. The idea of this is intelligent except it removes the actual human in a person because along with removing the want of violence and illegal acts it removes any happiness and thoughts in the person. We see what the treatment does to Alex at 1:31:07-1:31:29 that it causes him to become sick every time he tries to fight or defend himself. In this scene he had just come home and the guy who rents his room isn’t friendly and treats Alex very rudely, as Alex tries to hit Joe he begins to cough and almost get sick because the treatment makes him react that way when Alex attempts to be violent. Towards the end of the film, we see Alex end up at the house of the writer and the woman he raped. Since he had a mask on that night the writer does not realize who he is. The writer who we learned is named Frank recognizes him as the boy in the newspaper who received the treatment. He wants to help Alex and calls him a victim of the modern age because Frank doesn’t agree with the treatment they used on Alex. We see after this that Frank turns out to not be a good guy and tortures Alex with playing the 9th Symphony causing Alex to attempt to commit suicide. In the end of the film, we see at 2:02:17-2:02:46 that the treatment the government used is inhuman and is the reason for Alex’s attempted suicide. In the end of the film, we see Alex can begin to think of sexual things and is cured, he doesn’t get sick when he thinks of these things.
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Alex in my opinion is a very disgusting person who deserved some of the things to happen to him, but nothing leading to him wanting to end his life. I do begin to have some sympathy for Alex later in the film because we see how defenseless he becomes because of the treatment. We see his defenselessness when in the film we see the two guys from him old gang as cops beat him up and drown him because of the past. I also feel bad for him because his parents don’t take him back after he returns from prison and treatment. The film itself is very odd and nothing you would expect. This movie reminds me in some ways of The Rocky Horror Picture Show, both of these are older very strange movies with very odd main characters. Both of these films are very unexpected and while watching The Clockwork Orange I began to think of The Rocky Horror Picture Show. I do not believe that the film needed to put so many graphic scenes especially the rape scenes they showed. I do understand why many directors and writers put these scenes in, but for many it makes it hard to watch especially women who have been raped or who have been taken advantage of. The film also makes the rape in this film look very off, like it’s not that serious of an issue until later in the film. I have seen many other films have rape scenes, but they all showed the trauma caused to the character instead of just saying the woman died of shock. The woman could’ve died of shock but the way this film showed the rape scene it was in my opinion not shown as a serious matter and the fact that the film had multiple rape scenes continues to prove my point. Unfortunately, rape is a thing that happens often, and you see the trauma from it in people all the time, but people get punished for it. In this film Alex was not even punished for raping that woman, instead it was because he accidentally killed one.
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bluereimovies · 4 years
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Blog Post 3
There is such a thing as a Queer visual style depending on the person. Many people I have met you would not have assumed them to be gay and some you would assume were gay were in fact straight. In the film Boys Don’t Cry we see Brandon looking male until we see him undress and we see he had transitioned from male to female. We see him shower and bind his chest at scene 31:47-32:07 this shows him wanting to be perceived as a male. This is the only real visual style we see because Brandon wants to be shown as being a male and not a female. The other film we see the intensity then we see the two men get together. In the end of Moonlight, we see the intensity of their conversation leading up to them getting together in the end of the film this is shown at 1:44:34-1:45:39. Intense scenes like these are shown often to show that something big or an important detail is going to be said. There is a slow build in one if these films that also goes back to the intensity of wanting these two characters to be together. In Call Me By Your Name we see them begins as acquaintances then to lovers. At scene 55:26-56:43 we see the two characters we’ve been wanting to get involved with each other finally be together. The way this is filmed shows that something is bound to happen I would not say this is in a “Queer visual style”. Many films add intensity and show the want from both characters before a drastic scene happens. The only things that make the way that these films queer is that there are queer people in them.
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Gender, race, and sexual identities intersect in many ways depending on how the movie is filmed and the characters that are relevant in these films. Moonlight shows the story of Chiron growing up in a poor lower-class community as a person of color who is constantly bullied dealing with his sexual identity through childhood to adulthood. In the film we see him and his childhood friend kiss for the first time at scene 54:23-54:51 to them finally ending up together in the end. We don’t see many tough men admit to themselves of something they are trying to ignore. In most of the movie we do not see Chiron admit to himself that he is in fact gay until the very end of the movie. Many men who see themselves as the “tough guy” or the “head honcho” aren’t shown to be soft in many ways, and unfortunately many people believe that being gay or being abnormal makes you “soft”. We also see Brandon struggle with his gender identity because of the people around him. He is bullied in the beginning of the movie and we see this at 5:28-5:54 with the men chasing him calling him a dyke which is a rude term for a lesbian because all the people in Brandon’s town still see him as Teena. When this movie was released in 1999 showing a transgender person wasn’t the norm in many films. Back then being gay or openly showing affection to your significant other was something you did not do due to the hate you would receive because of it. Nowadays people are much more tolerable of seeing opening gay people being together. In Brokeback Mountain we see two men who are cowboys in the south get together and fall in love. Ennis rejects the fact that he is in fact gay and retorts in anger when anyone assumes he in fact likes Jack. In films especially westerns we would not see anything like this shown. The last words in Brokeback Mountain Ennis says “Jack I swear” at scene 2:07:42-2:07:54 this shows something in these films back then that wouldn’t have been seen. He is promising himself to Jack even after he has passed, this was something he should’ve done before Jack had passed you can see in the end of the film Ennis is full of regret.
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The power of Hollywood can influence many people in how they dress or look but I do not believe it can make an audience gay. Sometimes when you are exposed to something it will help you realize that you are gay or of the LGBTQ community. I did not realize my sexuality or gender until I learned that there were so many different sexualities and genders to define myself as. Many people back when being gay or a different gender blamed media for exposing people and saying that showing two men kissing makes people gay. Films can also cause many other emotions such as sadness and anger so it is possible that films can cause people to find out that they are attracted to the same gender as them. The queer aesthetic is shown as rainbows and men acting flamboyant or “fruity” and women acting masculine, having a short haircut, and not wearing makeup. Many gay men dress normal and act naturally, many gay men I have met I did not realize were gay until they mentioned having a significant other. I have met many lesbians who aren’t the stereotype but instead wear makeup and dress feminine. The queer aesthetic now is being whoever you want to be and dressing how you want. Men can wear skirts and women can wear men’s jeans or button ups without either gender being perceived. Non-Binary people can be shown as masculine or feminine but are neither they are just themselves. Many films that are shown depending on the genre cause these stereotypes and makes it harder for people to be comfortable being who they are. I have a short buzz cut and due to that many just assume I am gay; I wish this wasn’t the norm but unfortunately it is. I may be gay, but it is not someone’s right to just assume, and some treat me differently because of what I look like. I work in retail and have had many issues with customers and coworkers treating me different because I am an openly non-binary gay person who looks like the stereotype this should not be okay anymore.
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bluereimovies · 4 years
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The Black Swan and American Psycho Blog Post 2
The Black Swan and American Psycho are both very confusing psychological movies. They begin in any normal way and then you learn more about the characters. The main character in American Psycho is a man named Patrick Bateman who is an investment banker. Later on, as we see the movie progress Patrick becomes more confused seeing things that weren’t happening. At the end of the movie, we see Patrick call his lawyer after he shoots multiple people and claims he has killed multiple including prostitutes and other women. After the call he sees his lawyer the next morning and speaks to him only to have his lawyer assume he is joking, and he didn’t kill anyone at all. Patrick imagined killing all those people and all the people he was “seeing” were imagined as well. The first thing we see about Patrick is that he many underlying mental health issues that could’ve been treated. The main one that is shown is schizophrenia which is why he imagines all the things happen to him. Nina in the Black Swan starts as an innocent young woman who lives with her mother to someone who eventually kills herself due to her insanity. In the end of the movie, we see her perform as the black swan and she eventually becomes the black swan. During the ending of the film, we see her with lily who’s in her dressing room and she eventually shoves lily into the mirror and stabs her with a piece of glass. After her first part performing, she goes back to the dressing room and sees blood coming out of the bathroom area, so she throws a towel over it. Once she does that Lily knocks on the door and congratulates her on doing a good job and Nina stares astonished. When Lily leaves Nina’s dressing room she lifts the towel off the ground and sees there’s no blood and no dead Lily. Nina then looks down to see she had stabbed herself in a psychotic breakdown. We see Nina die when she performs as the white swan killing herself and when the white swan passes in the performance, Nina killed herself from bleeding out. The films endings were both surprising and not expected. Patrick Bateman realizes that nothing he saw actually happened and he becomes self-aware and realizes that society is cruel. Nina becomes so psychotic that she ends up killing herself due to seeing things that weren’t there. The ending of American Psycho could’ve explained what was happening in Patrick’s mind while in the Black Swan we saw everything going on in Nina’s head. Patrick is shown murdering multiple people, but we don’t see the evidence that it doesn’t happen until he looks at the other apartment later in the movie and none of his belongings or the dead women are there. We see Nina’s mental health progressively getting worse the later we get into the movie and we see scenes that prove that what she saw happened did not.
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Both of these characters deal with many underlying mental health issues. Nina and Patrick both see things that are not really there starting with Patrick running around naked chasing after a woman with an axe to Nina imagining killing her friend because she thought Lily was trying to take her part in the performance. These characters are very focused on being perfect and not showing any weakness. Patrick becomes jealous while showing off his business cards with his coworkers, while Nina steals items from Beth because she believes it’ll help her become perfect. Their need for perfection leads both of these characters down paths that cause harm to themselves and others. The mental illnesses these characters are very similar. In the beginning of the movies, we see them as normal mentally stable people and eventually throughout the movie we see their mental stability waiver. Both characters then become killers without them realizing what has led them to this state of mind. As I stated before only reason Patrick becomes self-aware is because his lawyer says that his phone call from the night before was a funny joke and Patrick finally realizes what had actually happened. Many people with mental illnesses aren’t shown openly because of the stigma around the illness. Many believe people who are schizophrenic are just insane and don’t know what real and what it not. Untreated schizophrenic people cannot control themselves because they do not know what it is happening, yet when there is someone who has this illness and is medicated you see them as any other normal person. I had an ex who happened to be schizophrenic, and I did not see him as an insane unstable person, he acted as any teenager would. The media depicts these people with this mental illness as insane killers or unstable mentally people who cannot control themselves. Both these characters also have many other mental illnesses such as BPD because you see their moods, or their thoughts change drastically. The films both have very ambiguous endings they went beyond what you would assume to be the ending with making both very unexpected yet brought the viewers deeper into what was happening to lead the characters to act how they did cause the viewers to watch these films over and over to see details that they did not see before. In the scene where Nina and Lily are in her bedroom together and Nina is arguing with her mother, we see that Lily is with her, yet when you look into the mirror in the scene it is just Nina alone arguing with her mother the entire time. Another scene from another film similar to this is in Fight Club when in certain other scenes you see the other main character Tyler Durden very vaguely. You then learn in the end of that movie that the main character imagined Tyler and everything that he believed they made together was just him. I was upset with the ending of The Black Swan because I fully believe that Nina’s character can be treated and helped so she could still be perusing her dream dancing on the stage.
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bluereimovies · 4 years
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Blog #1 Examining Youth Culture
Recently I have watched multiple moving involving youth culture from the 80’s to now. The movies I have watched are The Breakfast Club, Mean Girls, Mid-90’s, Kids, and the show Euphoria. Many of the characters in these movies and show were relatable and showed what it was like growing up as a teen. These movies presented many common themes. The issue of depression or having mental illness was very open in all of these except Mean Girls. Mean Girls delt mainly with trying to be like the plastics and get back at them for being bad people. The issues of depression and having mental illness in these other movies are very openly shown. In Euphoria you see both girls dealing with taking medications and going to therapy along with the boy in The Breakfast Club admitting to almost committing suicide due to bad grades and pressure from his parents. I know many people as well as myself that deal with pressure from parents or significant others and also are dealing with depression. While growing up in high school and middle school mental health was not as openly talked about as it is now. Many people found it taboo to talk about and even called going to therapy “going to see a shrink”. These movies presented mental health is a very upfront way you wouldn’t expect to the amount especially since some were made in the 80’s. Another theme that was very present in these movies was the abuse of alcohol and drugs. In many of these movies young adults many starting as young as 13 are drinking and smoking and doing many other drugs. In Euphoria you see that Rue is a recovering drug addict and Jules also uses when offered. When I was growing up, even as I grow up now many people I know smoke weed or drink often when depressed or dealing with something else mentally. Another common theme was acceptance in these movies. When Cady becomes one of the plastics, she changes who she really is to impress people, later in the movie she begins to be the person she was before the plastics. In the end of the movie, you see that all of them, the plastics, Damien, Cady and Janice accept each other for who they are. Rue and Jules from Euphoria learn to accept each other for who they are and they become inseparable friends. In The Breakfast Club you see the group of kids who you wouldn’t expect to become friends accept each other and help each other through detention.
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The one character in these movies I really identify with the most is Janice from Mean Girls. Janice was treated badly after being friends with the plastics for no reason besides her not “fitting in”. Growing up in high school I learned I didn’t fit in with any particular group and I had many different friends from multiple different “clicks”. Janice also dealt with the hate from the plastics at a constant because of her past and how she looked. In high school I was bullied because I didn’t look like everyone else did I was the generic label of “attractive” according to men. Janice embraces who she is and her personality and encourages others to be who they truly are. I too have learned to embrace being who I am just as Janice did.
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Shows and Films have specific soundtracks to show the emotion going on in the scene being filmed. When they filmed the movie Avengers, they used a specific track when the superheroes came to show that everything is going to be okay. In Euphoria when Jules goes up to the man she slept with its very intense and the music is very suspenseful. While growing up my taste in music changed drastically from 13 to now. In the beginning I would listen to songs like Welcome to The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance which helped me a lot through high school. This band was the first band I really listened to that was alternative music and it began a friendship between me and one of my closest friends. This same friend showed me Emperor’s New Clothes by Panic! At the Disco, this song along with the band helped me accept myself for who I am. Later in high school I began to listen to music like Second & Sebring by Of Mice & Men and If You Can’t Hang by Sleeping with Sirens both songs helped me with being mad or upset while dealing with depression. When I was dealing with depression and darker thoughts I would listen to Can’t Be Saved by Senses Fail to help me feel okay. As I got older and my mental health improved, I listened to the song Sunflower by Post Malone it calmed me and made everything very serene. Sanctuary by Joji told the story of being with someone and feeling safe and being in someone’s arms, being their “Sanctuary”. “If you've been waitin' for fallin' in love Babe, you don't have to wait on me 'Cause I've been aimin' for Heaven above but an angel ain't what I need Not anyone, you're the one More than fun, you're the Sanctuary 'Cause what you want is what I want Sincerity” this goes on in to explain finding the right person. This song helped me be okay with being alone and waiting for the right person. going through social media and seeing all the problems going on in the world Burn the House Down by AJR explained that speaking up could get them in more trouble than keeping their mouths shut, or the lies spewed on the internet and not knowing what to believe what’s being said. Karma and 100 Bad Days both by AJR explain that not being okay is okay. Karma goes into talking about how good the singer has been mentally and how his mental health is declining and he doesn’t understand why he uses the line “I’ve been so good why am I feeling empty” to explain these feelings. 100 Bad Days explained how everyone has bad days and that is okay. The singer then used the line “100 Bad Days made 100 good stories” with him saying this he means there’s still joy within these bad days.
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bluereimovies · 4 years
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Get to know me!
Hi! My name legal name is Abby but I prefer to go by Rei (pronounced Ray). I graduated from Warwick Valley High School in 2017 and I am majoring in human social sciences with an emphasis in art. I love to watch movies, play video games, read and draw in my freetime when I’m not doing schoolwork or working. One of my favoite shows I recently finished again is My Hero Acadamia, and the game they made for the show is just as fun! I recently painted some art of the Pokémon bulbasur and one of vaporeon. The last thing I would eat is any Italian food me and my mom make!
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