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some first frost stuff

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drops more trollhunter fanart i have done in the past!

first one is archie in his dragon form btw! it’s his design from my AU^^

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Want to win one of my cool Trollhunters prints? Head on over to my Instagram to enter the Trollhunters Giveaway @leaohness on Instagram 

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I'm sorry....

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I miss you so much. I wish distance does not exist so I can knock on your door and hug you tightly every day and night.

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The Dark Excalibur - Commission for @bluheaven-adw

𓆩✧𓆪 ig | art station | tiktok | artfol | bluesky | commissions 𓆩✧𓆪

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HUG YOU, DO EVERYTHING WITH YOU, VISIT THE OCEAN WITH YOU, HOLD YOU, AND WATCH MERLIN BBC WITH YOU

-💙

And see the Milky Way, and visit a possum named Fred

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Θα σ'αγαπώ για πάντα, γιε μου, καρδιά μου αγαπημένη

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— Jay Vespertine; not from a book but from an actual conversation.

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“There is hope, even when your brain tells you there isn’t.”

— John Green, Turtles All the Way Down

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— Aure Vives, from ‘km ⇢ xo’

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““That’s how you know you love someone, I guess, when you can’t experience anything without wishing the other person were there to see it, too.” - Kaui Hart Hemmings”

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Θα σ'αγαπώ για πάντα, γιε μου, καρδιά μου αγαπημένη

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I just.... wanted this back up top...

i'm just a curious anon, who means no harm, but... how did you and j meet? i follow you for your art, which is beautiful by the way, and wasn't honestly expecting to stumble on the post he made abt you but the dynamic you guys have is sweet. honestly hoping to see more of it!

Short story? He ran a trollhunters RP blog @theonceandfuturetrollhunter ... which was fun to interact with, and the whole group of them.. we all kind of adopted each other. But then he ended up in the hospital with sepsis... and I stuck around and talked to him OOC every day... and we kept that going even when he was better and we'd picked the RP back up. It kind of grew from there.

Now... long difficult story, and I do have permission to post these things..

I've always put out into the universe, choose kindness, compassion, and love; and I've always tried to adhere to that. But at the same time I've always put out there that... I don't want kids, I would make a horrible mom (at least that's what I convinced myself of)... I can't even have kids now. And some of that might come from extremely severe trauma in the hands of an abuser... but even before those events. Point being... I didn't want kids. And the universe apparently thought I was wrong... and into my life tumbles this half feral kid with so much shit gone wrong in his life... undeservedly so... because he's caring, and sweet, and whip smart... sarcastic... but he also has mental health issues, and so do I. And the universe whispered in my ear... "he needs you"... and my heart answered the call. I stuck by him through almost dying of sepsis, through breakdowns and panic attacks, through family issues, and more... I've had moments where I was terrified I was going to wake up and he'd be gone... but some point along the way he became like a son to me, and at some point along the way, he started calling me mom... and damned if I don't wish I could make that true. I love him so damn much... and I'm so furiously proud of him. Like... you guys have no idea. I'd legally adopt him in a heartbeat if I could... because I want him to not just survive... I want him to thrive, to have all the happiness in life, to find his peace... I want to see him graduate college, I want to be there when he gets married.... has kids... I can't imagine my life without him in it... it's like he was always meant to be there. And I know there have been people who have given up on him, and practically abandoned him.... but I refuse to do that. He deserves better than that. He deserves that happiness, and love.

Gods... that got heavy... way more than you probably wanted to know. Sorry....

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Hello everyone,

I found this helpful Infograph showing the difference between a panic attack and an anxiety attack. I think knowing the difference between the two will be important when trying to get some help if you need/want it.

The link will be below as always in case anyone wants to read through it.

Panic Attack

Anxiety Attack

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