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Obsessed with how Will Graham showed up to work twitching, trembling, and visibly distressed, and the entire department is like “This is Will, he just does this sometimes, he’s in perfect shape to go look at some mutilated corpses”

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I can be alone with you here.

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manic + favorite lyrics

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hating is fun but sometimes you see someone only ever be a hater and never a lover and it's like. ok well do you like anything at all or do you only see the world in shades of bad to worse

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back when we were still changing for the better

august—ts (2020)

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“The truth is that he is very vulnerable and he’s got a big heart but he could pose as if he was the tough punk rocker and get away with it because he was a vampire, so he could back it up. He’d always act like he didn’t care about anything, like apathy was like a major kind of color for playing the character, but underneath it he was protecting a little poet, you know, who had been beaten around a little bit. That’s what I loved about it; just a lot of love underneath but then just capped with like ‘fuck you, I don’t care’.” — James Marsters.

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BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER | S6E07: Once More, With Feeling.

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Buffy the Vampire Slayer – 6.04: Flooded

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i'm like if someone who was incredibly clingy and obsessive was also incredibly avoidant and elusive

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summer nights are for thinking about childhood friends you haven't thought about in years i guess

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that's MY senior resident samira mohan

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I’m glad you all agree with me that this literal tantrum throwing five year old is top tier villain

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THE PRINCESS DIARIES (2001) dir. Gary Marshall

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Julie and the Phantoms 1.09. Stand Tall

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i can't be the only one who's just straight-up ... bored with women hating themselves. my mom keeps lamenting to me how upset she is about her gray hair. my friend stares at her laugh lines every day in agony. my sister loses sleep over the horrible unbearable thought of looking fat. and every time these women i love open up to me, i can't help but think ... then stop staring at yourself? stop drowning yourself, narcissus, and just fucking live your life instead of sitting in front of a mirror obeying cosmetic corporations' lies. just stop it. this is getting ridiculous. you're too smart to be falling for this bullshit. "oh no but these men who hate women told me that if i'm ugly i'm worthless!" girl if you actually believe that then good luck. but i am getting worse at being supportive of people whose nonsense worldviews keep them trapped in pain. stop looking at yourself start fucking living i am pleading you deserve to be happy and it is stupid that you disagree

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I think it's sooo funny spike realizes he's in love with buffy and starts just outright harassing her worse than ever. like, if he can't hate her, then maybe he can get her to hate him enough for the both of them. course, he gets offended when she actually falls for ragebaiting. and then he kind of wants to be nice to her cause she's so clearly upset. he's such a mess